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The Past Episodes
Sunday, December 13, 2009, 1:12 PM
Tape♥
This photo quite long already ,but never post here so here to post it !Yesterday watched Sorry teacher ,although watched already but still touched rights !
A teacher risked her life to save her student and sarcrificed herself to teach every student the proper way .
When she write on the board ,"老师爱你们" is like so touching !
What more that day is the last lesson .
小白船 is actually a korean song ,but whatever it is still nice okayys !
蓝蓝的天空银河水
有只小白船
船上有个棵桂花树
白兔在游玩
桨儿桨儿看不见
船上也没帆
飘呀飘呀
飘向西方
渡过那条银河水
i lazy type the rest already ,i still like this part !
Byebye ,post tmr !
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Peace
Friday, December 11, 2009, 7:19 PM
Replay♥
One of the photo got one apple hanging ,very cute rights ?!
i know !
Today went to have lunch with my Girlfriend Yuzane ♥ !
Shopped too !
Shopped too !
Had KFC for lunch ,then bought my shampoo and creams
Yuzane bought her tanktops and shorts
then went to toilet and spend time there taking loads of photos !
Went kiddy palace the fitting room and take images ,stay there very long also ,HAHS !
Then went to popular and walked ,saw some people .
Then went to the MRT there and sat down on the stairs ,saw ****** and yuzane was crazy over them !mad she !
Then she went to get her soyabean ice cream ,nearly melted !
Then went into cheers and wanted to get a drink but then end up talking ...hahs
Then pei yuzane take 232 then walk and chatttt and then i took cabby homed !
Quite funn today !!!!!
Going to go out with her other days too !
I LOVE HER ALOT OKAYYS !
xoxo,
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Take me along with you
Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 6:47 PM
Misunderstanding♥
It was a misunderstandingMy cousins were coming over on a thursday
That time i told you it was either thursday or friday
and i guess you mistook it that it was other days or what
I didnt manage to go out with her at all cause i cant
i already explained
Just hope you understand ,you mistaken this matter
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Misunderstanding
Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 9:18 PM
Past♥
i didnt replace you as her Sorry if i let you feel that way
i am going out on a day earlier than you because
we said that we are going on that day a time ago
Sorry if i said i wanted to be closer like before
when i didnt do anything to make it become like what i wanted it to be
i am trying very hard to amend everything
But everytime ,i dont know what to do to make everything like before
i hope you will forgive for what i have done
This will be the last time ?
i want this friendship to continue as good as before
but whats the way ?
I want to maintain the friendship ,grasp onto whatever i can
I hope that you will treat me as a reliable good friend
the trust isnt there
i believe we will build the trust
If i neglected you ,i'm sorry
I wish we will have a new start for this friendship
Are you willing to ?
Reply soon ,thanks=]
i had a short shop malaysia trip today ,quite fun with cousins !
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Maintain this friendship
Saturday, November 28, 2009, 1:54 PM
Present♥
Hello ,here to post before going to chalet tmr !
Tmr will be away from 29 November 2009 till 1 December 2009 !
Must miss me okayys ?!
Lawls ,joking !
Hope to have loads of fun at the chalet !
Yesterday night was chatting on the phone will Girlfriend .
Was a enjoyable chat ,but half way my phone auto off ,no battery so sad !
But will be chatting again tonight about another topic we left out yesterday !
This is my Schedule will the whole December 2009
2nd decmber 2009
-Band practice (should be )
3rd december 2009
- Rotttttt at home and practice for First Recital
4th December 2009
-Preparing for First Recital
5th December 2009
-First recital ,going back to school
6th December 2009
-Rotttttt at home
7th December 2009
- Out with Yume to Jurong point
8th December 2009
-Rotttttt at home again
9th December 2009
-Rotttttt at home again again again
10th December 2009
-Out with Yuzane to Tampiness & bishan (Bishan maybe ?)
For now is like this ,lazy to state everything out .
I want to go out with my band mates ,especially my section of course !
Hope they are all free !
Shall prepare my chalet stuffs tonight !
BYEBYE BYEBYE
xoxo,
Hearts♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Last Night
Thursday, November 26, 2009, 7:57 PM
Trembled♥
Hello ,here to have a proper post !
Today had band practice ,when coming i injured my knee ...
I didnt fall or anything just suddenly pain
Then reached school ,couldnt do drills .
Was talkking to Yume about some stuffs and after that some people came .
Stephanie also hurt herself so we together never do drills.
We will having fun talking about funny things
We also did a band tee design ,i dont know if it is nice
Today a Professor came to see our practice in the band room ,so we played with the seniors
Heatherwood Protrait (if i spell correctly ?)
Tried playing quite tough...
Then we needed to stay back pratice First Recital ,i playing Some piece which i dont know whats the title and Maybe Somewhere Over the Rainbow / Searching for a nice piece .
Then after that sectionals ,preparing for First Recital .
Guess what ,was damn noisy cant concentrate...But still okayys larhhs ?
Then sec 1s had to go back band room to practice Gently Touch the Sky .
Was Blur in some parts ,Jeremy also .This Noisy Boy
And his hair style wasnt nice ,Eddie literally cut BANGS !
Totally look like bangs okayys !
Okayys dont tease them already !
Then we stayed longer to practice ,sort of practiced
We were doing some "Secret" stuffs !
So noisy lorhhs us ,i finally get all my notes but not the HIGH D ~
So sad, shall practice hard ~
Then went back band room briefing for chalet stuffs and mr lum talked about a video ( going to watch later )
Cant wait for chalet !Awaiting for chalet with bandsmen !
Then went out of school and go back again cause need go toilet .
I bought Milo to drink when walked out spill until my leg ,asked grace to give me water and i forgotten i have water bottle ,how dumb can i be ?!
Walked with stephanie ,Choy yin ,chris and Grace .
Today stephanie came with injured purple colour medicine...
So poor thing okayys ?
Then tzeching ask : why put purple ?
Then i replied for her : cause nicer !
Cause got yellow also marhhs..
She injured literally all of the body ,wonder why her forehead not injured when she hit the floor ?
Maybe cause her head made of matter...!
Okayys ,enough of this things already .
Finish my proper post ,BYEBBYE !
xoxo,
Hearts♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Bye To the past
7:42 PM
Heartstrings♥
I more or less forgotten you clearly ,thats sucessfulNow i need friends more than anything
Recently i dont know whats wrong with me but i am easily angry or irritated
Maybe i am sensitive
i hope after holidays will be fine
There is one friend i really i want to talk to
I guess she knows who is this
Friend ,although time spent together for this holiday not even a few mintues
But i hope that you will forgive me
I dont mean by everytime
But this time ,i really mean it
We are like having a cold war
I hope that even that so much things happened between us
We are still goodfriends
You are someone that i can never replace as a good girlfriend
Friend ,I hope the friendship will still be like as good as last time or even better
I hope it will be back to the same point
When you are sad ,frustrated ,happy or anything else you will share it with me
Because as your goodfriend i will stand there for you to support you
I also wish you will be there whenever i needed someone to talk about my happy ,sad ,angry times
So many things happened already ,our friendship will be even stronger year by year
I hope oour friendship wont be affected
I guess the problem lies with not speaking to each other enough
Like ,When unhappy with some things dont tell the other party or even happy times
I guess in the future we can like ,If not please with each other or when you are happy ,sad and much much more we can tell each other so that we understand each other better
Understanding is what i will want to do ,Will you argee ?
xoxo,
Hearts♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: I will remember this promise
Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 11:35 PM
Friendship ♥
Where is the old us ?
I really think that the friendship within us is getting further and further
Why is that so ?
The fault doesnt blame on you ?
I guess is me ?
I dont know
Where are the "we" that we always goodfriends ..
Share things together ..
If unhappy ,comfort each other
Stand for each other
Always there for each other when we need each of us
Why ?
We hardly be together nowadays ..
I know is me
But i am busy if not dont feel like going or family dont allow
Although this way ,i thought the friendship will still remain as it is
But i dont think is that way already ?
Where are the "we" now ?
We now hardly contact each other
To keep in touch
Is so difficult to at least call
Is being so lonely now without our friendship
I really hope that our friendship will still remain as we were before
I wish we could spend more time together
Our friendship now is as plain as the scenary at the sea
We just talk normally ,like the breeze at the beach
Everything is just like the beach with the sand and breeze
Cant we be like before ?
I hope after you see this ,you will understand
I hope our friendship will be as good as possible
I hope we will be like before .
Hope you will read this .
xoxo,
hearts;E,NINGG/hearts
Labels: I hope we will be like we are before
Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 7:49 PM
Pure♥
Hello ,this is a post after a really long time !Getting super super duper fatt soon ,stuffing myself with rubbish food and others .What more holidays is here for me to enjoy .But still ,so busy for this month .After 25 nov ,i think i would be free already larhhs ?
Going to tampiness with Girlfriend on wednesday ,i also want get my stuffs in bugis and such !
I want to go singapore flyer also siahh ! Mostly with Girlfriend ,but heard that is expensive and also Girlfriend scared of it ,later half way stop ! See her reaction ,okayys larhhs ! Joking only ! =]
So damn bored can ,someone entertain me ! Cant go out often and somemore busy !
I will be getting my FBTs soon ,again ! My camera arriving during december and my blogshop stuffs !
Shopping main priority for this whole holiday ♥!
I will be going with sister to jurong point to get my school bag ,stationaries ,school shoes ,Watch and such more!
There is always the place i go with sister ! Love her too ♥!
Today ,at about 5.05 i just came home .
then sister say go jogging ,then i say anything since i rotting at home plus eating junk food and rubbish even if exercise skipping and sit up only .
Then she say i go change and prepare 545 go jog at my house the cementry there
Is alreay not a cementry already larhhs ,no ghost is CLEAN !
Then near 545 she say hungry want eat something then i say go jog first since you want lose weight she say order pizza ?! i was like staring at her ,she want lose weight she still eat pizza whatmore never go jog ?then she say dont want jog anymore, Wth rights ? but i still get to eat pizza ,Ohhshit FATS !
Today ,
telling you the fun part ,went bishan with alvin ,xiao shi ,joline and siew lian.
Was super funny and fun larhhs !
First we went ,then xiaoshi and alvin there damn close walking together then we make sound then xiao shi started to talk .
Then me and siewlian hide from them ,we went to watch where got ghost on teh TV at level 4 playing the show then watch finish go find them they hide from us too also larhhs .
Before that we talking at the spider man round round thing there .
Then siew lian and me sit in the thing ,i came down talked and stuffs then i got bored decided to do something fun and funny larhhs !
i put 2 one dollar coin when siew lian still inside dont know ,she went round and round SO DAMN FUNNY ,laughing like mad !
then we ran away ,wasted my money . but see which kid lucky got free ride larhhs !
then went to popular ,me and joline see assessment books asking alvin and siewlian keep quiet cause they fighting and quarreling and alvin call us GEEK ...
then i bought a mathematics secodary 2 book ,i want learn biology and chemisty okayys ?seems fun !Not being bian tai !
Then yume came and find me after her movie and she sort of "raped" me from behind she hugged me ,her friends was outside .2 boys you know !
then talked and paid my book then i told yume ,You can kick him (alvin) he is a bian tai ! he like .....then talked and talked then yume left with her friends while we went home.
On the way saw until W***** then alvin say until so loud !
OHH YARHH ,the most important part i didnt mention ,we pushed xiao shi and alvin together okayys ? Nice rights ! Must thank us alot alot alot !
Then alvin and xiao shi alighted at braddell then me ,siew lian and joline alighted at TPY ,i went home after that !
Stop here liaos ,tmr got band need to sleep early .Yesterday find people to SMS until sleep already at 12 plus ....
Bye Bye ♥ !
xoxo ,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Thousands of love
Monday, November 2, 2009, 8:50 PM
Fun♥
hello , i am here to post again ! Today had band practice then in the morning i was in PE then yume called me to lend her a tie then i said okay then i was thinking why need a tie ,then i messaged yume then she say today wear uniform then i rushed back home and took my uniform then took a cab to school .Then stephanie pei me go toilet changed when i reached i realise is not compulsary to wear uniform then i was like ? DAMNIT ! wasted 9 bucks on cab ,wasted my effort rushing home !Then plus plus the rest came later then 9 ? wth ....forget it .then prepared chairs ,fix instrument ,set up stands then take scores .today band ended at about 12.05 then flute stay back for this week .
then ♥♥♥♥Yume and ....... went to my house to change and headed to east coast ,in the best it was raining larhhs ,totally soaked in the rain .In the bus we sand "rain rain go away ,come again another day ,little yume wants to play " and ..... version and also my version but still rained ?
Went finding the underpass ,wasted bus fare like 2 times ? We finally asked a aunty then she tell us i was running then a someone ,also dont know who is that sheltered me along ,then i was like ? who the hell is this person ???? the friends were laughing at us.then in the underpass we laughed all the way through got echo somemore .In the end we still ran in the rain for shelter and the students at the other end was like HAHAHHAH at us .LAWLS ! then went in to burger king to look for minji .Her friend was in there ,he didnt notice minji and she was hello-ing to him .We are like " where is your friend ? dont see him lehhs ? "
We look all around okayys ? literally in the group AROUND ,we now got the meaning of AROUND .the friends all stared at this direction ,we were pointed at each and everyone of them guessing and trying to find out who is the friend .SO DAMN FUNNY .
We heard someone say CB ,then Minji said P**** .SO FUNNY ,getting slowly louder larhhs .Then we left to find a toilet search every where but dont have finally got into Macdonalds toilet.Then slacked there awhile ,chatted.
Then went to play bowling the last few games then i played , i was so damn cold larhhs .Imagine soaked in the rain ,then in air condition .Of course will cold !then went strolling ,trying to figure out where the bus stop is . Then a Guy walked pass with black V-shaped shirt ,and RED shorts . What kind of fashion is that ?
Firstly ,he is small in size
Secondly ,he is trying to act cool
Thirdly ,The colour dont even suit ,totally bright !
Fourth ,HE HAS TOTALLY NO SENSE OF NORMAL FASHION !
We were all laughing larhhs ,then minji sang a song when he walked passed .the friends stared ,then minji sang lalalalala we laughed like mad siahh !!!!!!!
We found the bus stop ,me and yume took 135 while .......... and minji took 31 to TPY interchange .On the bus me and ♥♥♥♥yume chatted like so many things ?!
suddenly a call came and was from police then warned her i think ? then we continued chatted .
♥♥♥♥♥♥Yume alighted first then i went home ,on the way saw my aunt then she like questioned me alot of questions ?! Whatever larhhs i just want to say :
I Love Yeo Yume much much much much much much much much much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Flooded with hearts ,stay together forever same for Minji too plus ......!
X1000 ,thousands of hearts flooded for you all !!♥♥
CandyFloss
I need to do band stuffs already ,Goodbye ♥!
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Stay together forever
Friday, October 30, 2009, 10:02 PM
Return♥
hello ,this teddy bear supposed to be very damn big but got squeezed by me !Today got back report card ,still failed maths after adding all up but at least the rest never fail ,improved from 514 percent /900 to 628 /100 okayys ? but mother wasnt really impressed by it ? said i should have passed my maths .okayys ,whatever ?i wonder this mood ,how long it will stay ? hais .
Today parents meeting ,mother never come .Tmr ms mala calling my mother ,i wonder what will she say siahh ?
Just now ,not really that feeling good . Only Yume ,Delys and Jengmin knows why ?Jengmin told me something ,if is true ...then that will be great for that person.
I am most probably going malaysia on sunday ,then i can shop there ! MUhahah,dont be jealous my dear delys !
Tmr there is band practice ,i will be attending every band pratise from now on larhhs !maybe after that ,going sent phone for repair again .
Going shopping with Yume soon ! Must go okayys ? wait for your reply soon !
Since Yume posted something on the blog ,maybe i should make a reply .Hahs !
Yume ;SWEETOHEARTO PIE
Although we just became very close on 26 october 2009 ,i hope our friendship never end and last forever .Our friendship will never have a expiry date .because of you i found out alot of things ,making my life in beatty better and realise having a Close Friend was a good thing ! You are always there for me no matter what ,Thanks Yume .More to go when time goes ,must go shopping soon okayys ?We are common is every way ,Our hearts are touched ;Our hearts stay together .
Delys ;Pussy Cat
Talked today ,talked about me you advice me treating me like a little girl being coaxed ,but is a nice thing rights ? Your told me there was 2 way out ,and i am thinking right now ? Thanks Delys ,when i need to seek advice you are always on the top list for me .Advice me through every problem.
Jengmin ;Darling
You are are good comforting person ,i feel at ease with you .You told me a little secret ,thanks anyway .If is true ,It allows me to leave the person peacefully .You are weak in a way ,although you are in a situation that is sad too but you comfort people all the best you can .Thanks Jengmin !
Yuzane ;Girlfriend
We know each other through a matter ,You were a good friend .Although some unseen conflicts ,still remain the same .When every obstacle i face ,you are there to help me solve each and everyone of them .Your Laughter ,your existence made me feel happy and relieve in school .even though we get into trouble together ,that was part of our memories .You forever my lauging partner Girlfriend !
Peiqin ;Baobei
Known each other since the start of the year ,we stay together .Got quarrels and unhappy-ness before ,but over .Since is already end of the year ,Secondary one .Let everything be it ,let it be over .You also helped me in my love life ,trying to help me get over it as soon as possible to let me cheer up.
(will continue tmr again ,cause got a lot more people )
Going to shop for school bag ,Bags ,stationaries ,accersories ,pencil case ,spectacles ,clothes ,shorts ,footwear & more soon !For this holiday ,going to have tuition and get Crumpler bag and Camera plus CDs .Shop and preparation for Secondary 2 life ,so fast already lorhhs .My secondary 1 life officially end today ,is like a few months become a while ago i was complaining this class got no friends and then got alot of friends and bonded .This Holiday is going to be fruitful larhhs !
30 October 2009 ,
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday to Eddie
Happy Birthday to you !
Officially 13 already ,must be matured already !
♥愛してる 1N1'09♥ 永遠
りにん
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥Labels: Grow Inside Me
Thursday, October 29, 2009, 8:47 PM
Alone♥
i'm here to post ,long time i post arhhs ? Hais ,i am back to that state again .....
Sorry to those people i ignore ,gave attitude or anything bad to .Just tolerate me a bit more ,just due to some personal problems ,can't explain in words. Forgive me if i did anything wrong .
Got my class position and percentage , 15 in class and got 61.4 percent. Quite sastified but mother isnt at all ,she said she was disappointed i failed my geography and other subjects ,said that before i wasn't like this .I know i changed quite alot ? i dont know to ,tryin to figure out the source of the problem .I guess i am going to get a scolding from mother when she talk to ms mala ? If i still dont get into 2n1 ,mother will be totally disappointed in me. I dont understand my family ,discourage me in every way .Dont support me at all ,whats the use of having one.
Forget it ,mentioning it will ruin my mood .I already not in a great mood though .....
The whole family problem will start again when holidays start ,whats wrong with this family ?!
Never mind ,lets see .... tmr will be receiving report card ,wonder which class i will in next year?
will get to know tmr , i hope my mood will improve when holidays arrive soon ?
I swear i wasnt in a good mood for past few days ,especially this morning .Quarreled with mother about some lame stuffs ,dont understand why .She started it .Tmr is the last day of my Secondary 1 life and with 1n1 ,i wonder if next year going to be still with them ,i hope so ?
even though not that united ,whats the use ? as long we still being good friends ! i want my Secondary 2 life to be great ,want holidays soon .
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Ruined Mood
Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 6:31 PM
Worthy♥
hello ,back here to post again . Damnit ,my phone is in a terrible state of condition ....My memory card cant read.....Sian ,must sent it for repair ,so i am sending it on tuesday .So bad,so now will be using my old be for a short while and the worst thing is I lOST MY MEMORY CARD FOR THE OLD PHONE ! Sian !
Today is sports carnival ~ Played Netball ,super fun okayys ?! i love it ,finally found one sport i like ! although we lose ,we tried our best .And i have a urge to play basketball ,we were playing volleyball ,The ball damn heavy so hit already damn PAIN ! then continue match ,then we have a sudden death ,it means one ball determines who win and get into the winners round .So we DID ,i only helped the group score 1 or 2 ? for the last match i think ? i get go nervous seeing people rushing me and i cant shoot in .SORRY FOR THE POOR PERFORMANCE PEOPLE!
We can seriously get the Cheering and Team Spirit Prize lorhhs .We cheered like siao for 1n2 ,is like we are so close ! Choy Yin so Professional lorhhs ! Without Our group the whole match was like silence...! We competing like that we cheer every where we go ,Go soccer we also cheer for N2 .Then hit one by one the butt ,all of them attack me ,when they attack me ,i cant laugh properly so i tell fiona : stop please ,i cant laugh properly cause i was laughing in silence ..HAHS ~
then when she let go i laugh until i cry ! So Funny then the results is ...........
1st = 1E1
2nd =1N2 ( CONGRALUATIONS !)
3rd=not sure
4th = 1N1 ( Yays!)
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Stay Right there
6:10 PM
Afford♥
Hello ,this photo up there is suppose to be updated long long time ago.Actually not really .
But this post is meant for YUME .
Dear YUME , PIE ;SWEETOHEARTO♥
this post is meant specially for you ! Thanks for everything ,although we just became close after the June Holidays ,It seems that we meant long long time ago .Thanks for yesterday night 26 october 2009 ,you will willing to listen to all my rubbish and stuffs .You comforted me and made me feel at ease and comfortable.I cant afford to lose you ,if i really did .i dont know where i am now ,i will be totally lost .You made feel Precious when i told you something ...You let me feel important in every way you speak .When i said something last night ,you tried to help me overcome it .I was super touched when you said that if we went out ,you will let me enjoy till the fullest ,and let me cry aftewards .You always be my leaning back ,someone to rely on ,to depend on. I cried after you telling me that ,you really helped me alot guide me through each way .I never want to lose you ,leave you .When i needed someone ,you never fail to come and give me a listening ear and comfort me .When i needed someone to listen to my worries and such ,you never leave far away from me ,instead you come forward and ask me talk to me .You are a person that ,everyone wants and needs .i am Glad that you are here for me ,my dear true friend .You are a friend that ,i can laugh with ,cry to ,talk to ,worry to and everything ! I can really trust and depend on you ,you are always by my side .I just want to stay with you forever !
Although we are in a different class ,we still talk and hang out .Even if we are in a different school ,we still stay in contact and have a true heart talk . I just will treasure and cherish you so much ...!
Lastly Yume ,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ♥ !
Our hearts stay touched ;Our hearts stay together ♥
love ,
Yi Ning
Thank you Yume .
Hang Out Often Yume !
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: Just Want To Stay With You
Saturday, October 24, 2009, 12:31 PM
Benefitions♥
i'm quite disppointed with my results ....i failed almost everything larhhs .All those subjects which i passed with flying colours before and mostly i put the most effort in for End Year Examinations ,i failed... Like Geography ,i spend the whole afternoon and evening going through the notes ,but the next day i realised everything i read on didnt much came out...As for History ,i didnt put much hope in it but then i thought that i would pass like at least 50 plus and also i spend the whole evening reading through but no results...The most is DandT i didnt even thought of failing it but i really did ...WTH ? For this End Year Examinations i neglected my COMPUTER ,this are my results ... Is this Fair ? hais ,forget it larhhs .i shall prepare for the next year ,study much harder ! Mrs koh said that she believe in me passing my geography the next year ,i shall put in more effort..!My results :
English -not sure
Geography -45/100
Maths -50/100
Science -50 /100
History -not sure
Chinese -76/100
DandT -not sure
Art -71 /100
Literature -76 /100
this time i have 3 A1 ,is a good thing but failed alot too ,i promised mother that i will work hard for next year.So i would really do it this time ,mother is being quite good to me i realised ,for this year she didnt scold me for having such results.
生在福中不知福
this what describe me the best , i will work hard .I wont go back on my promise!
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: I Wont Go Back On My Promise
11:53 AM
Compatible♥
Hello ,didn't go band today cause slept too much .i slept till 10.30pm then check phone saw messages then replied .Then went to bathe and daily routine ,then come use laptop .I miss my laptop for the whole day yesterday larhhs ! stay out for so long ,yesterday went to cousin's house before that went to SIA office with sister yesterday she need to do her stuffs then left me at the SIA sports club.There entry only for SIA members only but i still went in then got one Indian Lady keep looking at me ,stupid siahh she ! and and Yuzane will love this ,there can play pool ,got swimming pool there got jackpot plus the Fries there are so NICE !Then sister's boyfriend came to fetch us ,then went to cousin's house .We went to the father's office first then headed to cousin's house ,when reached there baby Isabelle was there with aunty and her mother .Isabelle crawls on her four legs so cute ! Dont forget the main point was to celebrate Eason Goh Jia Jun ! Is His 1 month !! He got different sleeping position ,so cute .A while later ,Toddler Eden and Alicia came along ! i kept playing with Eden ,she was damn quiet at first but then played with Alicia after that ,Alicia is damn cute when she eat larhhs ! Took photos with them ,then carried Eden and Alicia go upstairs play PS3 .i think is called PS3 then payed Little Big Planet in the game ,the small characters so cute .Alicia and Eden keep pressing the controller then when the mother say triangle she press then pull her press so cute .they keep climbing onto the bed ,going down the bed .About 10 plus Eden went home because too late already.Eden and Alicia before that was playing in the living room then they both sit on my lap so cute okayys ! Both staring at the Television ,and shaking to it !Alicia pulled Eden's hand to touch Baby Eason so cute okayys ! Everybody laughed at them.Eden is 1year and 6months old while Alicia is 1year 4 months ,about the same arhhs ? they all left ,at 11 plus left Jurong then go Serangoon eat supper cause sister didnt eat much then about 12 plus near 1 went home reached home at 145am ,so late lerhhs .Damn tired ,sweating alot when playing with Eden and Alicia they so pretty and cute ! want to meet them again soon ! 2 am slept ,set alarm to 615 woke at 645 a while to go toilet then went back to sleep.Was so tired so didnt went for band ,hais even if i went for band ,no concentration , no use one .Only 4 hours plus of sleep ,so lazy to wake up so slept all the way . I want holidays to come soon ,can sleep all the way till what time i want ,can go out .Going on a packed schedule for this few weeks ?so many things to do this whole time ,now got post exams activities going to Botanical Gardens on Thursday all all these .I think monday got workshop ,so lazy .why is beatty like this other schools can have free time ,can't we have free time a least too ?
I'M GOING TO MEET MY CARALENE HO MIN MIN ON MONDAY ,YAYS ! GOING TO SPEND MY DAY WITH HER OF COURSE !
THE ONE I WAS CLOSEST TO DURING EVERY PERIOD OF TIME ,ALTHOUGH WE ARE FROM DIFFERENT CLASS DURING PRIMARY SCHOOL ,SO WHAT ?
ALTHOUGH FROM DIFFERENT SCHOOL ,BUT STILL STAY IN CONTACT .
YAYS ,AWAITING FOR MONDAY !
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Labels: gazing through the sky
Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 5:29 PM
♥Birthday
hello ! i know my blog is like dead for almost more than a month ,so i am posting now. MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY ,I AM 13 ALREADY !Special Thanks to : Yuzane ,Xinwen ,Angie ,Amanda,Peiqin for the presents and wishes
: Junita ,Fiona ,Wei Li ,Sulastri ,Yume ,Brian leow ,Eddie ,Jeremy ,Joline ,Siewlian ,Alex& others for wishing me !
Thanks to all of them ,my birthday this year was quite fun !
i'm now with quite a packed schedule for this week, Wednesday band ,Thursday getting laptop ,Friday visit baby at sister Boyfriend house,Saturday Band ,Sinday rest .totally packed ...no time for other things ,seriously no study is bored ,studying is sucky...sian. after exams still forced to study .like that is meaningless ,when holidays arrive ,going out with Primary school friends & Secondary school friends ,going friends house.spending time outside ,using computer like settling blog stuffs ?get new stuffs for next year & much more /...
I really want to get my laptop real soon ,use my computer difficult to get my things and such...time is getting slower and slower . I'm seriously so busy and packed for this whole week and holidays ,wonder if i can get my things done .hope so ! want my report card back soon ,want to pass all larhhs !I'm also going create new accounts for new websites when my computer come ,still need to download MSN ,Moxilla FireFox and somemore .Whatever ,i am sleepy going to sleep soon and tmr need go school again get some results back ,BYE
Is barney's Birthday too ! Lets sing a Birthday song to both of us !
Happy Birthday to you/me
Happy Birthday to you/me
Happy Birthday to Yining/Barney!
Happy Birthday to you/me !
♥
xoxo,
♥;E,NINGG/♥
Friday, September 18, 2009, 9:53 PM
purpose♥
i am not a superhuman ,i found a meaning in life
i guess that will be it
i will work double as hard as before
making my dream come true
whats all with the chaos at home
the troubles with you
you chose rather to believe your friends than me
from the start ,you always hide to yourself
have you spare a thought for me ?
you doubt me from the starting
if my friends didnt tell me now
will you ever tell me about this
you say till you dumped me
fine ,after today everything will be over i take it as it is
you scolded me with vulgarities always when you dont believe me
since there is no trust within us
whats the use of going on
rather than stucking at the same place not moving
brooding over this matter
why dont just go on and have a better life
i decided to change my life style from tmr onwards
i will concentrate on my things from now on
i will make myself believe in myself
you can go with that girl all you want
this means that you already have the thought of being with her
if this matter isnt brought up
how long are you gonna bury this secret
if this is just to spite me to be jealous
you are wrong
this will end ,jealously wont kill me anymore
tolerance ;peace ;love ;perseverance will be in me only
love for band and friends + more
tolerance for everyday
peace for home and everywhere
perseverance for studies and everything
Labels: changing
Wednesday, September 16, 2009, 8:02 PM
perfection♥
hello ,here back to post !today was YUZANE'S birthday ,wanted to have a surprise for her but then cant collect key so cant ,sorry larhhs yuzane ! but gave her a card and present ,hoped she like it ?then was assembly follow by english and literature,literature,ms yue didnt come so mr tan took over ,a guy anyway .watched charlotte's web was touching when the spider passed away...
then it was RECESS ,fantastic 4(the ICT teachers) walked into canteen..one of them came to the table first then yuzane say why he so much and asked whether he vegetarian and he said he wasnt and another came then he say that one is really vegetarian ,we tried touching yuzane's....wanted to give her a birthday bash and sing birthday song but end up never ,sad...was maths right after that ,quite sian arhhs ? i answered the answer so many times ,mdm lim never hear until ,wth ? waste my breath at last she heard it ....then up next was art ,did painting ,it as loads of FUN !
then chinese ,mdm tan never come another teacher took over ,did zuo ye .finished just in time .then was PROJECT work but convented into history ,copied notes and so on then went for science ,ran up with xinwen to get her things .then continued ,then copied notes too.
LASTLY ,BAND .waited in the band room got chased out cause no teacher inside cant ?wth...then went downstairs with chris ,yume and minji.saw yihui talked to her and another girl was there .not sure wahts her name .then sat at foyer while minji and yume left first.me and chris stayed there and pei yihui wait for liying finish her oral .but the other girl sat there (sorry arhhs dunno waht your name) then talked about .........not gonna elaborate .then went up for band first .was digging for the beatty military band file ,i keep coming in to the band and out of it ,dunno how many times siahh at last liying digged for me and found it !then played gently touch the sky ,sort of can play then jeremy say the "A tempo" as the "a" something the "a" ,stupid siahh then after that liying tell me she promoting me and stephanie up to main band i not confirm yet i dunno if is true ?if it is gonna go mad ,hahs !will be damn happy!reached home at around 710 and ate dinner .
my dearest A3 paper which ms mala say cant have grease or crumped or donkey ears is already have all 3 conditions mentioned up there ! my umbrella still with chris .i will get paint & pens &new water bottle & A3 paper & beatty exercise books tmr ?
at the very last ,lets do something is
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sing a birthday song to yuzane ,1,2 & 3
happy birthday to you !
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to yuzane !
happy birthday to you!
hello ,hoped you liked the present and read teh card !
since you are 1 year older now ,means older than me !
hahs ,thats not the main point ,the main point is since
you are officially 13 now ,i believe you will be a better
& matured person ,because we all believe you will be one !
still ,HAPPY 13 BIRTHDAY ! 16,09,09
me love you !
xoxo,
---♥e,ningg
Labels: just is fate, let it decide our destiny
Monday, September 14, 2009, 7:33 PM
infinity♥
here is all the images .i shall finally blogg !hahs ,today went to block something and waited for yuzane then while waiting saw a group of ****** ,super hate them come say "eh girl ,haven go school yet arhhs" stupid...then met yuzane walked to school ,before that while sitting down a cat was under and scary siahh ,so sudden ..okayys back here went to school saw loads of beattyians then same old people just hair quite different only ,then (TOOT) come in and check on us we fake read larhhs ,then ms mala came in spot check ,wth ?my skirt is still long ?no way ?is super long alr !!!
next was science yawning all the way even tear rolled down cause too many yawns xinwen was irritated with us cause we too noisy that VIOLENT WEILI !hahs.then recess the store wasnt open so just drank stole one of peiqin's saugage and ate .then chinese the older mdm tan wasnt here but the younger one is ,bryan said that her plastic surgery was a sucess ,so funny.then do composition then i become dictionary ......up next was english & geography was very guai but passing paper with yuzane and did letter writting ,super guai girl then maths .went to buy food with bryan and ate in class being a guai girl ask for permission from mdm lim so allowed to eat in class ,choy yin was jealous gave her some tibits but i ate the chicken !going to grow fatter day by day eating that much ,nbm .hahs.then went to canteen didnt want to eat but peiqin keep asking me to so just sui bian eat a bit then went to take bus but went to buy water bought the glass bottle with water inside first and is disasterous the water so bitter then i bought a capsule or whatever you called it .
took 232 and on the way talking with peiqin about some stuffs ,saw sabrina and her brother ,is super cute ,then he said he has 30 girlfriends .WAHH ,so young rights.small boy that cute alot people like one waht .peiqin say one day change one then went to peiqin house there she was in a hurry to get back to beatty i shall post the sabrina's brother images later !waited for her then cab to beatty then i went home .
(i know rare to see my post got that much of images !)
xoxo.
---♥e,ningg
Labels: cause you break
Wednesday, September 9, 2009, 6:35 PM
summary♥
i suddenly got this feelingafter almost 9 months passed in secondary school ,
i should have learnt to be more matured
as when each day passes means one day older
need to learn to handle things differently and
look things at a different angle always
things can be solved when your mind is determined to
after spending 9 months in a school when at the starting,
feeling afraid coming into this stranger school,
felt a summary for this year
after every obstacle i encountered ,
things i accomplished
i felt some sastification in myself
everyone wants to be happy not only myself
have to learn not to be willful
i need to set a serious attitude on studies
learn not to be too reliable on someone
taking someone for granted
but i need a someone to trust on and lean on
can i find that someone ?
i believe i do and i can
for now i take one step and count one step
days passes quicker than what you expected
see now ,in a blink of eye
9 months passed ,exams coming
this year is coming to an end
secondary 2 year is arriving
i need to learn to be independent
i need someone to talk to every now and when
when i feel down or wahtever
i will want someone to stand beside me and cheer me up when i need
just for now
xoxo,
---eileen
Labels: love is dying
Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 7:11 PM
♥honey
today went to meet jun at AMK hub at 11 today ,while waiting ,saw some people.then went to buy something to eat then go buy tickets for bandslam .quite nice the show but then the guy and the girl not suitable.then waste time till 1240 then go into cinema.after movie went to arcade a while.then go minitoons the time ,i took photo of the toy up there is a punch then the salesgirl say cant take arhhs .siao !then saw wanxia i see from far like her hahs then saw her.she so tall !then we walked to the popular bought things then half way go toilet then saw orphan ,jun went to take photos with it ,asked her to stuff the m&n in her mouth so funny siahh !we ate candy floss .so sweet lorhhs !then slack around then go home liaos .today was the first day we went out together again for a long time ,sorry ,cant stay for long.
xoxo.
---eileen
Labels: last forever
Monday, August 31, 2009, 9:39 PM
sweet♥
feels so greedyon one hand ,i want you so much
on the other hand ,i wanna let you go
i guess i rely on you too much
till the state of taking you for granted
i thought you will be there forever
but today i think through,
i guess not
i see others like a free bird
while me bring trapped in a cage
i felt so different for once
greedy-ness kills afterall
i thought we would last
but it didnt
i always expected you to do the first move
i didnt want you to be the 100% in my heart
cause nobody can be 100% perfect
i really want you by my side
i want you with me
we rarely talked
but for the past few days we did talk till one day
we were like strangers
i always wanted you to at least message me
when i asked your friend to tell you last time to message me
you didnt even bother to do that
i waited till 10 plus on one of the days i was so tired till i fell asleep
the next morning i then saw your message
i was so disappointed in you that time
but you changed?
but now it wouldnt work anymore
i am tired of continuing
i dont wanna hurt you futher
i am afraid of losing you from the start you talked me normally
the most memorable day was on a saturday
i remember that day and 23 july 2009
i hope this matter will be solved....
♥
Labels: afraid of losing you
9:20 PM
Teachers' Day
After school , went to Yuying to meet Alex , Jean and JiaJun waited for them for at least an hour , was sweating lots .
Took Cab to Cedar with them , saw lots of ex-cedarians , miss them alot , especially JUNO ONN JIA JUN ♥
Talk to idiot Mr Goi (Ah Goi/SSG) as you can see in the photo then surfed around the school .Didn't go to Macdonalds with them after that cause i scared my mother will scold me , i hate it !
Waved goodbye to 6-3'o8 and went back home , the end ^^
Loved today very much .
Thursday, August 27, 2009, 7:06 PM
♥finale
here to post again ,today woke up damn early cause of the water thingy larhhs by after 9 then no water already ....so wake up bathe all this then go down buy breakfast then go out with mother and others .went to marine parade ,quite sastified today ? bought waht i wanna buy ? eat until damn full.i wanna get colourful pins .going back to cedar on teacher's day ,and delys + peiqin birthdays are coming up ! tmr will be quite sian larhhs ,cause whole day study but sometimes quite fun ? band camp coming soon somemore after the concert day ! so damn good !tmr go buy things then go home lerhhs .this week fast end .another 2 days to delys birthday
4 days to peiqin birthday
54 days to my birthday!
Labels: at the ending point
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 10:19 PM
♥personal
i am here to post for yuzane larhhs ,she changes quite abit but some are advantages isnt it ? is matter if does it do good to you ? there are disadvantages as well like the people affected around you ,advantages ,maybe it helps you ,helps you make rights choices have a state of clear mind .wahtever you do ,applies on waht you will become .sometimes you wont get use to the cahnge you have made,maybe you wouldnt know that u changed .but the people that are beside you would feel the changes .it is uncomfortable for you as well as for people beside you but one day we will get use to it ,maybe you could continue to change yourself further to a better and advantage side.Labels: lastly
9:49 PM
relinkk me at http://driftingawa-y.blogspot.comthanks ! must horhhs ~~~
7:17 PM
♥melody
today was reading newspaper day .again first thing we did was obituaries !then assembly parade commander is yi jie she shout before we even stand up ! these few days is military band do the commander !the day before was yihui.after that was d&t but then is was quite fun ? i got a extra candle thingy i dunno how to call thaT but wahtever as long as i got one of that ,i asked from mr tan .hahs ! so kind rights him !then this peiqin go trick me say teacher come make me ran ! was irritated with her a while ...then we must wear the mask and apron for the making thingy.so damn..then this alvin go say he fart inside then give us ....lawls.then recess .as usual.then chinese ,mdm tan never come then know some of our literature marks ! i passed !!! i thought i would fail.then do the zuo ye.then is english i think ? i over there designing my pencil holder and also drawing rubbish on the top the most far away one is during english do cause out of boredom !then mathematics i also design same thing the the far nearest one ,did that in maths .it was simply so BORING .then live lesson ms mala scold scold people .then after that was science so boring i being so active over there sing "give me one give me one give me one more " can tell sitaa was tramatised !!!! hahs ~~then go locker then go to same bus stop as aisya then headed home .then i wanted to buy conditioner from my house there cause cheaper end up no i cash liaos still needa pay my bill ...68 bucks plus lehhs ...my mother dunno yet you know !!! GOSHHHHHH~ so dead this time .Labels: clouds over a painted sky
Tuesday, August 18, 2009, 8:16 PM
understanding♥
edited:/today early in the morning read newspaper for assembly then we read the obituries damn .....! HAHS !got this old aunty got one granddaughter call *yining* i feel so hounored ! hahs ,then yuzane go see got this indian aunty very chubby then smile .after school got detention for the late for class thingy till 5 actually but tehn never cause we 2 over there alr .then go to the braddell west lake school i think ? the security guard uncle face so SCARY ! me ,yuzane ,peiqin ,alvin ,jospeh ,yuxiu went there .end up only few of us went in but then we ran when every single thing we think is scary especially the dead frog i shout siahh !!!!
today in teh morning waited for yuzane with peiqin .my leg damn itchy siahh !!!!then put cream ,hahs ! then we walked to class then go assembly .so boring as ever ,then go back class .sweep like siao !then english the time we like not listening larhhs .literature watch movie ,so fun siahh me and bryan there playing games and talking i love drawing rubbish things ! hahs !!!!then recess not really that special.then maths ,so sian wanna sleep liaos .then art we talk and talk got draw also khadijah and peiqin there playing larhhhs !ssooo dumb ! then chinese do the stupid thingy i nayhow do the behind one then almost all wrong then go locker take books jiu history test liaos ,dunno how to do siahhs!~ then science cher never come go back own class do silent reading ms mala talking teh gel will make guys go bald ~~~~then went around hte school then go band ..thats all then after band go slack at void deck for a little while .felt so guitly towards elisa ,maybe i should attend band maybe not for her sake ? i will jiayous .thanks for caring for us .
xoxo,
---eileen
i wanna be closer to you
i still feel far away
i escape from your eyes
but now at least we talk
i hope we will feel normal
i really scared of losing you
i want to talk to u normally
everytime i think of it ,i will escape ,i wil hide.
i miss ,i love .you
19 august 2009:\
Labels: losing you forever
Friday, August 14, 2009, 8:36 PM
crushed♥
GARHH ,managed to fix my blog and long long long time since i posted larhhs! today was a short day ,in the morning suay suay got nagged by ms mala cause me & yuzhen came in late then she talk & talk see the class diary luckily never see until the page that we skipped class .but acutally we in the canteen eating cause alte came down from bus.okayys back to topic ,then we go have lessons like so sian.then science test i confirm flung !behind onwards anyhow do ! then project work got called to stand outside ms tanny koh nearly come here siahh ~then after taht go take books and put i locker ,passed books to tommy & joseph to help to carry i carry yuzane's book only ! hahs ,poor thing arhhs them ,very heavy somemore then i know how to open my LOCKER LIAOS ! ALL THANKS TO ANGIE ,ALL HER CREDITS ! she teach me one !hahs !then they both walked away then left me & aisya to wait for yuzhen then walk to take cabby to bishan ,seriously "slacked" there can ?! then waited for yuzane to come acutally wanna watch gi.joe with george and the rest but never then we watched up then me & ausya was hiding from george he could spot us in the end found us .hahs . then the movie was okayyys ? then headed home ! i wanna get cardigans ! i love them !xoxo.
---♥eileen
dont feel like this ,u said that u are not worthy for me
actually i thought i am not worthy for u
today was teh first time we were that close
you helped to carry the books ,saw that side of u
u were that kind afterall
i realise i didnt make a bad choice
thanks for everything.
i guessed ,i love you...
now you are sleeping soundly i guess
dont wanna bother & disturb you
guess you are tired today
have a good rest ,hope tmr u will be coming ?
Labels: thanks
Monday, August 3, 2009, 6:25 PM
screams♥
i was damn angry ,moody & irritated in the morning . guess waht ? ,in the morning i woke up at 6 cos i thought i could go to school early to get the class deco done but instead i went to my house the prime there cos thought could for bernard & frederick since is their birthday .then it paid of my wallet at 13.80 bucks.but nbm ,since they my friends .then reached school at about 730 .i decided to pin up newspaper up i thought it would be nice then magazines in the front .then spent my time ,effort ,money & brain to think about creative things.you know what ? i spend the whole morning pinning up the designs ,drawing bubbles & grass ,pasting ice-cream sticks one by one on the paper and paste on the door there !although i sweat i thought is worth it since is for my class then after assembly this co-form teacher of mine said something to me (translated in english form):"is so ugly ! where got people put newspaper & whatever as the back ground and look ! the floor is so messy and so lousy decoration ! you all gurantee cant win one ! so ...... !"i was damn irritated and angry and just tore everything behind and threw it away since she cant appreciate waht we did to the class why must we bother we spend effort on it caan at least ask her think can ?! we use time to pin and stapler one by one up rights >!at least tell ask nicely say is not nice or wahtever and she still asked us to tear everything down ! WTH ?! i was damn hurt & angry okayys ?! first time in my whole life feeling humiliated so badly & even insulted my effort ?! i seriously teared !i felt damn hurt okayys ! was crying when tearing the paper down expecially the magazine background .i thought they teachers will be happy seeing this decorations but instead receive INSULTS from them.the magazine background i spend alot of time on it plus everytime also i do & then the things destroy.think waht i alot of time ? i seriously cant stand her .was thinking through alot of things during science lessons cos ms lim never come i thought if i wasted my time & effort on this but is it worth it ?! do tey even appreciate it ? no matter how many times i do ,will have some comments on it .i dont care actually but today i really must mention about this .do they care about our feelings ? we are still young even if u 50 plus or wahtever u also got feelings ! we are humans okayys unless u tell me u dont habe heart larhhs . did she even bother about our feelings when she say those words to me ? although we young we think better than u teachers okayys ? i think simple minded ,we get easily affected by what u say okayys ?! YOU GET THIS RIGHT .felt damn sad today but okayy alr after that ,thanks for those who cheer me up !=] when thinking of this i can really get angry ! but worse they also compare us with 1n2 ,fine compare larhhs .say until like this ......we got feelings okayys ! GET THIS FACT RIGHT AGAIN. THANKS AGAIN FOR THOSE WHO CHEERED ME UP .
xoxoxoxo.
----eileen
i seriously wanted to talk to you
i wish we could really talk .
felt damn humiliated today ,i am a human also.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 7:50 PM
lonely♥
long long time since i post..cos lazy to...now problems are everywhere.i must solve every one of them...why must it be me ...sorting out my feelings & all...today i saw you with my eyes .
my eye meet-ed yours
we just brushed through each other
i felt something
but i couldnt tell it out with words
is waht in my heart..
everytime i see you
it makes me think i am not worthy of you
no matter how i think
i wish u will talk to me
but i wouldnt dare to face or talk to u...
but what can i do
nothing could change the fact i love you
i am tired everything that is revolving aroundd this world & me
i wished that i slept & never wake up
dreaming in my world forever & ever
but today i wanted to speak to u
but i dont have the courage to ...
i wish to see you everyday if i could..
i thought this would remain as it is forever
i guess i was wrong ..
i need to cherish whatever is within my border now
&& it is you♥.
Labels: i love you if i could forever
Saturday, July 25, 2009, 12:06 PM
stress♥
i seriously cant keep up with waht i feel now ....i wanna study hard .but there isnt any mood for me to do that .i wanna continue & tolerate further cos i believe so but i realise ,things arent getting better..if only i hope that time could rewind ...i wanna get into express if not in 2n1 ,i wanna get a new life ....if only i studied hard and get into a better class or school.but now is too late for regrets ...but to prove it i wanna study but there isnt any motivation as well .the environment at home makes me feel like stress only..i wanna jun come into beattyy...but badly she cant...i wanna go green bean tuition but my family disargee...nothing goes waht i hope it is..the shadow is over me again....i wanna pour my feelings out ..but i cant.i wanna this year faster over so it can be a better year next year .now only band & drawing makes me feel the best.i should have gone to yuying ,although i dont regret coming into beatty ,it helps me to experience everything i seriously hope everthing changes.i had a flash back of waht i thought ..in a blink of eye 7 months passed that quickly ....another 5 months that will be end of the year .i wanna study with jun .i wann cry out loud .but is there a choice ? no i dont.even if i wanna transfer ,mother wont allow.hais....i wanna acomplished waht is left for me to do.and start a new life .especially .......only jun knows.so that i can be myself again .teh old one or is it the simple one is primary school.i just hope i can acomplished wahtever is now left for me....please ....xoxo.
---eileen
i thought friends were great
but i was wrong
i thought life will be better here
but i was wrong
i thought these were true friends
but i was out of the way i thought
i wished there will my precious here
but they wasnt
now all i hope is to study hard and get into a better environment....
Labels: rubbish dump
Thursday, July 16, 2009, 7:16 PM
love♥
today went school ,slacked and so on....then is PE ,quite fun >? played floor ball then got bruises all over me ! hahs ! then recess time ,didnt eat then english lerhhs ...sian ~ changed place then do the compo draft .pei qin keep abusing me until of bruise also ! then ICT ,played & did script then ms mala never go the live lesson with us then another teacher took over .then suddenly she came in...then chat chat then yuzhen count down gan hao bell ring zhun zhun ! then ...so on .go to _______ to ________ (not gonna elaborate ,dont bother guessing) then go eat KFC ,see some humans.....then yuzhen talked to a lady call "cindy ann " i think ?then go to CDAC ,i think ? then go take MRT then waited for alot of mrt train pass then bryan came saying about ghost in the MRT station .damn funny ! then after bryan left we ran for seats cos first one die & last one die comfirm poor thing !
buh bye !
letter for the day : F -not ****
word for the day : fun
sentence for the day :mei you mao
song for the day : mei you mao ,mei you mao ,mei you maooooooooo~~~~~
xoxo
---eileen
my heart beated fast when i saw you
it nearly stopped ,i guess i really do love you...
Labels: heart
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 6:48 PM
choice♥
long long ago since i last posted for decided to post today since edited some photos ,first one is my class got one hiding and one absent and that day was be yourself day .9 /7/09 was quite fun ?but got PE damn suay siahhh !nbm then today weather quite because the sky is dark and nice then meet until pei qin at the one of the blocks there then guess waht saw someone when coming down the bridge luckily never see until me ! hahs !then go to school weather also damn nice siahh ! yuzhen got caught in the rain and came to school then blah blah then english changed places chiong to do composition ask frederick help us !hahs! he damn good then literature today ms yue never talk a little better !hahs then is test today i think i would pass ? then frederick became my experiment on the rubber band !so funyn cans !then recess , laughing at some stuffs then go back class mathematics ,quite sian ?blah blah i little bit like algebra liaos & maths ! then is ART lesson surprise we got do the project then chinese lesson kenasai ! i hate pei qin !!!! hai me tio scolding i was singing pervert pervert walking damn happily then mdm tan say :"can you keep quiet !!" i kena stay like a statue there awhile then go back place clarinet kena confiscated mdm tan mood ,damn fast change one ! then is project work ,we still as noisy as ever ,amanda was angry then we said chatted some things like :lumor ,kumor .mumor ,nomor ,sumor & so on !they are all puff balls ! i was laughing as someone during chinese ! WONDERPIG & WATERPIG ! yuxiu damn dunny siahh !then science extend a lil time ,yuzhen & pei qin come find me saw alot of people outside then ah zhen wants to try on _ _ _ _..and so on not gonna elaborate any further then long time take her to try a slip (not gonna tell u wahts that !)then go back take 231 go TPY shop shop then go home lerhhs !buh bye ~letter for the day is : W
word for the day is : NEXT
sentence for the day : wonderpig !
credits/: myself
xoxo.
---eileen
the feelings for you are back
i am troubled
considering ....
someone told me to follow my heart
but it always doesnt lead me to good things...
i consider...
Saturday, July 11, 2009, 1:11 PM
memory♥
today slept for like 11 hours ,11 to 11 .so pro !then go watch televe then the show like so nice : home matters ( i think ) about lawyer one forget alr then now come online go plurk and wahtever chatt with yuzhen saw alot people online .saw someone call me at 10 plus today ?siao i still sleep like pig ! i feel damn Zzz now must decide and think of alot of things but should i let everything go ?if i dont i will remain here and again....i will just be back my oldself then ..not anymore i guess .i will try to forget completely .buh bye...current mood : confused
letter for the day : S
word for teh day : sad
sentence for teh day :bell of sadness
xoxo.
---eileen
if you want me to forget about you ; i try to
if you want me to put everything aside ; i try to
if you want me to find a boy that truly loves me ; i try to
if you want me to forget everything including the memories ; i wont even think of forgetting cos you were my first.
but now u dont even bother to talk to me....
Labels: confused
Friday, July 10, 2009, 6:08 PM
face♥
today didnt meet yuzhen cos my aunt sending me to school then after taht go to school do maths homework then yuzhen come she lend my book then ms mala say confiscate it then pass it to mrs koh ,guess waht she didnt scold she compliment us somemore ! she say at least care about work then cant copy blindly and wahtever is like so surprise ! then sat beside pei qin then maths quite okayys larhhs & i found my good behaviour sticker liaos !hahs !then recess drank milo ,first time i drink larhhs ! quite okayy ?then me ,yuzhen ,amanda & angie laughed like siao about something ?! hahs !like siao siao larhhs !then yuzhen burb loudly ! laughing like siao~then chinese teacher give out things then highlight words and so on then is science teacher never come changed place and weili keep aiming at me the pen hit until my head hid tommy's pencil case cos sulastri was hiding until so obvious then run with it then chun wei & sitaa keep bullying people make amanda unhappy....irritating ! then headed to angie's house ,her house is the best luckily today feel like going then walk to interchange saw SAE HAN !!!!! i miss 6-3 lerhhs ! i was like so happy larhhs ,surprise as well .he is funny as ever !~then saw rebecca & zhi qing then went to bus ,then buh bye !letter for the day : H
word for the day is : happy
sentence for the day is : bell of happiness !
credits/:myself
xoxo.
---eileen
today i didnt saw you infront of me ,i didnt notice you
but i dunno why i was happy & shy to see you....
taht was so sudden..
didnt expect it
when i see the letter you gave me
i was quite touched ?
i read it again & again
but mostly i didnt expect you to give the letter to me personally
i guess i must do something in return ?
but please dont let me get the feeling back
i dont want to suffer any further
you told me to get a boy taht really loves me
but i think over ,i guess tahts impossible
because even if he did ,he may not the one i like
i guess you are my first
and you will always be....
you are in the corner in me ....
Labels: aspects
Thursday, July 9, 2009, 5:30 PM
believe♥
today was be yourself day ,sort of fun larhhs ?then meet yuzhen then go to school together .then go to class alot people wear the outfit then kai jie one "nice" siahh ! like big boss ! hahs ! then the rest also wear larhhs ,amanda wear the "skirt shorts" damn short then saw mr singh catching people with the attire is like ...Zzz this is call be yourself day...then PE ,no need change hai me bring PE clothes then so boring took some photos at the hall .mr lee damn lame...then recess so bored then english didnt do work ,so rush through then ICT lesson quite fun ? then teacher's period .teacher talked loads of things related then also took photos .i put the class photo as my wall paper.then take 232 go home.sorry arhhs ,yuzhen cant pei you go TPY today...tmr i go with you.letter for the day is : B
word for the day is : love is yellow aka Lov-Fi-Si-Ya-Lo
sentence for the day is :bell of boring-ness
credits/:yuzhen
xoxo.
---eileen
soon i will forget you
no more of you in my mind...
Labels: truth
Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 5:40 PM
fake♥
today wasnt taht terrible at all larhhs actually quite fun ? first period was english rush through my journal then blah blah then literature seriously making me doze off !so bored siahh !then after literature sense of relief ! then recess bought 10 pieces of chicken didnt even finish all dunno why i buy so many for waht gave shifaa one of it .then akshay damn cute siahh ,very fun to play with i was like telling him something and he wanted to hit me and yuzhen but wwe didnt move funiest thing i have ever laugh then i laught at teh stall aunty saying " NEXT !" so gay siahhs ! then we were making everything with the NEXT words ! like disgusting thing and everything you cant think of !then was maths and it totally sort of good ?at least i changed my place plus can joke ,can laugh ,can see clearer & can do homework better larhhs! sat with saren he so funny cans !then chinese was quite bored & guess waht i lost my good behaviour sticker is like so rare i get one ! i love algebra the problem sums that kind ! then art lesson.....totally disaster larhhs ! then nbm.project work was fun we were talking & talking & talking then do team work then group one in ms lim group NO NEED TO GO SCIENCE LESSON !WOOHOO.happy siahhs !then waited for pei qin & yuzhen then chatt with siti and junita see until cher we run ? dunno why !then went to bishan then talk until to "ah cong is "my" saver to happiness" was damn idiot got much more also ! tehn go TPY blah blah then talk until "all is **** shit fault ,cos he **** .then the.....NEXT ! " was laughing like siao i suspect yuzhen is ******** !then go home lerhhs.buh bye ! hahs !and i bought a new shirt plan to wear tmr ,feel like lending shirt from sis but she COMFIRM wont let but still can bribe !hahs.now my whole bed is full of clothes and other stuffs hair bands .bands,clips +shorts ?word for the day :NEXT
sentence for the day:bell of lucky-ness
letter for the day: L
tahts so humourous isnt it !
xoxo.
---eileen
i wont meet you
i told you clearly
i wont want to meet you cos i hate to see you infront of me
i can be your friend
but not more than taht...
Labels: be yourself day
Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 7:22 PM
gone♥
everything taht happened wasnt waht we wished forbut it was fated after all
if there was still not a distance within you
taht moment i would have felt happy
but tahts waht i thought but it was opposite
the distance within us is getting bigger and bigger
if i could i hope to be beside you
but i was tired
no use for forcing
one day the distance will lead us to some where else which we will be probably be satisfied with
neither if us wanted this distance we didnt made it
is the feelings making us apart
i guess this is a better decision
i am giving it all up
i will concentrate on waht i am doing now while you do wahtever u want to
this is the chance
i want to have a change
i think you wont be the one i love any longer...
sorry...
Labels: distance
6:57 PM
rubbish♥
is a very long time since i last post .for me larhhs ,restricted from computer marhhs...was damn sian on friday + saturday after taht acceptable larhhs...then got school today .woke up late at about 6 ? then rushed but still late for 630 bus so waited for 645 bus then went to the void deck to wait for girlfriend.tehn walked to school then pass by one of the void deck ,girlfriend saw some *blah* then walked still .went into the school surprisinly not late then go to class the LOA the pupils some come back lerhhs then mdm tan came in follow by ms mala then wahtever...then is d&T i can tell you it totally sucks larhhs we wasnt listening ,just stupiddly replying to the replies doing out things but still got copy things down larhhs...then some stupid stuffs happened like i called the cher alot of times then he was scolding francis about the eye sight thingy then i asked him wahts the word he wrote on teh board then is like i already say so many times below the *wahtever* he keep saying things taht are out of topic..Zzz then we shouted to him the one below *wahtever* he lifted his specs then his eyes were like so close to the board then we laughing about him saying the eye sight thingy then his eye sight so lan !then he sort of scolded say "wahts so funny" controlled our laughter larhhs ! then recess must sit according to out classes tell you it sucks as well then girlfriend was talking to ****** about shoes then ms fauziah came over ask her stuffs then luckily girlfriend talked about the shoes is relevant larhhs !then she bought milo i didnt buy anything then after a while went back to class ,it was chinese mdm tan was talking about the student in her class then must do composition finish lerhhs then wahtever then english is so bored but acceptable larhhs .i walking then someone pushed me i hit to the corner of the table ,damn pain....cos got the bone there also then i went back to my seat george was laughing like siao i ask him why he said soemthin that make me wanna murder him + prasanth also ! then maths IT FREAKING SUPER DUPER SUCKS LIKE SHIT ! must change place then left until me & sulastri for the girls and i dont want to mention why...forget it ....then is live lesson walked down go to class the talked about somethings was abit abit funny ? then talked until taht time me & girlfriend at void deck then give money to teh uncle ?then science is bored to hell ! changed place for some people angie sitting beside me now then lesson over went to bishan but take bus to TPY with ah qin then took MRT to bishan with girlfriend ate things and blah blah then go back home i got the chase for my bus.....FYI :yuzhen's voice is suductive with her smiles ! hahs !!!
xoxo.
---eileen
althought everything wasnt waht i wanted
i still hoped for the best
when i was beside you ,there was only stress...
my feelings were gone or maybe i hid it
but there wasnt a choice for me to make
i predicted taht will happen
but didnt know it will be this moment....
Labels: falling stars
Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 7:36 PM
tag by liying ♥
1) besides lips ,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?=cheek ?
2)how do you feel when u woke up this morning ?
=tired-ness ,eager to go school.
3)who was the last person you took photo with ?
=angie ,yuzhen & myself
4)would you consider yourself spoiled ?
= nope.not at all ,see others before come ask me.
5)would you donate blood ?
=maybe >?see first.
6)have you ever had a best friend of a opposite sex ?
=no i guess ?
7)do you want someone dead ?
= no .of course , i am not taht evil larhhs.
8)what does the last message say ?
="okay"
9)what are you thinking rights now ?
=hmm.how will be school tmr.
10)do you wish someone be with you right now ?
=hmm,maybe barhhs.
11)what time you went to bed last night ?
=11.05 ?
12)where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing right now ?
=from bishan ?
13)is someone in your mind ?
=yeahhs..
14)who is the last person u text ?
=pei qin.
10 person to tagg to do the quiz
= yuzhen
= pei qin
=jiajun
=wai wen
=yume
=jengmin
=angie
=xinwen
=joline
=amanda
who is 2 having a relationship with ?
= she doesn habe one but a crush ?
is 3 a female or male ?
-of course is a female larhhs.
if 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing ?
=ermm.taht will be lesbians!
what is 1 studying about ?
=studying whateber humans are studying.
when was the last time you chat with 5
=yesterday ?
say something about 2 ?
-hmm.she likes someone ?
what do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
=ohh not.total lesbians.
what do you think if 6 & 7 fight ?
=obviously will stop the fight whats !
do you like 3 ?
=of course , she is my wife .
Labels: get a fall
4:41 PM
missing♥
today woke up as usual then do everything i should do then go out of the house then walk to bus stop then at the corridor got a very scary image is a man stood down like taht ,scary you know ! then i faster call girlfriend so called chatted with her ,then went to teh bus stop waited for bus then go to the other bus stop realise back gate open alr but then i go there wait for girlfriend then got one BIG group of ninjas over there .....then walk with girlfriend to school on the way so many vehicles wanna knock us down then saw joline .then walk into teh school mr singh very funny siahh .then go back to class chatted then i pulling my socks then suddenly girlfriend & baobei wanna go toilet then i never wear the shoe faster walk out then in the toilet i wanna wear the shoe they go out then end up go back class wear it .then things happen then is english lessons so sian can...then literature i wanna sleep liaos i over there folding stars then recess ate potatos & chicken only and drink apple tea.we went up then ms fauziah there then we line up for maths lessons we outside then got 1 group of boys late from 1n2 then we went up first ,i love ms ng can she explain i can understand and concentrate better while mdm lim .i cant....then very little people inside the class so better,this jiew phui as irritating as ever.then chinese i really wanna murder someone..i writting for siew lian something on the chinese work book got problem mehhs go throw pen a tmy head.damn pain larhhs....then nbm he go use scissors hit my hand....freakk.....damn pain.forget it got hit so many times today ...irritating assholes! bunch of them.then is art lessons .bored & funny !project work just simply slacked....then science lessons.went to ms lim class then we must move down ,wahts the difference siahh...but damn quiet also so studied larhhs.then class ended go put books then go meet girlfriend & baobei.went to interchange.go to popular and then MOS ate then cabby back home !xoxo.
---eileen
this should be the end
should be the end of the road i am taking
but i am reminded for u
i really miss you
but i cant afford to love you again
i am tired
we all will be hurt ..
i cant love you again.
you will just be in my heart in a tiny space,...forever...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 7:54 PM
image of your back ♥
everytime i see a image of your backmakes me feel taht ,you are leaving
i am all alone again...
but when i see your back as a real boy
it was beautiful...feels blessed
but when i see you on the front
you look innocent
but you arent after all...
you always let me think of you
always appearing infront of me
i dont wish to see you
but when i see you
i was afraid ....scared....
i really want to forget about you
i have been forcing for months
but cant....
the feelings will be back
please dont appear infront of me
i am tired of forcing myself
i am not abandoning myself to despair
but instead is forcing myself to stop all this
i cant go on...
this road is long way to go
i must overcome those obstacles
i dont have the courage to overcome it ...
i really wish to see you smile
it brings me to put a happy front
but all was fake...very fake...
i am in pain...
i want to leave this pain and get a new life
why cant u leave me just alone
i dont wish to see you anymore....
please ..i beg you...is hurting...
Labels: why cant u stop all this
Monday, June 29, 2009, 6:32 PM
forget♥
wahh....today dreaded to go to school ..but in the end i forced myself to go...then girlfriend waited for me at the same block ,we walked together and chatted about things .saw chris and told her where her friends were.walked into the school.mr singh asked us to walk faster and this ********* was behind...then walked up the stairs ,went into the class ,damn quiet larhhs.all so guai .dunno why also must be holiday over out brain got some problems!hahs !today got D&T then we wont listening to the lessons instead me and pei qin over there chatting about ******* some other stuffs ..wrote things on the book .then we lessons over we went back to class put stuffs then went down.girlfriend sat there and drank milo then shifaa and the rest walked with us to the class.and damn sian then i sat on peiqin ,girlfriend sat on me .then baobei tickled me !-_- then i jump up ..then chinese lessons is still sian ~then mrs koh came in for english and did journal then maths lessons .i nearly got fed up !this stupid bangala jiew phui go take my pen knife then dont want return then he return the thing only blade dont want return then i throw my calculator at him he go throw into the dustbin then i damn irritated dont care him alr .then he finally return me my blade and my calculator and one more thing taht made me damn angry is taht he go say something ...about ...Zzz then i threw it at him again...sian rights ~then got geography lessons damn bored but still copy down notes then do journal and pass up.then science lessons cant believe i went to ms chua class for science thats unbelievable !i thought i go ms oh group then ms ganesh go call my name first cos i register 1 then he say group 1...SCARE ME !then he ask to clap then xinwen also group 1 then ask us clap again then all girls and a few boys gp group one almost all flooded with 1n1 in ms chua class i guess ?then go find girlfriend and baobei then go canteen makan .then after a while jun kai came then sort of "chatted" abit then funny things happen.then went to TPY.baobei went home.me and girlfriend went to popular i got stars the paper tehn paid the took cabby back .i hope tmr will feel better by thinking another positive way for school... i need more $ as well gonna ask my mother.hais tmr got science and also literature plus spot check the freaking socks also complain then my skirt damn long lerhhs still want me to alter longer and TAHTS NO WAY ! i seriously want school life for me better ,i want think that it will be good so wont be taht sian larhhs.these few days keep 2 o clock end school..only thursday then 130 ...hope tmr will be better.xoxo.
---eileen
i guess i wont change my mind
i want to forget about you
but you keep appearing infront of me
is a torture
somemore the distance is closer
not like last time we are in different places
is embarassing...
i keep seeing you
reminding me of you
i really dont want to think of you
i feel very.......
i want forget about you
4:32 PM
sastifaction♥
today was the first days of school ,wasnt taht bad at all ! woke up at 630 it was still dark and manage to get changed & ready in 15 mins ,taht was fast isnt it ! i love my hair seriously ! hahs!=] then met yuzhen around 8 ? i waited for her like damn long ?! hahs ! i reached the void deck at about 7.36 ? then wait & wait saw some people on the way here then suay suay see until ahems then i didnt bother message girlfriend then called her she ask me walk to my rights then i did ,waited for her there then met her walk again then saw xin wen ,walked together mentioned about report book ! guess waht I FORGOTTEN TO BRING IT ! then girlfriend forget to bring thermometer....then walk into the school damn alot of people larhhs ! behind us was some botak !hahs !then we walked into the class ,quite little people actually ! realise taht my bag if too heavy the sides too smooth then will drop until damn low but forget it wait till it really spoil then i get new one !then waited forget to bring story book so must bring library book ,english story bo and also report book !this are the important things !then ms mala and mdm tan came in then mentioned about loads of things then pledge then talked about discipline and rules of the school check us is like wtf i tio until all can ?! the skirt ,socks ,finger nails tahts all i think is like my skirt long alr still want me make longer then my socks is like this ms mala thought i got "tongue" on my socks ....Zzz then finger nails ....forget it ....then miss 2 periods of science .woohoo! then recess ,didnt eat anything at all.sian~then chinese lesson talked about some things then also pass up homework...then after taht it was live lesson then this chun wei ask prasanth return my pen then prasanth throw then spoil WTH larhhs @!forget it !then ms mala talk about some stuff was talking about disco then ms mala go say me and bryan if stand there they will say :"children dont stand here."lawls larhhs !then i was telling bryan then george lehhs ?must be stuff into luggage !hahs !then i keep laughing then we talk about wonder girls teh H1N1 song :"when you wash your body ,wash you hands too (X 3 claps)funny siahh ,ms mala ask me sop giggling then talk about michael jackson then ms mala and george talk alot about it damn hao xiao larhhs !then maths lesson we slowly walk then left 10 mins only then we didnt listen to lesson just talk and copy down things then Zzz is the ahems alsoinside..freakko..siahh...then went to braddell suddenly i wanted to push the door see until *** then see until **** .scare until me then girlfriend ran away to teh other entrance ate mac then me & girlfriend go popular ,baobei went home.was searching for star paper she suddenly say "tommy "! scare until me also wahh liao larhhs !suay ~then pei her line up then we zao then she go say hello to her friend(S) must see the (S)s she has okayys !then go take taxi ,people wanted to stalk us i guess we faster zao luckily nothing happen damn suay today ! BUT I LOVE IT WHEN MY HAIR IS TIE UP! i know i damn random talk about the stalking thing then talk until hair but i really realise when school reopen my sastifaction is always here !then on the way back talk about things then when i went back ,decided taht i will alter my the other skirt tmr then go buy star paper and fold wanna fold for somebody ,dunno lehhs anyone barhhs see wwhose bday come near cos i feel like folding also hahs~should be meeting girlfriend tmr again and walk to school together barhhs !goshh !i dont want meet any uninvited guest anymore !sian siahh~shall do homework be guai barhh hai zi !shall await for tmr ,go popular and altering service shop aunty there.things to bring tmr:
=report book
=library book
=story book
things to get done & buytmr:
=stars paper
=alter the other skirt.
this should be all.
edited:/
YUZHEN ,MY GIRFRIEND IS SO CUTE IN HER NEW HAIR STYLE !!!!=]
to some guy out there :
dont come give me attitude okayys ? i wasnt angry just irritated u all keep dotting, you come say u dunno waht.i dont care.
xoxo.
---eileen
let go of me...
Sunday, June 28, 2009, 9:38 PM
free♥
i finally told him waht my answer is..i am tired of waht everything is around me ....i guess you can go find someone taht really likes & treasure you .while i just me happy forever , be with my friends forever & be myself forever.sorry for hurting you if i did .i dont wish to as well ...but holding you on further will make both of us suffer alot....i am not feeling great as well ....is a long time since i was free...you were the first one i teared for ....you were the first one i longed to be for but now since you are like this i cant stop you..i habe nothing to say...when u said one sentence .one of it really made me tear....but wahts the use ..i am alr giving up all.so this will be a new beginning for me and as well for you...bye,....xoxo.
---eileen
stay happy
i am left with no choice
i am tired
very very tired....
you said something
i was really disappointed in you
Labels: such a disappointment
3:04 PM
fated♥
another 1 more day school is gonna reopen alr !but a bit scary..garhh...cant alter skirt today tmr then can..sian~shall go to braddell alter then girlfriend pei me then we go bishan habe lunch !tahts my honour and girlfriend's pleasure ~hahs!=] today ddamn not really happy cos my hair again larhhs ~and my skirt also...forget it shall kai de kan ! just now li jing called me to ask about homework & school stuffs.just hoppe school faster come because AT HOME SUCKS LIKE HELL!i watch the korean show really want to murder some peopel inside siahh !forget it! tmr meeting girlfriend first then go school together goshh! tmr habe to bring damn alot of things lorhhs ! but miss my friend long time no see them! i so argee taht baobe in her rebounded hair is like so chio she look so chio larhhs !still so humble @! i just hope tmr faster come ! if i alter my skirt alr taht will be perfectly perfect ! garhh tmr after school then alter lerhhs ! count down 1 more days then !!9
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xoxo.
---eileen
who are you
Saturday, June 27, 2009, 6:01 PM
despicable♥
still left with 2 days till school reopen ! so excited cans ?!meeting girlfriend at the void deck at 745 then walk together to school then meet baobei and main gate.sian larhhs i want school to reopen like very very soon!i want alter skirt also maybe tmr barhhs pei girlfriend to trim hair then pei me go later skirt is a possibilty only larhhs.but i hope can ~i am still waiting for my hair to be original .hais~then now i must reduce on oily and fatty food i gonna habe pimples soon lerhhs...sians~then also scarly become fatter ! lawls !hais hais ~i want school soon plus plus the new time table okayys larhhs ~still can accept ,i want alter skirt soon ! hope tmr can go out ! i no money also....Zzzわたし。。。
2 more days till school reopen
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xoxo,
---eileen
no matter waht
you still dont understand me...
Friday, June 26, 2009, 8:24 PM
All of the 14 person must do this quiz , unless (s)he does'nt have a blog .Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head , then answer the question .
1)yuzhen
2)pei qin
3)angie
4)xinwen
5)jingyi
6)delys
7)wei quan
8)amanda
9)jiajun
10)waiwen
11)eddie
12)frederick
13)joseph
14)rachel
01. How did you meet 7?=at alex's house
02. What will you do if you & 13 never met? i dont know ?
03. What will you do if 1 & 12 date?oO OMG.thats terrible !no way yuzhen and frederick?!
04. Have you ever seen 14 cry?yarhh.or maybe not?
05. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple?taht will be total lesbians
06. Do you think 11 is attractive?erm.thats eddie by the way...he isnt.he is just normal?
07. What's 2's favourite color?GREEN
08. What was the last time you talk to 9?just now.messaging
09. What language does 8 speaks?amanda ?chinese
10. Who is 13 going out with?i dunno ?
11. What grade is 12 in? secondary 1
12. Would you ever date 10?i will ,be les lorhhs
13. Where does 5 live?i not sure
14. What's the best thing about 3?angie.kind.caring.NICE
15. What would you want to tell 10?i miss you !
16. Whats the best thing about 8?amanda ..helpful?
17. Have you ever kissed 5? nono.
18. Whats the best memory of you with 7?not really anything ?at sentosa when he pul me down the water >?lawls !i remember taht !
19. When was the last time you saw 6?last band pratice.
20.How are 12 & 14 different?one girl one boy
21. Is 6 pretty?hmm,yeahh sort of pretty.no offence
22. How did you meet 5?band
23. Is 1 your best friend?yeahh.she is
24. Do you hate 12?yeahh.sort of,keep saying bu yao agitate me.
25. Have you seen 4 last month?yeahh.obv
26. What was the last thing you said to 3?was fun yesterday ?
27. Have you been to 5 house?nope.
28. When's the next time you going to see 10?the next outing with her i guess ?
29. Are you close to 13?i dunno ?
30. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?no.i hope to.
31. Have you ever been into a trouble with 8?no i think ?
32. Would you give 2 a hug?yeash !my baobei
33. When have you lied to 3?nope i think ?
34. Is 1 good with Socializing?she is hyper !
35. Do you know secrets about 9?yeahhs!
36. Describe the relationship between 12 & 14?they dont even know each other
37. Best thing about your friendship with 9.BFFs
38. Whats the worst thing about 6?i dunno >?last time got.
39. Have you ever had a crush on 12?no ways !dream on!
40. Does 14 has a stead?yeahh !
41. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face?hmm.maybe >?i threatened her before !
42. Has 2 met your mother?yeahhs!
43. How did you get to meet 3?hmm.at school.
44. Did you ever physically hurt 2?hmm.no i guess.
45. Do you live close to 7?not really.message only.taht small boii boii
46. Whats 8 favourite food?i dunno!
47. What kind of cars do 1 has?i dunno.
48. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before?yeahh! suzhou.alot more places.
49. If you give 14 a $100, what will (s)he spend it on?i dunno!
got this from xinwen's blog .although didnt ask me do but i feel like doing so thanks
6:54 PM
i dont wish to pick up taht call because i was afraid to hear you
i was afraid to pick up taht call because i was afraid to talk to you or even more to hear u...every call u made to me gives me a terrible feeling...i would ask myself alot of questions ..i was just thinking of u and this call was here...i asked myself why would u call me ,waht u will tell me ,how would i respond ,how would i feel how will you sound like ? and lastly how long will this call last...?i never once really speak to you..there was only once a short conversation even if we did we only talk like a few words?i am really afraid to talk to you...maybe i was shy ?sometimes i wished to talk to you but you didnt pick up my call ,it was odd timing..i guess taht was fate.i didnt dare to pick up i feel taht i am in a struggle.to pick up that call but at least at the end u ended taht call ....i guessed i wouldn't talk to you in school i am scared to talk to you alone maybe if there were people around me ?i give up .i am tired of everything.lets wait and see...i wish to see you having happiness taht will be the best happiness to me..taht will be all.even not maybe i will be with you..all the way down the road..i wait for you..
i thought over playing with kids younger than me aren't taht childish it lets me have my childhood played back again....it lets me remind those childish moments ..afterall i miss those times ...i wish i could turn back the time ..go back to my happiest moments taht was when i am in primary school..
11:57 AM
boredom♥
goshh....i am so damn bored now larhhs !school is gonna reopen soon serhhs !3 more days !plus there will not be swimming lessons ,moving monday .got new time table got D&T nothing changed much but i designed my time table lerhhs !!WOOHHOOO!i just cant wait for school reopen.hmm,this is tehn my old self ! i am easily contented ,sastified ,cheerful !cos i kan de kai for my hair !makes me damn happy !i only really want school to reopen soon larhhs!hmm lets see whether i got the things i want ready:new pens
:scissors
:bag
:new rubber bands
:alter skirt
this are the things i want so i think i only got the third one only..nbm shall get it soon !
count down 3 days till school reopen.
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xoxo.
---eileen
Thursday, June 25, 2009, 10:10 PM
urge♥
i suddenly want to learn alot of things :guitar ,violin ,piano.i think i like those instruments i like the tune ,tone !
tahts call influence !
xoxo,
---eileen
ㄴㅁㄱ뭏ㅗ됴ㅐ...
9:57 PM
taggs replies
JIA JUN!=yeahh i know.
jeng min
=thanks for the tagg!
{nehzuy}
=yeahh it was fun siahh !especially the brother laugh until like this and tolerate 4 more days there will be no swimming lessons no disaster liaos !there will be normal peace for me to hope for school!
8:57 PM
a studying trip ♥
today woke at about 930 then pei aunty to hospital ,the hospital the camera damn cool ! scan your body one ! then waited for damn long for aunty's turn we were laughing at one lady..then went to help aunty buy things then headed home then sent aunty home then take bus to TPY waited for yuzhen ,unexpectedly.then she like no expression ...then go 7-eleven wanted to buy koii..after taht go TPY library to check got space anot then end up no habe then go mac to find baobei and angie ,we so called studied but tahts the fact then was chatting alot of things also then my hair is like so bumpy from the behind then not very straight when let down but quite straight after tying up then we go to angie's house ,girlfriend wanted to to sembawang then never go lerhhs then we play in angie's house :xbox ?then the brother damn fat and cute siahh ,we eating mango i nearly vomitted it out siahh !angie say he smile is like this then if he laugh then must be terrible !hahas !then the sister a bit cold but very clever end up also play xbox with us then she 89 points siahh i lan derhh yao ming !then we go playground go 40th level go 12 level go 8th level see see.i like angie's room the table and room siahh !the playground slide very scary at first then not really anymore...then we buy drinks then go home lerhhs !i walked with girlfriend then end up we take cabby home !but i received the letter there will be no swimming lessons !got time table alr then got maths on the first day sian larhhs then heard taht no assembly only take temperature then spot check in class tahts all alr ! WOOHOO! greats !=]count down 4 days till school reopen !
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xoxo.
---eileen
愛してるよ
Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 3:21 PM
i wanna get this
i wanna get this bag is nice larhhs !my cousin said is damn expensive so hehes gonna ask my mother to get me this bag for my bday present !
Labels: love it .hate it
2:07 PM
finally
finally i managed to change my blogskin but is not i chagne one is my wife change for me derhhs !she very helpful rights !garhh i wonder how many days then can tie my hair my sistar say 1 week then the the aunty say 2 days...i dunno siahh forget it on the first day of school then i tie much safer !but wash hair today barhhs i cant stand it anymore !i changed my plurk skin myself also i wanted to change the the road one but remembered is girlfriend's one so i change to another one is nice as well larhhs ! this blogskin i love it very much ThanKS to Wife !i have finished all my homework lehrhs but some questions dunno i want do finish those questions...then i also want meet up with girlfriend in library also !garhh now i hope my hair will be straight lerhhs ! i hope it will be ! i beg it ! please larhhs then 1 year later my old hair will be back! yoohoo! yesterday asked my babylover<3> i hope faster come larhhs plus nobody go update class blog i updated 3 posts alr lerhhs ! i want to alter my skirt soon! then also pass my spot check on the first day of school !!!hope so !i gonna stay over at wife's house the next holiday ! a long time since i spend time with her and go her house .PS:to pencil (wife's dog) .please dont bite me or my shirt ANYMORE you very violent please okayys ? i hope so he saw..ahhash i being too lame i love wife's cat can?! so kawaii~also go roller blading at the house the slope there damn shuang !those good moments !i want go to library with girlfriend soon larhhs ! like very soon maybe tmr or the day after ? for now i hope taht my hair would be straight larhhs !i miss my old her but now the hair i love it as well...count down 6 days to school reopen
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taggs reply
PEIQIN(:
=harllows !plus i not a biatch! neither am i a slut !so rude of you ! i miss you too ,see you on school reopen larhhs !finally you updated your blog like for once ?!hehes.but it was a short post but better than nothing...taht aunt of MINE slap me ..yeahh.i super duper hate her larhhs she jump down building can die first anot..she taht fat gurantee the fats protect her !
{иεнzυч}
=yeahh ..6 more days .tolerate another 6 days able to see him lerhhs girlfriend !
Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 12:12 PM
ばかし
goshh...yesterday go rebond my hair it took like 3 1/2 hours....is like so long larhhs..my aunt like went to the salon to find me then scolded me...wtf.then go back lerhhs she also insult and scold me then pull my hair as well then not straight anymore then forget it she slapped me ?! then nbm..then like taht i must go make a bit not straight cause if make a bit not straight after when u never rebond anymore ,it will go make same hair style .my hair now look so weird ...i just hope it will go back same hair style when never rebond anymore.even my sistar also scold me larhhs.....Zzz..i just want school to reopen soon ! i cant wait anymore ! and i want wash my hair ! must wait till tmr then can...i hope my hair would turn out find and also taht it will be back to my same hair style after i never rebond awhile! but my sistar say is like very long ? i dont think so lehhs ?nbm goshh i want school to reopen soon!xoxo,
---eileen
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Sunday, June 21, 2009, 7:09 PM
愛してるよ
i cant wait for tmr larhhs ! i like this font as well ! muahah !i can't wait for tmr and school reopen but swimming totally shit my ass off !i hate it larhhs ! anyway for now i just love tmr and school reopen if school reopen i no need rot at home and late late go home or wahtever ! then tmr can go soft rebond hair lerhhs ! WOOHOO!=] i LOVE grandma loads and loads more than anyone does or maybe not girlfriend loves her alot as well !shahahh! joking ! or maybe she really does ! she care alot for her !i am super duper hyper but sian-ed ....left to alter my skirt only ! yoohooo! ohh yeah ohh yeah !i want to get a new touch screen phone as well soon larhhs end of the year ?? maybe ?garhh misses band alot alot ! suddenly one!hope tmr faster come ! i seriously cant wait for it ! wednesday should be going to bishan library with girlfriend to finish up homework! by then everything should be done and everything i really wanted will be fulfilled?then maybe no worries lerhh barhhs prepare to pack bag and relaxx but the thing is my mother still hasnt know about the bag ,she didnt mention about it ! nbm forget it tonight will let her know about it! after wednesday will be time to really relaxx and wait for school to reopen lerhhs !わたし愛してるよ。。。。。
Labels: i love you did u cherish it ?
1:22 PM
totally meaningless
garhh..today woke up at 930.then went to TPY popular to get story book bought chinese cinderella goshh larhhs spurge me for like 14 bucks ?!but suppose to be 17.66 used popular card then offer quite reasonable larhhs..so interesting can!i kept reading it !then in popular this whole bunch of kids came to search for books while i choosing , then got one of the boy say :ehh ,jie help me find lost boy lehhs.then the sister was like wait larhhs...then there mention all the books ,i must help them find .still ask me how is the story about ... i dont work there for goodness sake...luckily i read before if not embarassing siahh ! then went home at 11 plus still reading in the bus..so nice the story shall buy more story books !i seriously need to get 90 bucks soon like by tmr ?! cos rare taht is 90 bucks only ?! student special marhhs ! got treatment also.package siahh! then i want also go alter skirt i seriously hate it so long larhhs ! plus re-open school alr swimming lesson i got phobia larhhs , somemore also so sia suay...goshh ..but best is after taht can go J8 shop shop muahhah ! =] another 8 days to school reopen can't wait !
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cant wait !!!
xoxo,
---eileen
is this waht u call love ?
Labels: wahts the use of saying i love you when u dont mean it
Saturday, June 20, 2009, 10:12 PM
你以为我们想住在这个家吗？
你对我们有偏见。。哪有这么样？。。你们会这样想。可是你们带个我们的伤害你们能了解吗？你们只会关心其他的人而我们只垃圾。。。我们也是人。我们有感情的。。你们这些无情的家伙 。。对我们无理无猜。。你们都不给我们准重 。你觉得我们会给你吗？你们都不给好榜样。。我们干嘛给你好影响？！可是最起码也要关心我们嘛！你们只会怪人家。有没有想过自己的过错？！你说我是你们的负担。。。你说姐姐是摧毁妈妈和爸爸的婚姻的人可是如果妈妈和爸爸真的爱对方这样的小小问题会打扰他们的婚姻吗？你们从来有没有一次问过我们心情这么样吗？只会乱乱骂人。。我们不是来到这个人世给你嘛的 。。。我恨死你们了！再见！ 9:46 PM
i hate this
i had enough of thisi have been tolerating
dont think you are my aunt then u can come scold me
is not even my fault , you come scold me anyhow put my things
is grandpa the one who KICKED my clarinet and threw it on the floor !
and u blame me for taht
tahts total ridiculous
he is in the wrong not me
did i make him fall ?
did i ??!!
use your freaking eyes and get the facts right first before you come blame me for it
i dont bother whether u treat me as a family
but at least give the most respect
u are a old hag alr
u dont even know the basic respect to give to me ?!
goshh , then u habe waht rights to come scold me for anything
even if i shout is there a problem ?
nobody asked u to hear
say waht my attitude like sister
of course we are sisters unlike you
you this unreasonable ASSHOLE
somemore dont come comment on our attitude is our's not yours
you come bother for waht
somemore we not give attitude anyhow
is you come scold us for the tiny-est thing in this world
then we shout rights
we a re teaching u to give the basic respect
when we eating you come scold us say waht we take food so slow
then waht u eat finish alr i still haven.
is that you ownself eat so little skinny like bamboo
like shit people see alr also vomit blood arhhs !
dont come anyhow comment on people some more scold me
ungrateful ..
may i ask u something ?
is there something u did to let me be grateful too?
u all sisters the same larhhs ..
big aunt lehhs ?i hope she admitted in to hospital alr then surgery die liaos
like let at least got some peace at home
you this big aunt arhhs alot of things to say
you come scold me taht my table damn messy ask me clear
i alr clear rights no books liao lorhh
you come throw my things on the floor ?
dunno hwo many times u do this alr lorhhs ?
last time throw until my frame spoil ?
wtf ? my friends inside lehhs ?
u pay for it larhhs ?
talk to so much
i hate this home more and more
cos of you aunts !
i want to faster 18teen and escape from here i dont bother this house
then before i go out you also must come ruin my mood
then say i always go out
please lorhh which of your eyes see me always go out ?!
i dig it out !
i so far got out 3/4 times only lorhhs !
talk so much hope your mouth lan diao suan lerhhs
still scold sistar and me
wth ?!
hope you all die faster
not say me want curse you
is you all make us hate you
act good infront of people only
i talk also got problem
i give comments at home also got problem
i do everything u all also got problems towards me
you biased derhhs lorhhs
i dont care if you are cos i dont need u at all !
is like you say i never study hard for PSLE
then scold me nag at me like shit
fine taht one i can understand cos i really never
then nbm i am born with maths poor derhhs
u want me work hard i did
you still come comment on me for waht ?
still say we and sistar like the same waht attitude like shit
yarhh so waht ?! throw us out of the house larhhs ?
i dont care ?
i got bank money ?!
and sister alr work
she alr applied for house
we can jsut move there
and i make sure i burnt this whole place down before we leave
we ahad enuff of you all
even sister at the age of 25 also cant stand you waht for me to stand you all
i can sue you all words abusing
come threaten us for nothing
since you love cousins so much go love them more larhhs no harm
then compare here and there
say waht i the only NA person in the family .
wtf
so waht ?!
i know i not clever i know the basic respect to give
i know my manners
i know everything about myself
i undersstand more than u all does
all i wanted was u all to give me respect
although i younger you also must respect me rights ?
where is the respect i yearn for ?!
from young you all alr detest me and sister
fine you say sister make father and mother divorce
then waht about me ?! did i do anything
you said i was the burden .
then blame on father and mother giving birth to me larhhs .
from young i dont care whether i coem to this world cos you dont even treat me here
i am invisible yeahh so waht
now you are still blaming sister for making them breaking up
goshh >! how long was it alr like around 10 years alr ?!
still moaning over this matter
come on ! wake up to your senses ! for goodness!
i want to go father side seriously ....
especially when he really loves us sisters
mother jsut snatch us from him because she doesnt want father to have anything
wth
i hate you all
you all only care about pride and dignity
waht about us me and sister ?!
after you snatch us from father
did you really care for us and give us the best ?
no you just threw us aside
i have no more to say
i hate you all
i hate you all forever and ever for not giving us the respect we yearn for !
Labels: i had enough of everything
4:03 PM
你不是我生命中的焦点了
你以为我是你的玩具吗？我是人不是给你玩来玩去地。
我有感情
你所作的事情能伤害到我
你想得和我想的是两回事
你不要把你想的逼进我的脑海中
我的心情你是不能了解的
你根本不爱我
我毕竟也是一个人
你不要在欺骗你自己了
你自会伤害你生旁的人和你自己
你所说的爱是什么？
我很怀疑
难道只是你自己说我爱你
就罢了吗？
那你根本不了解这个意思
再见了。。。
我会等你的。。。
Labels: 我爱你的声音就在我脑海中
3:19 PM
is just about your sincerity
today woke up late at 11am , keep slacking on the bed i love my bolster loads !! is so cold after the air-conditioner blowing on it and me hugging it! woohooo! dont habe really much things to psot about hais...tmr cant go to the band performance cause there is no one going..i want to go siahh...nbm forget it !i wonder waht would happen when school re-open larhsh! like so scary since 1 month never go back with 1n1 lerhhs ...some more got spot check on that day hope taht can pass larhhs !got stupid swimming lessons on taht day...no peace siahh .so many things i dont like is going to happen on that day but YAY!! there will be moving monday got taht day with band is just dont like abit cause must wake up early ! garhh...!! so long since i am in class doing homework and sitting at my place..i want change place to my old place again...GARHH i LOVE my new SCHOOL BAG ! now left to alter my skirt on sunday..my mother still doesnt know about the bag yet she thought i only order it haven take..hehehs so showing her on sunday guess she wont scold after tuesday everything i wish to have will be fulfilled ? some only i guess but mostly is waht i realy want. then also finish everything i should do ! YOOHOO!
me hope taht school could re-open soon now ! change of feelings ..but i dont want to have swimming lessons so Zzz . somemore after school and bishan there must also go back yourself can go there shop shop also !!hehes=]
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Friday, June 19, 2009, 8:41 PM
things & things
things i want to buy-school shoes
-new specs
-clarinet
-clarinet books
-socks
things i want to do
-finished some of the homeworkk left
-soft rebond hair
- save loads of money / get money from grandma
-alter skirt
things i must fulfill by this holiday
-soft rebond hair
-buy socks
-buy school shoes
-get money from grandma
-alter skirt
things i will could be fulfilled soon
- get a clarinet
-get clarinet books
- save loads of money
thiings i dont want it to happen
-swimming lessons
things i wish it would be great
-wont be late for moving monday
-nothing will happen when swimming lessons
-things will go well on the first day of school
-pass my spot check on the first day of school
-have time to change when after moving monday
-everything taht i wish to accomplished to be done!!!
6:32 PM
a one to one date
today went out with girlfriend went to bugis first , then go buy a little food then bought my bag i LOVE it too much very nice siahh but expensive...hais then go eat pepper lunch .this woman eat so long then come diao me when i sneeze...whaatever!then went to the plaza singapura to watch "drag me to hell " is damn scary and nice plus almost most part of it i cover my face...so scary the woman suddenly come out the sound effect also ..especially the old bitch...so creepy larhsh!at the first part alr so scary what u expect for the rest of it at the last part so sad larhhs sacrifice one life just to save herself end up she went out for all lengths to do to pass the curse but end up she also die....sad larhsh! so scary for the whole show ! then went to toilet then go to the shop that sells instrument and some books and things i want to get the clarinet so i must work hard for end year exams then can get clarinet plus also want buy the book all so expensive derhhs...then went back to TPY then my ipod is still with someone i want murder her !!!goshh! i bought my bag so happy! i want to alter my skirt soon on sunday ? most probably! go see band performance as well!xoxo,
---eileen
Labels: count down 9 days to school re-open
Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 5:11 PM
你说要给我的安全难道是这样的安全吗。。我不需要
你所说的安全是这样的吗？我再也不会相信你了
你每一句话都是骗人的
我再而三的相信你
你一直骗我。。。
我对你而言是一个玩具
可是你对我而言是我所最爱的人
我要把你锁在我的心窝里
你把我对你的信任在一瞬间消失了
你口口声声说个你一个机会
我给你了你有珍希吗？
我早已应该放弃你了
可是我相信你会改
我给你了数次的机会
你一直在利用我对你的信任
我不明白你这样对我的意思
你的一个对不起现在已经没有价值了
连你的我爱你也是
你所带给我的伤害就要凭你的对不起而消失
你就算了，你现在对我是没有价值了
我就算很爱你也不会要求你要跟我在一起
我决定放弃你
我会在你背后等着你
虽然我放弃了，你也是这一辈子第一个然我跟你开心的人
如果你改变了，我永远都会等你
等你改变主意，一直支持你
但现在我只要一个人。。
一个人的自己走下那条路。。。
一个人。。。
Labels: 我会坚持到底 ，我爱你
Saturday, June 13, 2009, 8:49 PM
a date with girlfriend
today got a date with my girlfriend but waited for bus for so long !! sorry to kept u waiting but you called me devil so not SORRY at ALL !!!bleah!lawls larhhs ! then we went to KOI to get drink then go wait for girlfriend's friend + brother.then she pass them the CD then we sit there chat awhile then go to bugis lerhhs.wth larhhs first day of school got swimming lesson liaos..wat me die arhhs...i hope school dont re open that first i look forward to tuesday!
things i bought
-jelly lens
-bracelets
-magazine
-plush toy
.very little things cos nth to buy!
i want to get my school bag and alter my skirt !!!
wanted to buy slogan tees but then nth catches my eye....
here are some photos i owe alot but lazy upload got some is use jelly lens derhhs!
xoxo,
---eileen
will you be one and only ?
i believe so..
i miss you
Labels: who you think u are
Thursday, June 11, 2009, 11:22 PM
since a long time i posted
wahh long time no post alr ! boring siahh these few days .....this holiday i so guai never really went out a lot of times .....so far go out one time only ....i this holiday keep messaging ,use computer ,do assessment...tahts all waht u expect siahh cant really go out....maybe going on a one to one date with my girlfriend on saturday ? maybe >? i hope can lehhs ..i want go watch "drag me to hell III "with the free movie ticket and buy slogan tees in bugis street get more bands as well i guess ? take neo print and much more! and of course take loads of photos buy loads and loads of things !! i want go rebond my hair as well..i dunno if i should sell my the other phone since i dont really use but taht one very nice siahh but my sistar gonna buy for me end of the year so maybe i selling barhhs..girlfriend wants me to sell it to her ..i need to sell cos i want money urgently marhhs ! i am damn freaking rottening at home ! i seriously slacking lorhhs ~i want go out ! i need save money as well !now watching show the NKF that show..i want go out badly...during this period i not thinking alot any more after telling him that i will re-consider..i tried to think at the positive side of everything always in a happy mood ..! everytthing changed after making that decision but gonna tell him a answer soon..i want to go out !!something happened as well to my girlfriend...! felt quite happy for her and her owl!
xoxo,
---eileen
i told u that i would reconsider
after that moment , i really felt released
i scared to hurt you if i mentioned that i want reconsider
but instead u said it your own
i really felt happy that u mention it
cause that let me have time to make a decision
when the otehr time i agreed to your question
i felt tied down
i was stress ; worried ; everything
but now i dont think too much any more
not that paraniod anymore
i regain my old self
but i changed as well
think things in a positive side
i changed in a way
i am really very blessed to have you by my side waiting
but how long it will last...
i dont carry hope much more further
but i hope the best out of us
i love you ?
Labels: i want to get out of this house to somewhere which i could fly
Monday, June 8, 2009, 11:35 AM
it has been bothering me...
today girlfriend is gonna head to my house to finish up holiday hwk , pratice instrument and watch twilight .i hope i can see twilight....! gonna order mac delivery ! wuahhahahahhah ! evil laughter !=]i have been thinking through alot ..... i wonder if i made the right decision i asked girlfriend she said is it i regret ? i though about it i dont even know is regrets anot..... then she said that she thinks is because he never talk to me then i feel like this...i tried to convince myself through that sentence..but i cant hide from the truth and escape from reality...i have to face him... but if school re-open it will be very embarassing to meet him and those of his friends...is very stressful.....i cant face him..is very uncomfortable being alone with him...is just something i always being bothered about .....the thing is i made the right choice ? i dont know i will think over...hais i just hope today will be fun with girlfriend..nothing thinking anthing else...
Labels: the problem lies with me
Friday, June 5, 2009, 6:46 PM
a sudden feeling
i suddenly felt very strangea very strange feeling
was it a wrong decision made ?
i feel very very empty
i feel uncomfortable and weird alone with you
although thats natural
i feel very inferior towards others
is like .............
i dont know how to say
but i hope this feeling will go away ?
if a problem in me
for me the one and only is band
but as for you....i dont know
is too young within us
i dont know
i am thinking of it
before i make any final decision
at least it wont really be a big hurt to you
if i give a answer that in my heart
so sorry if i cant give u the answer u want
i will see first
for now we are in it together
Labels: hope this is a final decision
Thursday, June 4, 2009, 10:57 PM
tagg replies
{иεнzυч}= my moo moo is perfectly fine hiding in my cuboard!laoshu confirm fine one!
melvin
= thanks..
PEIQIN(:
= pei qin mai siao siao go sot lerhhs ! i understand u love him to much no need to crazy!
{иεнzυч}
=i know i love you , you also love me ..i am too blessed ! i want go shop shop AGAIN!
{иεнzυч}
= thats true though!
jengmin
= thanks for the tagg ! =]
Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 10:50 AM
my freedom is finally back
cant believe my mother allowed me to go out tmr !!! happy !!! going to jurong point tmr most probably i want get new school bag but i doubt i can..but should be doing alot of shopping tmr!!! jurong point got 2 parts marhhs there also got the chicken that i like then aso have book shop alot larhhs!!!! that time i go alot of things i want to buy siah !!gosh excited !!! hope my motehr would give me more money tmr !!!i cant wait for tmr and i no need rot at home alr !!! i want a new phone again as well !!! i want touch screen one !! my cousin have that one nice siah the LG one gosh !!!xoxo,
---eileen
i thought that you will leave me a message yesterday
but i waited ... you didnt
i switched off my phone cos i was tired waiting
but i kept touching it ...i forgotten i off it....
i just want to see a message from you.....
i miss you
Labels: hope tmr will be a good day
Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 11:01 AM
end as soon as possible
gosh ! i hope everything end soon...my mother a bit okayys lerhhs....aiyo in school teh problems very serious like that....can just solve it like be forgiving anot..alot of problems..get rid can ?! hais nbm.. maybe going out with my girlfriend one day to go shopping like really shop for things. cant wait for it andalso have free movie ticket also go watch ! gosh alot of things happen ! especially in school....please larhhs stop it can ?!xoxo,
---eileen
i am waiting
but nbm
i try to make things right
since the problem for myself is sort of solved
for you i think i can peacefully wait for you
cause i love you
Monday, June 1, 2009, 3:24 PM
hais
i am so gonna get the things i want and also study hard for end year wish to get within top 10 if not below 20!!! i want get new school bag and go out with friends..! realised got some friends bu jiang yi qi derhhs. shall not tell you all!! bleahs!!hope sight of things may change then life will be better .
2:43 PM
wonder why school is like in this situation now
i dont think i am gonna get the same freedom i got lorhhs.........the thing is i cant have to freedom to buy the things i want at any point of time just like my mother said that i cant buy anything.freak.cant even buy new things is like holiday retrict me from loads of things. ohh god! sian.holiday also nth to do ...school-ling is such a sort of a great thing i realised to escape everything at home...so many things happened in school these few days. just clear the mis understanding and learn to forgive and forget. freak cant believe swimming lessons are drawing near ...cant have excuses to skip it siah...i dont even know how to swim lorhhs can.....seriously my mother is not patient at all lorhhs.today expect me to eat maggi noodles ...like this nbm.she still expect me to eat with the soup with have seafood and like prawn soup is she make one i got allergy lehhs. she say what dont care whether i got anot..freak..what kind of mother is she ..?!
school-ling i hope that the troubles and mis-understanding will end soon and clear it up...i said learn to forgive nad forget i guess i have to learnt it too.cause we are stil school mates .
xoxo,
---eileen
i haven got any replies from you yet
i have been waiting
i am tired of at home
i received insults and everything you cant think of
i wish you were there for me
as for friends
hope within us and them
learn to forget and start a new beginning
since after this holiday end
is a new begining
this is what i could say to my friends in school
we are still school mates no matter what
even if we fight or quarrel
i want to talk to you
but i cant find a way to contact you
i want you forever..
some friends bad mouth you behind your back
treat as if nothing happened
i learnt to forgive and forget.
i shall continue to wait for you
since last time you waited for me for a long time
i hope you will answer
cause i will always be silently behind your back
waiting for your return..
Labels: forgive and forget
2:04 PM
TAG REPLIESPEIQIN(: = What u mean?
T.Liying = thanks for the tag!
{иεнzυч} = slap her no use!hate her siah!
Sunday, May 31, 2009, 4:39 PM
things happen out of a sudden
who are you to mei am not your punching bag
happy with me stuff me with things
not happy with me say sarcastic remarks and comments to me
make me feel insecure
you dont twist the fact to my mother
make her think badly on me and
it totally reflects badly on me
when she say something
fine if you are gonna give me
a cold shoulder and ignore me
if i am not part of this family
i dont wish to me in it
and i wont beg you for it
i am no place in your heart
you rather believe outsiders
than believing your own daughter
who i am to you
is it someone that you show love and concern to
or is it someone you can always throw and take back
i have feelings too
what you do
can hurt me deep in the heart
once you asked me jump down from the building
i cried the whole night on my pillow
did you hear my cries
do you understand me?
i guess this time you will also say something to me
which make me think badly on myself
stop threatening me
i am always in the wrong
you think i can recover easily from the words
you told me?
no....
it takes time to heal
i hope there is still school although i am tired
at least there i can spend most of my time
forgetting that i am in pain
you are my mother
not an outsider
i ask help from you
but instead for me
i ask help from friends
is that waht a mother does
you always work
i rarely see you at home
i can forgive you for that
you dont spend time with me often
you only know how to work
when u come back from work
you scold me out of no reason
just because you are tired
when i ask you why you work so hard for?
you shouted back and say is for me
okay fine is for me
is there a need
for me to feel that i am a burden to you
and at fault for everything?
do you protect me?
from insults and criticism?
no! not at all
you dont stand by me
you only hear one sided story
you dont hear my explain
i am always left at a corner
i tried to believe you again
when you tell me so
but you make me feel tired and painful
this isnt waht i supposed to feel
i want someone to lean on
i wish it was him and a true friend
but you are nothing to me now
later when you reach home
you will say i am useless
and nag at me
when tonight
i will cry in bed....silently
i really want you now
i realised you are important
but i cant lean onto you
will i get hurt once more?
i want someone to talk to
i want it to be you
but you arent by my side at this moment
there is no one to listen to my worries
only a true firend
i hope you are there as well
this family problem will not solve that fast
it will take time
i shall wish and hope every single day
to be with you....and problems to be solved
i miss you....
Labels: i already given up
9:16 AM
holidays are here
hais...once in a while friendship problems tht i think of will come to my mind...it was a good starting of a friendship at first
but times goes by we dont really understand each other
we try to fit each other but only
some times we are really close
but when times our personalities doesnt fit
we do be friends but not that close
i hope that we could continue with this friendship
this june maybe we will change when we meet again after teh holidays
there is somethings unbelievable going to happen after the holidays
but maybe it could be over comed..
you will never know
there is sometimes i really cant stand you
but i controlled
you change easily ,at one time you are this person
at the other time you are another person
i want you to be the same person forever
because you are my good friend
holidays are here lerhhs!=] i guess i would go out with girlfriend and baobei and others as well.feeling so bored..holidays are here and i am supposed to do assessment is like no freedom..
rarely have so long holiday and also no holiday feel very tired have holiday feeling so bored........dunno when can go out to watch movie and hang out i want go wild wild wet again with friends.! i dunno if there is maths classes from monday to friday i hope not....god!i dont want even if i dont want i hope it ends fast!!!!! wonder why people dont reply my messages??especially when i am sleeping in the evening loads and loads of people come message me.i damn tired just any how reply back??i dont know ?! i hope there is band we managed to brung back our instrument YEPPPIES! so bored!=[ girlfriend reply me!!i need to consult you i need to talk to you and i want to talk to you!!!!!!!!! ohh god! there is swimming lessons after the holidays.....i dont want siah!!! need to buy so many things and i have phobia of WATER !
i hope this holiday is a fruitful one
xoxo,
----eileen
i am waiting for your reply
but you arent
there is nothing
that can occupy my time
so that i wont need to wait for you for long
and worry for you
things arent going well for me
i want someone i could lean on
i want a true friend and you
someone i could consult to
and someone i want to lean to
although you wont be the first in my heart
but you are always second
friends are the first
i dont expect you to put me be the first
but i want you to be mine
i await for a true friend and you
i love you
Labels: true friend and you
Friday, May 29, 2009, 5:01 PM
i love you
today lesson ended at 10 am got report book i ranked 20 / 39 in class also ranked 35 / 80 within 1n1 and 1n2 . ohh i think is wuite poor larhhs...nbm ..then got spring clean for the parents to come in so i cleaned the window then wash the cloth at the water cooler teacher saw scolded us...then go to mac to eat ate big breakfast then george siew lian joline frederick and someone else..then go back to beatty . went to buy - - - - - - ohh my god larhhs!!!!went back to beatty then waited for 345 and time will drawing near larhhs!scared siah!got someone call me telling me something i sort of accepted?? i not very sure then slacked at foyer for fun sian~ saw someone go to 1n2 and yuzhen went up liaos i guess???then nearly vomitted the water out but i chocked onto it then went up since mum came then was like tlaking mrs tanny korh come talk about my skirt this time then ms mala talk to me then mainly was maths thats all..the rest ms mala say until quite good..! then mother didnt scold me surprinsly then took a cabby back with mother ,.. HOLIDAYS STARTED ALR!!!!MUACKS!!!<3xoxo,
----eileen
i alr said my part
is up to you to decide
if you didnt receive it
then too bad
cause i alr left my pride aside to say taht
today at least you wasnt that looking sad
i was hope that u are happy
i saw you today
you was stress in the room of that
i guess this will be a new start.
i hope everything goes well
i love you.......
Labels: i alr said my part
Thursday, May 28, 2009, 6:43 PM
today was a total diaster
today morning classroom door locked cant go in then my storybook also cant take...SUAY! then go for assembly teachers spotted us with no books.was asking us to stand up but apparently alot people dont habe and ms karen james saved us larhhs..then have to stay back to check bag ....Zzz..then ahems plus others got caught for something.....then somemore tmr got parents meeting session siah..............pity them larhhs...then got DnT camp then make things made lamp then recess ate tehhn suddently 1t1 derhhs come to girlfriend to talk and settle some things then is extra calvin loh say realax relax then she got fired up use the bottle she see infront of her and throw towards him then teh porrigde fell onto someone's leg very hot then the junkai also kana abit....funny siah! i was like ... er....er.... nbm.tehn go back class went to hall to check somethings out then go back class.continue with work then got lunch break then 1 hour saw ahems and the rest i took clement's mocho ran away.he came chasing after me in teh canteen i gave up and left the drink on the table call george to take he never take siah!hai wo!then after that 1t1 girl come find pei qin say that warn her and say she can do everything then she 1t1 girl got angry warn her say that dont make her friend cry and then push her then pq push her back then 1t1 girl threw a scissors at her plus we trieed to stop both of them....then continue. PQ cried then wen to toilet with her then calvin came up lorhhs then follow by jun kai and blah blah then all this is like why become like this....school mates....hais....tmr ahems getting - - - - - - - - - - - - -......i hope he doesnt have.nbm tehn we won for the DnT lamp got tickets and also taht cna choose any movie plus also that got food!god tmr need to bring back those books and get report book die liaos and mother gonna meet cher lehhs...Zzz then also need pay lib fine gurantee confirm die!fine till 10$ plus and lost one book and may retain report card lehhs...worried!=[xoxo,
----eileen
i wish i could have stayed by you
i really missed you
i am worried for you...
i thought you didnt come but realised
you did something...
whnei saw you after that
you gave that hurt look
i guess you are really sad
i tried to call you with friend
but you didnt answer
i hope you could have just answered
and we try to comfort and concern about you
i wish you could pcik up tha call
at least i could hear your voice....
i wish i could see you happy
i hope time could rewind so that that look i saw today wouldnt be on
your face......
if time could rewind i guess the side of thigns could change
i miss you ...arent you by my side
why wont you appear beside me
i will wait for you......
Labels: miss you
Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 9:08 PM
i think things will change in a blink of eye
hang out with girlfriend to KFC yesterday then was chatting about ***** somemore is glowing one is all started with the shinning head!!!lawls!we say until cant eat teh chicken like the ***** skin and meat also talked about ******........disgusting derhhs!!!then take a cabby back again !!!!!lawls!guess we always take cabby these few days..and something happened in the assembly.....before that got the salsa thingy damn retarded the dance siah suay u know!!!then assembly some people played true or dare big thing happened!!!!!cant say later kana murdered!cant believe!unbelieable!!today went to the health zone that thingy seriously cant stand my skirt found a person to entertain me yest today wonder still be that person???i hope so...played at the health zone we didnt bothered to do the paper busy playing larhhs! after taht they gave a drink damn sour my stomach cant take it so drink a bit jiu dont want lerhhs saw bishan park also friends saw friends my friend dunno there anot!!!then took photos in the bus and so called "played" then went bacxk to school slack at the canteen for a long long time cause got 1 hr 30 mins for the game thingy we weere sian so sat there and chatted and played..soon then go back class watch a movie is like watch before lerhhhs arhhs!!!sian larhhs..>!then after htat supposed to habe msm lim's lesson but i skip cause really habe no mood to attend so went to band instead went with sharon then so fun today alot of things happened got new nicks for people and also other info on "Things" then head back home lerhhs i am damn sian...waited for the bus damn long and also so crowded in the bus larhhs reach home damn late 7 plus arhggs! OH GOD!
BEATTY MILITARY BAND motto : when music comes alive ; and dreams come true.
sounds so damn nice voted for it marhhs! i think i would want to buy a note book . handbook for dates . permernant marker and loads more things!!!just to write about BAND!
i hope there was a time machine
to turn back the time
but even if there doesnt habe
i hope history wont repeats itself again
maybe i should cherish every moment
i am starting to love you...
why is it so?
cause everything you did for me and also much more
although i saw you a while ago ; i hope i could stand by your side forever
i await for you to let me cheer up
should i love you ?
i shall think over it to make sure cause maybe i really.......
did fall in love with YOU.....
Labels: love you maybe
Monday, May 25, 2009, 6:36 PM
reminding
OMG larhhs i failed 1 subject which i am worst in and it is MATHEMATICs....argggs!40 marks only siah comfirm get killed by mother but surprisinly when i told her she wasnt surprise?!she a bit naggy after that but overall okayy larhhs....wahh liao must do assessment liaos and parents meeting session is coming soon and also holidays are arriving!=]but is also time that a long period not seeing friends...-_- nbm larhhs still can get to meet them duriong holidays hang out together!this few days no need bring much things nd is GREAT i think bringing sling small bag tmr smaller than today one.see whether can stuff my things in anot first!i guess i need to be a mummy's girl this year liaos need to do assessment i bet i wont listen to her AGAIN.i guess have i did?sometimes barhhs...today took taxi with girlfriend made a lot of noise lorhhs then when he flag for cabby ***** see until.he gave teh look that:WTH?i dunno you!"funny siah!!!then laugh all the way then me continue with my trip after girlfriend get down the cabby first...so happy that these few days dont have lessons and also today archery course damn fun actually i thought not fun derhhs end up got fun larhhs as also got dee siao!-_-...forget it i LOVE the course much much more than i thought!hope tmr will have fun as well but got maths after that sian cans...-_-...xoxo,
---eileen
i have been thinking alot lately
making a choice ...i guess ..
everything shall remain the same
from that moment we met as friends....
i cant make a choice out of everything
i had motivation and determination
but i lose it as soon as i think of troubles
i hope to be myself as soon as possible
but can i?.....i hope so
i really want to be myself again
and think things positively
make things right
and everything back to normal
i feel empty without everything i wish for
myself?can i find in within those shadows?
i doubt so..but i will be strong girl
overcoming all the obstacles
i dont know what i really wanted
i dont understand my own feelings
i want to a normal girl which as before
making choices wisely and things i dreamt
as what i hope & wish for.......
i know i am in-decisive...
Labels: choices..can i?
Thursday, May 21, 2009, 9:10 PM
bothered
everything came back to square onethe things i remembered
the troubles i went through
the pain the hurt...i went through
problems everywhere
you are making me feel painful
stop it won't you...
reminding me things you appearing
letting me think through and go through that progress again and again
now i already have grave problems that i can't solve wont you let go?
stop forcing me...
in family is like i am nothing
to friends at least i am someone
to you i dont know..i dont wish to know
i wish to give up
can i?am i willing to?
well i guess i am not sure...
to family they only know how to complain do they really care about me ?
i doubt so?
everything is fake...
nothing seems to please and satisfy me...
nothing i can believe in..
the miracles i hope for to turn everything back to normal
was gone.totally....
let me have something to look forward for but guess for now is BAND....
Labels: stoppushingme
7:16 PM
bay day ; bad hair day;troubles
in the morning got bad hair day already....then after assembly got caughtfor skirt damn larhhs so long already then catch mrs tanny korh you say okay alr lehhs now still catch sian larhhs.freak also bothering about something else cant say..is a secret.. kept to me and only with me no more to others .hais..true friends do exist in this world i guess?i hope there are out there.i know girlfriend and baobei good to me but i am still not sastified...hais.why?i also dunno.there is nothing i could be totally sastified of..sian..these few days got addicted to audi because of baobei and amanda .!nothing is going well....seriously..now must go back to same old way folding skirt...i very tired of it you know....hais..now bothering about something else..creative shall be me....now must sent the skirt of alter plus my mother dont want help me alter say ma fan then she say "if i very angry i will complain on the 29"freak rights...argg..some people nothing better to do derhhs..hais..true friends what are they?dont see any around.....hais except for some...today got science test totally diaster got my english results it is :62/100 i think..okayy larhhs i got a B3 only akshay got A1.clever siah.....chinese discussed about theproject work then we end up sort of going out of topic...lawls...=? then assembly was quite boring playing the same old video they playe for us during ICT wasbearly sleeping but no choice stayed awake...still must pay library fine..sian..then ms mala holded us for about 10 minutes i guess??handed up forms then calvin loh's mother was outside surprisingly...lawls then walked to MRT with girlfriend then take to bishan bought same food to eat then half way got a few boys come so called"disturbed"then xinwen suddenly came from behind siah...scare me then they went off we 2 also went off soon after they left then headed to TPY chatted about something...reached interchange saw girlfriend's junior then i line up turn to my right see until my aunt then see until own primary school junior and see until beatty seniors.then go back lerhhs was quite tired..came back slacked awhile then bathed then cousin cmae over then went back then i go audition already then called someone to come audi then joined audi then slacked again then train then watch TV then msn then audi then back to here..argg..tired of everything...my lifestyle.....xoxo,
---eileen
girlfriend+baobei+AiAi+darling+qing ai
=my lorbes
squirrel family
=peace
Labels: shallhavemyown
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 6:29 PM
wahh siao
i can afford to fail 1 subject if not i get it from mother!!!AARGG.had a few papers pass few days or even 1 week...got some results back some not sure lets see:Literature: 31/35
Mathematics: 51.5 / 100
Science: (not sure)
English: (not sure)
Chinese: 48/ 60
geography: 34 / 50
history: (unknown)
that should be all..i start to LOVE geography and literature cause i got good results is called Motivation!but geography must jia yOus on map thingy.tmr still got a science test so difficult ....haished~sian larhhs my mother suddenly want to go the parents meeting session first time in my life she going siah .freak larhhs.the teachers all COMPLAIN QUEEN or KINGS!whatever!BLEAHS~yesterday went to vivo to play and shop spend most money at daiso then went to sentosa ride bicycle and saw the things me and my PRImary school friends craved..miss those days!=(lawls!then ate and teh food republic!played with food damnit reached home like 7 plus then unpacked everything i bought NICE!
today went to school then talked about things realised siew lian and joline also went there but guess we not fated to meet??lawls then english then science .sian larhhs science wasnt listening writting things on hand>!we listen abit cause tmr got test marhhs i need to get new pens lerhhs all no ink and need get files and fullscap!....decided tmr go get.yucks tmr still got maths sian.heard mdm lim gonna complain die for sure..then recess saw siew lian's **** then went finding him to let the rest know then sitaa got angry over something.sheshh is a secret!then music .ms caneda never come!YOOHHOO then chatted i copied science then chat and secrets then literature got back our results as in up there...then comlab so bored baobei and girlfriend went online to blogs after taht then went to the presentation then chinese got back our results AGAiN....YAY i need to buy my class photos!!so excited!muahahah.then chun wei say gurantee win me n this chinese test theni say fine lorhhs then sya the results i win him.siah suay!!!he psps huo gai!then went tot lib to borrow books i need to write down the books they borrow sian...then went to canteen to eat then go back lerhhs walked back with girlfriend then baobei walked the otehr side then we slack at teh playground a little while then saw 1t1 wahtever went away then girlfriend took taxi she too rich lerhhs never give me a trip home murder her!then waited for bus go back lorhhs.hope tmr will be a bbetter day tmr still got 2.4 run cause those who fail or want retake must go wtf!
xoxo,
----eileen
girlfriend+baobei+aiai+darling+qing ai
=my lorbes the ones i turn to
squirrel family
=the peacefulness!
making me feel regretful
freak you
dont think i will be
why must you always appear in front of me
i dont need you anymore
you always appear make me flash back of the past raking up the past
let me go from this torture
i dont want anything from you
please......
Labels: tell me is the truth i wont escape
Saturday, May 16, 2009, 7:42 PM
that feeling is coming back
it was alright this few days i didnt have that particular feeling againi thought i could escape from everything by just laughing away
i realized i cant...
that shadow is coming back off and on
i learn from someone that person told me to face up to reality
but not escape from it
i believe and did it
but all i got again was that feeling again
neglectance was all i got
although i am right infront of you
you treat me invisible
i am a human
not a toy
when you need me you give me attention
when you dont he ignore me throw me aside
think what i dont need you seriously
you dont understand how i felt when you left me alone
you think this is all i wanted?
this is not even waht i wanted
i dont expect anything from you
i just need a friendship trust that i could rely on
gaining trust very difficult but at least i have true friends
so i have a leaning shoulder
ohh whatever larhhs
this world no hope at all
there is no such thing as hope or even wish
even if i wish you to treat me better
will you , you will ignore me
and treat me like a toy
stop flinging around me
i am sick and tired of this kind of things
i dont see a glimpse of hope here right infront of me
previously was fine jsut of your existence everything change upside down
i can just slack out there with others and without you
always think i am easy going fine i am
but dont think i am bothersome if you want me
ohh god leave me alone
that shadow isnt leaving
i am trying hard
but i dont have any trust from anyone
that hope that i dreamt of is thrashed
stop following me around i go
not just me i am feeling damn not good now
since that shadow not leaving me
whats the use of advice asking me to face up to reality
Labels: care about me i doubt so
12:18 PM
things aren't going right
lets talk about my previous posts!=]14 may 2009 , thursday
had geography common test quite easy for the continents and ocean part but the rest difficult siah!hte earth part i got confused so dunno correc anot and also the kalahari part i tried to memorise all but not sure my answers correct anot..see first.after that went to bishan with bryan and girlfriend.she bought chicken ice cream thats all i guess then bryan ate mac me as well then talking about somethings then xin wen and the rest came girlfriend got a fright!shhahaah!then headed to tpy and on the bus bryan gave that diao expression to the uncle so cute larhhs!then girlfriend go turn the bus number and behind got this 73 bus she pointed middle finger to the uncle he keep looking siah!then went to popular and talked about camp things then half way bryan zao to dunno where alreadys..sian.then girlfriend see my picts in my phone then half way i need to go cause my bus come alr..so sorry my ahgirlgirl..
15 may 2009 , friday
on morning went for assembly then went back to class then had english lesson luckily is that today is until 1230 0nly!plus today got home econs practical test..!english khadijah's group presented all higher then our's siah our's the lowest most probably then izzad group presented got 24.then khadijah the group got this image on shiva and dunno who de son.the guy looks like girl de lorhhs.then maths mdm lim never come AGAIN good thing siah she so boring who wants to listen to her "sweet talk".YUCKS!then mrs ang gave us maths worksheet she teach better lorhhs..Zzz iwant go her group but my maths suck!so forget it.then recess today aisya and shifaa never come sulastri very lonely siah!poor her!hope they get well soon!during recess xin wen angie amanda me sulastri pei qin yuzhen walked together when pass by 1n2 dunno they see what scream siah then i asked them what they dont want answer then realised they saw brandon never wear shorts i guess??then mrs tanny korh there then screaming here and there then she ask us to stand in one line then scolded us asked us to own up then only yuzhen and pei qin owned up then they have to go for detention then saw binaya i laughed at him larhhs luckily she never see then tommy got caught for his hair peacock!then recess nothing to eat but ate laska the tom yam that pei qin ate damn hot can burning siah!then went back to class waited for geography so bored but it ended early.played a bit.yuzhen went to take chun wei bottle then sprayed water at him then he go spray back at her.then homeecons sian total diaster!the food sucks.then went to playground to slack before that go MAC pranked call some people.took photos of amanda and angie lawls!then in playground played the merry go round damn fun so giddy lorhhs!then wanted to take photos but rain faster run to shelter then played in th rain and take photos!then go mac to dry ourself up then stand outside mac discuss where we should head home de way then only xin wen and yuzhen go take bus the rest take MRT amanda have to take the other side of MRT pity her!then me angie and pei qin take to TPY know something but cant say it out!hahahas!
band is resuming soon !27 may is on a saturday i think!YAY!
xoxo,
---eileen
girlfriend+baobei
=my lorbes forever
i am not a rubbish neither am i a toy
when you feel like you play with me
when ou tired of me you throw me away
think what?i am a human okayys
i do have emotions
although i have lack of concern but no need you can
Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 7:52 PM
what you expect i 'am a human not a immortal
what is friendship?i doubt the meaning of it
you once said is forever
but now what?
last forever?
i dont think so
everytime you blow hot and cold towards me
we will make mistakes
you too
just that we dont want to point out
i hope this thing end as soon as possible
are you still my friend?
i dont think so
everytime you do something that hurt me i tolerated
but you did it once and again
never mind if is like that...
i think you rather be with your friends right.
i dont mind i do have mine too
you are the one being unreasonable
say people unreasonable
whatever now.
where is the trust i believe in you
are you still there my friend
there is a chance for turn backs
but i dont think you will even notice
this is just not you
think over have you ever did something wrong?
yes you did just that you didn't know
must it be everything be mine fault?
don't you have the blame too?
oh never mind
you said things that hurt all of us
what did we do?
we did nothing
even if we know that you were hurting us
we act as if we didn't know cause we want you as a friend
(this is to :sherine. the message up here.)
i seriously dont have the mood to go to school but can i dont go ...?no i dont have a choice.i have to attend school.i want to fal sick till friday at least i have time to think over...but also at the same time i want to attend school to be with friends?and so called "study" as well...everything although is going quite well for me i have some troubles that i have to solve it..i am having a tiny winy stress up here with me...can't the shadow leave me alone.why is it must always be me the one that have to cope with all this??i am not a im-mortal but i am a human i cant do things like a super hero that you want me do this i can do this...i am tired also..i cant cope things well why find me?i cant give you everything i possess in me...i want to get rid of this shadow but can i?i doubt whether i could i cant in fact...but how i am tired...very tired of this...i am just not the right person you could find for to cover things for you and take down the dark shadown over me...i'm just a normal mortal girl leaving in earth working hard for everything i want and also have fun in life why cant you just leave me?there is so many people out there why me??why me.......i cant accept the fate i have now can i escape?in school i am happy with my friends but am i sastified i guess not?maybe this is not i really wanted in life..what about family?forget about it although i know you have my welfare at heart but seriously is that what u all people really want me to ?everything i heard from each day is just naggings complain and unhappiness and even more than that..i just simply have no mood now neither do i have the mood to go to school or even revise work..i guess i shall either fall sick as soon as possible or even i could just go home straight away after school...my freedom is gone my mood is gone everything in my head now is problems....i wish this week could end soon..
xoxo,
---eileen
girlfriend + baobei
=my forever lorbes
= is the people i could turn to
squirrel family
=the place i can be at peace in.
i am just not a im mortal
everything you expect from
me may not be fulfill-ed
but at least i tried my very best
someone out there be my leaning shoulder..
my dear friend
Labels: low spirit
Saturday, May 9, 2009, 3:28 PM
such in a good mood today!!! now!!!
i am in a good mood today or even now!!THINK ALOT JUST NOW EARLY IN THE MORNING...like writting noted determined to do some toher things got SYF pieces from korkor all of them are nice larhhs!!then william send me the website to download msn plus is like so good last time i download so many times also cant...!now can!!argg is like so cool learnt alot of things from msn plus hahahah!SERIOUSLY IS SO COOL!IN A GOOD MOOD
XOXO,
----eileen
girlfriend-qing ai + baobei
=my lorbes
squirrel my lorbe too
Labels: GOOD MOOD
Friday, May 8, 2009, 9:22 PM
things i needa do
this will be a short post , post more tmr and picts will be promised!=]things i will need to do
=revise geography 1a & b
=revise mathematics
=do my literature(in class)
=loads more!
things need to buy
= full scap
=study planner /diary (ferr things i need to jot down)
=notebooks
=exercise books(notes)
=rubber bands(ferr hair)
= things i need!
this shall be all but ferr the things i need to do is diaster larhhs never bring most of them home!shall start studying everyday!=] proud of myself and also determined to write down noted in class and also bring my notes book if i can larhhs always lazy to bring heavy marhhs and also be more organised!!!lawls!hope girlfriend will feel better!=]baobei jiayOus!
xoxo,
----eileen
Thursday, May 7, 2009, 6:59 PM
CA1 are coming around or...has it even started?
i feel like studying ferr CA1??but my assessment books not good enuff lehhs...sian-ed...should i ask my mum to buy ferr me another new set??i think she would kill me cause i never finish my assessment books before/no got one time primary 4 the time hahahahs!!=] i am so feeling like studying ferr CA1 siah~!my hair very messy siah..Zzz regretted a bit ferr cutting my fringe the thing is this it is the long part wrong thing...nvm i now doing ACM project .tmr going out with yuzhen and pei qin and more i think??arggs sian-ed by the project....i just maybe want to be with my family now a feeling that is weird in school ?i guess??but nvm friends are much more important ..this problems i am facing now shall leave to the back...settle myself first..so should be alrights..Wednesday, May 6, 2009, 9:00 PM
spare a thought....can't you?
我不是玩具你可以跟我说话
可是不要要求我做什么
你只会玩弄我的感情
虽然我现在不是这么喜欢你了
你所作的一切
我可以原谅你可你不要以为我会做什么
我现在只在护朋友的友情爱情家人和学校
你可以不要进入我的人身吗？
我现在不想有一个不可靠的感情和宽我还呢么的小
多亏我还有我的情爱的人不需要你了吧。。。
我现在真得很烦恼。。。
你让开可以码放我一把。。。
我累了吧
我放了。。
再见。。
7:51 PM
happiness??
today morning rain very heavily siah thn go take bus walked in the rain to school wore a jacket larhhs..then today assembly in class good siah!!=)then played and chatted prasanth told us a story about bernard he called him(burnt the nard) funny siah then he say leamonade also it simply means urine larhhs...my temperature low today 36.1 was feeling very cold today morning...sian-ed..then english copied the passage then science went to comp lab chit chatted and also played games asked questions in th end towards the end of the class...then recess ate spagetti not really very nice but hungry so finish it all!!!=)then music waited ferr quite long then ms caneda came along asked me to tell the rest line up in 2s then lined up then go music room waited outside ferr damn long cause we noisy then pei qin wrote on my hand but so messy lerhhs so asked all my friends to sign the (girl) friends..xin wen signature very nice.then literature continued with the mr and ms twit class test i love my drawing part the most cause i like it!!habe to help george buy the pen ferr him.then ICT lessons today was fun!got new cher name mr kaydash he is not singaporean and george , yuzhen and bryan said he looked like jay chou a bit only the eyes then they say he shuai okay larhhs he man shuai derhhs then got a try on the camera then video-ed the act cool cher-mr lionel and also mr kaydash then got one part i video-ed until bryan doing "qi gong" dman funny i was like funny like siao..i grouped with siew lian joline and also bryan wanted to go with pei qin but cher alr say we all so no choice lorhhs then i guessed gf got angry??sorry luhhs!then ting qie but we needa meet mdm huzaifa ferr the home econs thingy wahh liao theory again this week i die lerhhs!!!=(
ting qie i write some words wrong lehhs xin wen thought i all correct go mark all tick then i tell her where lorhhs but i got 8 only i must jiayOus lerhhs gf today did a good job she really learnt ferr spelling!=]
then went to do project at TPY pulled bryan down but he dont want so nvm went with baobei anf girlfriend then walked to bradell eat first then eat saw jie yi there emo like that so poor thing then asked her over she doesn't want then we chatted william and frederick came along!chat with them about someone also i know something about her....then took photo went toilet ferr damn long frederick say we very long siah!=]then go TPY baobei gtg then 4 of us go only agreed to meet on monday to do project and shop!=]then go to the fair price to push girlfriend.she got lighter today but too bad the uncle call her come down fro mteh trolley whatever larhhs so kapo siah!=P then go to library then used computer watched the hotel626 video very scary siah!!!then listen to songs go abit of blog then me and girlfriend go find food makan alr then go back library ate cotton candy then i typed things on the comp then girlfriend read then william go meet siew lian then me girlfriend and frederick go back then he walked the other side me and girlfriend go interchange then i told her about old idiot which my aunt ask me call my grandmother then we keep laughing went to popular but nvr buy any thing girlfriend eep laughing about tiek korh / old idiot and also young chee wai!lame siah then i go back lerhhs sorry arh girlfriend i needa go then took bus bought dinner saw aunty walked back with her and also saw my neighbour's baby so cute eyes so BIG!!baby girl her name is sherline koh kai ling .so nice name rights!!=]realised my surname supposed to be khoo lorhhs my aunt say my grandfather that time dunno how to read or write so any how put how he thinks it is while ferr my cousin and uncle too bad surname is poo while is my grandfather side so is like total diff family my surname supposed to be khoo funny siah :wonder if it is that means my name will be -khoo yi ning .weird!but my mum say it supposed to be eileen khoo xiu xuan if i change it back and change chinese name if not follow my father then it is -eileen tay xiu ling but if never change liaos follow my father then -eileen tay xiu xuan..funny names my mother explained to me the whole dinner....sian-ed.....haished~tmr got PE siah also do project!!!:):]=]
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
girlfriend-qing ai + baobei
=my lorbes!=]
squirrel family too!!!
Labels: forgiveness
Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 7:32 PM
long time no post lerhhs
it has been a long time since i post lerhhs.yeash!okay letts start on saturday went out with shifaa and aisya to WILD WILD WET!is sad that so little people go lorhhs!quite fun larhhs actually..Zzz.monday 4 may 2009
dont really remembered waht happen but i briefly say waht happened .reached school at about near 8 then the door opened went in then go ferr assembly with girlfriend and bao bei then girlfriend sat right behind while me and baobei sit infront then go back class ferr temperature taking i always get 36.9 or 7 must see first then maths lesson so sian-ed larhhs..haished~then recess didn't eat or even drink like so hungry marhhs!then english then chinese llorhhs was asking chun wei about someone someone and someone.he damn heartless siah.nvm then science like so boring siah sleep better!!!then go TPY with girlfriend and baobei then girlfriend keep see ing until friends and something happened tell you waht went to check out ferr the cake before that go to bradell mac then ate xin wen and angie left then we went out saw chun wei out side siah.took picts of him lazy to upload....Zzzz....then find ferr the cake go TPY then they say delivery is like $20 ?!WTF?!which delivery so ex derhhs still say waht :all is like this price no any cheaper!"go die larhhs i go the other cake shop $10 only still say waht normal is 20 bucks must well go die burnt you hell notes??!!!then i bought a toy that can record voice derhhs then went to shop shop gf and bb go makan i just drank then saw fiona and chris then see until gf friends again??then go shop n save push gf in trolley nearly died people say i forgot bring her baby bottle and how much is her is she on sale??!funny siah then bought party things...ex siah then went home got nagged by my mother.sian-ed!:(then whole day scold me larhhs!dont bother about her lerhhs!
tuesday 5 may 2009
today nearly died of carrying the stupid things!nvm then waited outside the door then went in lerhhs put the party food and snacks under the umbrella went ferr assembly with gf and baobei again today maths mdm lim never come!YOOHOO chit chatted with fiona gf and sulastri talked about reborn friends things..??something like that??then go back class habe science climb up again siah tired!then didn't listen to class just chatted then went ferr recess with gf and bb then this stupid calvin come hit him hten his friend want hit me back do i look like i care?!hit then hit lorhhs!then amanda and xinwen so called carried us when we eating then go back class on the way gf got irritated ...relax arhhs!:)smile always!then english lesson did a test got full marks!!=)happy!!then art lesson so boring just did a so called essay and took temperature got 36.9??yeash!then history got test siah then got revision mr gan talked about it i called mr gan mr ganesh????!xin wen and angie laughed at me got new nick ferr sitaa -shousitaa!hehe created by me!then was drawing things then go ferr live lesson party!!the thing is i got chosen to say the blow wind blow thingy cause she say i talk too much?!whatever then i saw blow wind blow they say blow waht i said craps infront then finally stay in TPY people..lawls hten sat down lazy to walk lerhhs awhile i go take my camera lerhhs take photos then ate i didn't eat much snacks i eat only then helped cher to carry things!!then i like santa claus then me and siew lian eat the lolli finsh share larhhs my les marhhs...joline look better in specs then chinese lesson then go to the TPY to slack eat things then saw gf friend then go lib saw samy saren and murali touched them samy scared of us!lawls saw those 2 people they stalked them then go shop n save again pushed gf in trolley again?!tired i said she got heavier lerhhsyest lighter funny siah then i chiong homed after that got scoldings again met juniors knn this junior come dee siao me warn you larhhs i got your cher handphone number anw i just complained to the cher!=)
bye maybe slacking with gf and bb again!who knows??
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
girlfriend-qing ai + baobei
=my lorbes
squirrel family too!
Labels: justthinkingofyou;flash back
Friday, May 1, 2009, 10:00 AM
i cant forgive you for this
i seriously cant stand you mother.the only thing is you nag at me and you only listen to them not me?!i dont have a rights to stand out my own??yesterday i asked if i could go wild wild wet you argeed then when you come back just because you listen to the stupid CB aunties and grandma you nag at me scolded me threatened me hit me pinch me .i am not your punching bag kayys!i got my own life while you have yours also dont interfere in my life..you always break your promise infront of my friends you act as if you are a good mother but at home and always in my heart you are not a good mother you are just a lowly mother of mine!ZZZ you are not that great to me i could have just run away from home far far away from here and never want to see you again .you are bias larhhs only know how to treat your precious as princess while me is just rubbish.yarh larh yarh larh know how to neglect me throw me aside ask you to give me abit more money scold me lerhhs seriously if i am not your real daughter just tell me at least i can find a place to leave myself then you scolding me here i am sick of it..i think i had let my friends down i alr said that i can go out with them but now i cant tell them i cant go cause my phone consificated and its not with me teh number..sorry people !i am freaking fed up now.i had write my feelings in the friendship book now the only thing i can do is to rant here.in school with my friends i am always happy cheerful but here alwaYS let me down.fine i shall ignnore you .everything is in the friendship book alr so truth is there.i dont bother alr!sorry guys i cant go and cant contact you!=(Labels: hate you
Thursday, April 30, 2009, 7:21 PM
you keep reminding me when you stood by me
is like so long since i had blogged??promised girlfriend to blog today!hehes~lets see when i didn't blog..hmmmm.....seems since tuesday i didn't blog so i shall start with tuesday28 april 2009,
argg collected ex-link card today and ms mala made us stay back siah cause of disipline issues but she good let us go earlier siah!was the first time i said her good!so first lesson was english lame siah mrs koh made us do the newspaper thing got this issue that if we one day late minus one mark then etc...after that maths!~~wahh siao go die larhs maths......boring and boring and even more boring-ness after that recess went to makan but instead dunno waht i did?!nvm !then talk about science i sat right behind and slacked didn't listen to waht mr ganesh was saying doing my own things..Zzz....ART siah i suppose to lorbe art but is god-damn boring serhs!!!scolded us say why we didn't take our things along and blah blah is like ms jiang dunno put where derhs lorh come blame us ferr???forget it...Zzz then history it was raining heavily switch off all teh lights so shuang can!!the wind come in the door closed so cozy!live lesson ms mala gave out ez-link card guess waht IT SUCKS!it used the primary school photo siah go die larhs!!!so ugly can!wasted our money paying the photos then where our photos went too??!!wasted!!then chinese listened to class like so guai like that cher changed our places chun wei is like behind me?!Zzzzthen after that stayed back ferr the discipline issue that just mentioned just now!then slacked at MAC with girlfriend and baobei ...alot things happened!
29 april 2009
today is teacher's period didn't quite remember waht happened someone came in to check our class cleanliness got 24 only must improve siah i am starting to hate chinese compo writting !ZZZ then english copied down the cloze passage tahts all then science went to com lab slacked there then played there thats all then needa stay back after school ferr the test siah!!then recess ate with bao bei girlfriend and lijing rice ferr me and mee hoon for th rest!then waited ferr ms caneda ferr musci but she never come lehhs the whole class like so luan!mr singh came in scolded us reprimanded us ferr niosy then chun played with the book chun wei go din mr singh good job siah chun wei!police man hahaahha mr singh lorhs!then ms caneda never come th whole period happy serhs!then literature class habe a test about mr and mrs twit funny i draw both of them like dirt fellow then ms yue say taht draw the more disgusting it is more marks you will get is like OMFG then the words thingy she say mroe disgusting it is more marks we will get also vomit then you know arhh!then ICT lesson mr lionel teach siah!happy!=)=]] then went in i did everything william helped me actually !hahaahah then this mr lionel ask whether i got sister below is the conversation:
act cool cher:you got sister anot?
me:yesh.
act cool cher:really arh?!how old?
me:25 .why?interested harh?
act cool cher:hmm.attached?
me:yesh.
act cool cher:introduce to me lehhs
me:she attached for 5 years lerhhs!
act cool cher: really arh then cant break them up!
me:yesh exactly!
me:actually i got another sister
act cool cher:ohh really?how old?
me:23
act cool cher:attached anot?
me:nope!
act cool cher:really arhhs?!
me:yesh not gonna introduce to you plus also she got terms ferr guys being her boyfriend!got high expectations derhs!
act cool cher:what kind condition?
me:hmmm.must be shuai , patience, caring , kind ,helpful ,sweet ,very consious in waht is doing and also clever!
act cool cher:what is your definition of shuai and blah blah?
me:(silence)
me:okay larhs the elder one is shi yun(Si yun)
second one is shi hui (Si hui).
act cool cher:not interested liaos!
me:okay lorh nvm derhs~
so this waht what happened then also george and the rest watching ghost thingy then yuzhen go sit right infront watch ghost car damn funny siah she shouted the otehr one is dunno what i see her shout i also shout siah!!then chinese lorhhs did same thing then forget lerhs
30 april 2009
today reached school asked ferr sulastri!lawls!then is assembly went down ferr it then in te sun argg dying siah!then temperature taking go die siah everyone okay alr i still taking so psps then i faster take down!hahah!then english lesson mrs koh hair style damn funny today!ahahahahahahh!laughing all the way then something happened before that they got a conflict within yuzhen and peiqin they alright after that lerhhs!english marked people's paper saren got mine kayys?!whatever!then mrs koh fa huo siah scary>?!then got a little test cloze and blahs i didn't know behind habe cans!!!then faster chiong do in the end got 9/20 go die fail siah then got project ACM thingy then maths lerhhs!mdm lim gave sweets today !Ooooo nice of her!the ate the sweet after maths go to 1n1 take PE clothings go change lerhhs then went down ferr recess die liaos lorh eat abit only smugled drinks up!lawls then PE got napha test nad totally suck got 11.6 seconds for the shuttle run is quite good compared to primary school i think??then played around went ferr a run but never run walk only got disturb 1t1a sun yan i finally know his name lerhhs disturb muahahahahah who ask him disturb me!argg!then played went to change then went back to class nearly died late ferr science class i dont bother walked there didn't pushed up my tie cause freaking lazy!the go lab then push up my tie then talk and talk and talk talking about this me and xin wen was like saying that mr gnaesh boasting we siad in chinese we were like blow bull hahhaha in chinese translation then also xiang dan nian funny siah!learnt malay also bodoh!aisya teached me!makakakaka wakakakaak then chinese cher gave sweets again we saying mdm lim and mdm tan santa claus siah!assembly after that got exam ferr chinese okay larhs quite easy got all correct!muahahaha then ate mint choco stole bryan's pocky who ask him never keep properly!then george sit behind me siah die liaos yuzhen kapt moving backwards then played pass down the message the whole assembly george make fun of the prize winners name siah say monica is mio ni ka sinh funny siah!then pass down the message damn funny hit my legs blah blah hand also others george tickle me siah then rubbed my leg pain siah!!!!!!=() then so quiet awhile we noisy then sent back to class earlier cause ms fauziah say we good then got this moment ms fauziah talk then clapped hands then awhile later again clapped hand then again and again then after that went to bishan with girlfriend then after that went my house this yuzhen ask me say yong cheng or something like that then the guy turned back..lawls..not shuai derhs!then slacked at my house she snatched my pillow and she zi- lian-ed mauhahaha then sent her to bus stop pei her wait ferr bus then i went home now chatting !Oo i am happy today!
xoxo,
---eileen
- Y I N I N G G
- E I L E E N
xiao tian
mango
baobei+girlfriend-qing ai
=my lorbes!
squirrel family <3
Labels: enuff of what i thoughht of you can forget??
Monday, April 27, 2009, 6:12 PM
loveisnotme
today got moving monday for performing arts is like so sian siah!woke up as usual time then meet with joline go foyer waited fro the rest fall in did drills expected we the otehr group with elisa is better then the otehr one see proves we are good lorhs!but i still cant do it quite well got this boy he keep moving i was like can you please dont move cause we do standard drills turn thingy then we turn behind so two feet parallel each other then he figid loads of times!i keep laughing then got this time elisa say want show us then okay lorh then this eddie and sharon thought needa move then nvm sharon turn to the right cause the command is right then eddie wrong turn to the left then is like he taking advantage of sharon?!thats waht elisa say!funny siah i keep laughing lorhs!then eddie saim liaos lorh!then go back class tke uniform then too bad no toilets i just wear over it lorhs is like god damn hot!!!:@then go back class for emaths got bored siah!today mdm lim angry with khadijah taht dirty fellow!yucks!eyer!then recess time lerhs i didnt change lazy ate a bit then throw lerhs then went up drink water wait for mrs koh to come did a test comprehension derhs i think i will fail that time i got highest see i can maintain anots!then chinese is like i searching for science textbook siah!thought i lost rmb that i left it at home i bought this book to write my homework / CCA dates / stay backs / tests also!quite nice actually xin tong to use it!the science i move to teh back wasn't listening to class was writting somethings and day dreaming!muahaah mr ganesh dont scold derh lorhs!then have stupid home cons stay back dunno stay for how long lerhs waited for her then i thought very long end up so short 10 mins only then go canteen amanda threaten to throw yuzhen's bottle and only if she go sit behind _ _ _ _ _ _ _ then seh will return then i go walk pass and sit there then yuzhen walk across this _ _ _ _ _ _ _ look back gave a what the hell expression siah!then go bradell but go eat maggi first siah then ate bread also diaster came right after the other saw sitaa stalked him go up then pei qin infront me then the dog suddenly barj pei qin nvr see then i not scared marhs they all run away search for sitaa then gave up they dont want cross cause of dogs i LORBE DOGS!they kawaii~ then let them ran pass teh dog seee also bark marhs ran serhs they!aiyo yuzhen wei lerh _ _ _ _ _ _ _ dont scared of dog!then go mac saw jeng min and chris then sat beside went toilet take photo and you know.... and also i change into uniform cause inside got PE shirt damn hot siah weather!then chat take photos and ate!skip !go take 231 headed back home then saw my bus chiong go take sorry arhhs yuzhen nvr pei you!:( hope tmr will be a better day!
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
baobei + girlfriiend-qingai=my lorbes
squirrel family too!
Labels: hateitlikethis
Sunday, April 26, 2009, 12:47 PM
napha
my napha confirm fail lerhs i thought is not napha just pratice wah siao die liaos my sit up only 12 and standing broad jumo 145 only this napha is the worst napha i ever had i never retest before siah!!forget it i shall do my best in teh other stations and 2.4km run!:(i am so gonna do my best lorhs!~~ i am gonna re-take kayys!sucks!hope band will resume as soon as possible but seniors are having exams just wish them goodluck!:)tmr got school lerhs and is performing arts turn to have moving monday we only had once thats good for us!i bought loads of new things tmr bringing barhs i still want a new bag but i decided not to irritate my mum to buy for me like i am last time should wait till next year or save myself decided not to do things that i did before!so awaiting for tmr!:)xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
baobei+girlfriend-qingai=my lorbes
squirrel family too!
Saturday, April 25, 2009, 8:37 PM
photos and photos!
i saw indians and indians and even more indians today khadijah and razeen was here today lawls!
8:11 PM
nice one
today was exactly a fruitful day for me!:)woke up at 9 as expected then watched television obviously i did my daily routine then ate breakfast waited for yuzhen's message then changed took a cab down to TPY central and yuzhen was surprisingly earlier than me!cheers!after meeting her took 88 to bishan we took photos in the bus then knew that after going out yuzhen going out with her mum to get her things :wallet and pencil case! admiring her lorhs !so good at least her mum goes out with her to buy things she want unlike my mum always not at home leaving me alone...Zzz sian!forget it lets continue out topic!reached there bought tickets first then shopped at the dvd shop listened to a song called "二缺一"i think?then went to popular feel like buying back my twilight but scared no money decided to come another ask mum for money to buy the whole series siah!SAVE SAVE SAVE!then went all over we used popular the marker to write the tag that yuzhen had..then she hang onto her phone then went to makan i ate pepper lunch while girlfriend-qingai ate chicken rice this was the conversationme:you everyday eat not sian de mehs?
her:no cos is nice so will not sian!
me:i want go buy drinks
her:ahh!help me buy also!
(gave me money)
me:better not eat my food arh!
her:(silence)
me:(went to buy drinks)
me:(came back saw her scooping my rice)
me:say ah ah ah take my food!
her:*smiles*
her:kept eating my food!
after that conversion we took photos also at the end we snatch food lorhs!lawls!so childish rights?? i know it is!in the end gave in to her!then walked to somewhere to see things then went down buy yami yohurt dunno how to play with yuzhen's DS she got pissed off my me !hhaahah then went up see things again then she go buy drinks while i took photo!i think my hair look nice today??the rushed for time to go into cinema then sat down saw boys there thought not our seats in the end is our seats siah!suay!go die larh they damn noisy lorh the story very nice siah!planning to watch hannah montana show another day one day jiu dui lerhs!inviting aisya they all!:)then after movie urgent for toilet went back the path but they say walk donw then i walk down we damn urgent for toilet then rish down in the end dunno where we are i told yuzhen to go library toilet so we did but went to 4th floor is one person toliet so cant went second floor cant then went to 3rd floor then can dont understand why the people dont want go in the last one i dont care just went in urgent marhs then yuzhen dunno go where.i came out thought that she say she in beside me toilet waited for her but in the end not her saw her outside waiting fro handicap de toilet asked her go in the chiong go toilet after that we all relieve siah so shuang then i went AMK meet aisya and sulastri whike yuzhen went back then waited for them at MRT then they appeared aisya couldn't regonise me only sulastri saw me went to the hub shopped went to toilet took photos then go shop around then went backs lerhs!so sian can!go back got nagging when i go back lorhs on the way my house there got shuai ge i think he knows me cos i think he is familiar oh whatever!now thinking whether to upload photos ?see my mood!
xoxo,
---eileen
xiaotian
mango
baobei+girlfriend-qingai=my lorbes
as well as squirrel family!!!
Friday, April 24, 2009, 10:18 PM
another thing
another thing to add i seriously want band badly super duper badly cos is fun spend my time on something i love and devoted to it!:)
10:18 PM
another thing
another thing to add i seriously want band badly super duper badly cos is fun spend my time on something i love and devoted to it!:)
9:58 PM
ilovewhatilove
this post is for some people out therei love my seniors
i love my friends
i love my family
and that will never end
i love my life
i love my freedom
i love everything
except you in a lier plan
i love things i treasure
i love whatever i think is true
i love just what i think is surppose for me
and you will never be in me
i love band
i love school
i love my class
dont try to come and destroy my life
i love the right guy
i love my feelings
i love almost everything
and you will never change
you try destroying any of what i love and he consequences you face it.this is to the particular person.if you destroy any one of this dont blame me for being a "unreasonable" person to deal with you .you destroy my feelings i hate you . you destroy my friendship i hate you . you destroy band I HATE YOU .and for the rest thats basically I HATE YOU
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
and thats forever true
i hate your dumb thinking
i hate your irresponsible act
i hate your stupidness
and thats all i hate you part of me
i hate your selfish-ness
i hate your "true" love towards me
i hate everything about you
just because you did something
I JUST HATE EVERYTHING YOU DID TOWARDS ME INDIRECTLY YOU ARE HURTING ME FORCEFULLY I HATE YOU......I HATE YOU ......i hate you......
Labels: ihateialwayshate
9:51 PM
tired
twenty-forth.april.two thousand and nine . nine fifty-five pmi am tired of all this
release me form the pain
let me go to a far away place
avoid you and dont want to see you
i hope things will go just as expected
hope my desires will come true
go away from me
i hate you
leave me alone
i will be fine
just will be the old me
i love what i should love
i care what i care
i treasure what i always travel
so go away
i am not someone that you can treat as a spare tyre
stop lying to me
i can forgive you
but dont expect anything from me
i know the reasons why are you doing this
just because of something
i hate your attitude towards this
i shall remain how i am now and ever
it will not change
unless i really love the person
but i am sure you are not the one
i am blind to like you last time
i learnt my mistake
you this lier
i never believe you again...
Labels: go far away from here a place that have peace
7:19 PM
i hope it goes well
lets talk about today..reached school then lent yuzhen the story book then pass her lollipops then showed her what _ _ _ _ _ _ _ did yesterday during maths remedia then li jing keep disturbing me give her extra then she go bother siew lian also.....when going for assembly outisde class korkorcame wanting to pass yuzhen charger but yuzhen dont need alr korkor explained to her until bu nai fan...hmmm the called him squirrel first time talked to him for a conversation so long...Zzzz then went down bringing my new story book hten suay suay no reading period...sian i wnat read de leh...went back to class to do the reading of paper....lawls then after that geography doth e stupid thingy map reading then is like i am the one and only can answer the question you still say me last time in class mouth muscle cant stop....Zzz then maths class asked permission to move infront msm lim allowed yuzhen keep turning back mdm lim so called nag at her then me and sulastri rarely talked cos i alr xi guan in maths class dont talk alr so not a problem then recess i bought maggi wan ton 4 people share siah!!!!so messy then walked away counselor come ask whose one then explained sian siah!i got harassed bu xinwen then angie wanted to murder and molest me so sia suay can!!!!!!then went back to class waited for english went through the comprehension sian siah the home econs mdm huzaifa never come ms tan came take over scolded class cant control the whole class i guai gaui there do finish passed up helped pei qin chat with yuzhen pei qin then came up with idea then went to toilet with yuzhen pass by 3n1 to bad xxxxxxx sleeping then went back to class someone passed me paper...WHATEVER...then went to bishan with amanda pei qin and yuzhen then damn funny we ran to stop the bus the thing is yuzhen was left behind then managed to get into the bus then reached bishan went to buy food went to foot court after a while amanda went while we shopped at bishan a while then go bugis lerh there very fun siah i bought a water bottle small bag a book and 2 pens pei qin bought some things also plannign to go somewhere tmr also!!:)after that bought mocca ice blended boarded 88 went upstairs sit got one beattyian yuzhen say that he like taking photo of our XX then we laughed like siao in bishan cos of TIEK KORH!!!then to lib got 3 girls kao pei nvm whatever they no whether girl or boy asked yuzhen hw to spell...lorh think they waht coem stare and us dee siao us like they big arh we zi lian in mirror also pei qin snatched her toilet then used the computer a while then went back lerhs!!awaiting for tmr!!:)photos will be updated next post!promise!
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
baobei and girlfriend-qingai is my lorbes!:)
korkor squirrel together forever!!!
Labels: just hope i love you
Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 7:10 PM
i am getting sick of it
me and yuzhen at the MRT station 
at coffee bean slacking the time
my zilian-ness
our drinks
again me and my zi lian -nessseriously my eye-sight is getting worse ...Zzz now my mum say i must wear almost everytime not like last time can dont wear like almost everytime..hais but i can dont wear sometimes larh but better listen to mother if not she murder me she just wouldn't change my specs for me...argg i want a new one!:( i finally bought my ipod, new wallet and the chain that suppose to hang on bag that says:its mine dont touch it! i s like so nice?!these few days slack at coffee bean in bishan so we are regular customers got bishan and coffee bean!today morning on the bus saw lijing sat with her in the bus then went to buythings from the small shop loads of things went to shop a bit at the other shop then walked to school it was raining we were like damn cold?!saw tze ching near the bus stop then reached school open my umbrella to let it dry then went for assembly then first lesson english mrs koh scolding lorhs then maths is like boring?!then recess rance sat behind us then he asked who is the one with the blue specs then we said his name this yuzhen go call out his name hai wo!then called me loh tai tai IAMNOTOKAYS!then went back to class geography lesson then i guai de lorh then izzad talk to me then i turn back only she say what my mouth muscles cant sop exercising de what the hell larh!Zzz then home econs is is theory so boring disturb kai jie the whole home econs then i never bring my pencil case today so sad can!then someone vandalised the table of mdm huzaifah's then it was khadijah i saw her she just wouldn't admit de lorh!nvm then assembly for part of live lessons then went back class for live lessons drew things like shit then swept the floor then chinese lessons do the zuo ye i finished then help people then go to bishan walked with yuzhen to buy the bubble tea then take MRT to bishan bought chicken korean rice cake and mocca ice blended yuzhen keep drinking mine hai wo bangrupt then slack there did my hwk while yuzhen take photos i also got take then went window shopping then go back lerhs these are the photos!
xoxo,
----eileen
mango
xiaotian
Labels: giveup
Sunday, April 19, 2009, 3:28 PM
BMB is the best
hais din't post for like damn long?!and yuzhen asking me to post....so i shall post !Zzz.17 april 2009 friday,
early in the morning go buy candies cause promised sitaa they all i wil buy for them.then went to take bus then reached school saw "sophia" then talked abit then went to class lerh then someone tell me about something disgusting then is like predicted?! i dont care!then geography lesson is like do boring i was yawning and copying teh lyrics for "i'll remember you-no secrets"we suppose to sing it for the BMB graduating seniors!then this bryan come say "xiao mei mei next page liao"i look at him say"die bryan"translated to english"funny siah then mathematics as usual boring*then english we weer like going to count down until 10 then near to 10 this yuzehn got punished funny siah but still we didn't count down cause releassed us a bit later then st the corridor yuzhen climbed on me my whole body weent down she so heavy!no offence i dying lerh!then went to bus stop to take bus to bishan went to TPY first on th bus 88 on th way to bishan got scolded by bus uncle cos we ran around upstairs cos nobody before that i predicted to yuzhen that scarly the uncle stop the bus come scold us or ask us get down the bus then is like so true then we guai guai sit down never move then got down the bus went to junction 8 found out that yuzhen's wallet lost then the whole way she was like :"my wallet my wallet my wallet my wallet my wallet my wallet my wallet my wallet my wallet my wallet!then after a while go back tpy then she cooled down stopped talking about it then went to popular bought the paper for stars and pens scissors then went to TPY saw joline ans siew lian on the way when go back to beatty i folded the stars and then went to see seniors practising for the AA and POP funny siah this yuzhen go knock into the metal covering hte sound damn loud the seniors all saw us..Zzzthen went to help mdm tan for the AA we not allowed dew but cher let us we helped like siao deliver things aroundd then push water sit obn the roller thingy then after a while e ran all around then 6 plus lerh this girl guide come insulting us is like we helping for loads of things you insulted us?! for what ?!say what we not wearing blue uni we wearing white we not girl guides we not fit to help to pour drinks and the girl is chantel from 2e2 .so insulting can!we gave mdm tan fazce never scold her bakc then dont want mdm tan to worry about us we lied that tmr we got band but is true act that we tierd then walked aways talked and cursed her all the way..then i went back lerh this was how th day ended..Zzz prepared for tmr bnad must wake up early for POP.
18 april 2009 saturday
woke up at 5 45 changed brought kor's bday present and went down to get a cabbie with mum she alighted at the bus stop near dunno where while i continued my trip to school she gave me 20 buckss for the fare more then enuff!kept the rest then went schooll saw bryan from trumpet setion and justin followed by someone sat at the foyer talked on the phone then awhile lijing sharon joline yuzhen they all come alr headed to band room did abit drills as a patoon i think so is spelled like this thne went down for parade standed there for 30 mins weather very hot delys fainted min ji not feeling well then dunno who cos cant see.then after taht still needa stand to dismiss then rested drank H20 then went to ava room listen to the graduating seniors playing their piece and so called teared took video elisa tze ching li ying swan keng joline zhi qing cried there rest not sure is no touching can!sopps*they needa leave soon chers talke d about th graduating seniors to us and we eve n got small gifts from them then passed kor the present went to band room again cant bring back instrument is like so Zzz mr lim ar......anyway conguate this seniors becoming the leaders : elisa swan keng yijie and johnathan !must jiayous!then not feeling after reacching home slept till 5 plus near 6 then 9 like that chat to kor and swan keng .talked to swan keng about disciplined she agreed almost what i said about disciplined then i say that i am trying to be disciplined she say ohh okay thats good!also said all of us must be disciplined!so we must jiayous!after that kor say wann teach how to play piano after his o levels!smiles*guitar i will be learning too!thn went to sleep at 5 pluswoke up sis said taht kitchen flooding with water i scared until woek up see the rain coming in never close the window is like we all dunno later flood the whole house ar!cleaned up rthen went back to sleep until 9 eat breakfast do daily routine watched television ate loads of things and chattign with people!hope tmr can get my ipod !wish me goodluck!freedom!HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR PLUS JEROME AND GOT SURPRISE LATER FOR KOR!BMB discipline!
xoxo,
---eileen
mango
xiaotian
Labels: mustbecheerful..learningtobe....
Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 5:53 PM
what you think
i felt much much much better after last night talking to ahkorkor tell me something i really should learn!so thats my ah kor!lets start off with today's topic:reached school sat with siew lian and angie waited for the door to open folded stars for someone i will tell you when the birthday reaches!then went inMonday, April 13, 2009, 8:44 PM
truly very troubled this time
haisss i think i really so have moodswings i dont know or maybe not........i feeling damn moody and troubled now lehhs...Zzzzdunno about what maybe is:friends?school?life?family? i think mostly is the in front one de....decided that everything i do now is for BAND FRIENDS FAMILY thats all!not for me!once what i did what i think is for me i will be very troubled after that this is what i realised ...is someone out there that can listen to my troubles?lend me a listening ear?nvm i will over come this myself all alone i sure i can.......i seriously damn troubled about loads of things....Zzz nvm lets talk about today:went to school early but door not open saw peiqin that chatted 1n2 class open we tried like got this 1n2 student then we will shout out say 1n2 classmate cos that they locked up the door...then sulastri came along walked one big round and also did my maths then went in to class let sulastri copy my english then waited for people then go down for assembly lerh...then half way alot of bandsmen from junior de go out i was like telling yuzhen that why all is band de arh then i asked choy yin she say yarh needa go is like they never tell us then if i never ask will it be we will never go and get to know about band?!Zzz then went say that got passing out parade for the band that the seniors will graduate from band lerhh sec 4 de larh...sad right especially my nuttykor .nvm!we love BAND!!:)then came back go back class prepared for maths class tehn go up is damn boring dunno shit what larh!skip...then recess went down to eat suay right that i bought a drink then wanted to hit on calvin loh then the drink drop damnit right!dunno go where also then is like i needa but another one again?!sian ate wan ton mee tehn half way george call me then i was thinking who call me arh then i looked there saw someone i shouldn't see...Zzz then turn back ignored him then talked about tianran jovan was here too....then me and xinwen say we drink finsh act that we smuggle drink but not fun lorh nobody noticed us AT ALL...then went back to class then it was english then my work was called out to present is like DUH~so psps can but i love my handwritting lorh!muaucks!!sheshhhs the nwent back got pi bing by mrs koh is like WHATEVER~ then chinese moved actually got spelling but the class didn't know so skipped to tmr then half way teacher was angry cos of small matters then flare up lerh cna?!sorting out facts to us...Zzz then science ask us do chapter 5 i didn't really do then this tommy so called lost his classroom key then before that i was ttelling dannica that scarly lost the nhe die!the n really missing...then went to bishan with amanda and xiao mao then amanda friend call magdeline came along with us then the 2 girls beside us was so called talking about us bad mouth us i think so?then went window shopping see until the edwin i think his name is like that that amanda go take yuzhen umbrella yuzhen so call got angry the nwent to meet her go beatty but i asked the ipod price surprised to know was that expensive...Zzz sad for me siah!!!then see band in beatty design b'day cards rance come disturb yuzhen take her b'day card then he read one then he say:dear ahpa ohh so sweet~ so funny siah then also say scarly i make you as black as the khadijah arh!funny then we went back lerh so troubled now but feeling better lerh!:)xoxo,
---eileen
mango
xiaotian
xiaomao<3
banana<3
ahkorkor<3
lychee<3
honeydew<3 and fruit gans!
Labels: bandwillbemygoal
Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 7:48 PM
whatdoyouthink
this few days quite late then reach school.on the way saw jie yi talked to her lorh then saw joline walk into the school together bryan also lawls....then go to class unfold skirt push up tie then go to assembly lerh.mrs tanny check again.anyway saw chia yu late plus also yuzhen say he look like a squirrel is like so funny lorhs....then we went back to class and it is form teacher period ms mala changed my seat still i am prasanth neighbour ...Zzz then 1T1 is selling balloons i bought 1 only i hope tmr got sell still!thursday got sell barh...dorts.lawls.then recess this yuzhen go take jieyi's balloon for FREE .jie yi was like running after us!shshshsh!then went back to class forgotten that i am suppose to sit at the centre go to th back but end up realise that is in the center ...then music ms caneda nvr come so relief teacher relief the class we so noisy go outside chiong buy balloons but cant buy to much i got big note so ask prasanth help me pay!:)smiles!muahahahah!then literature ms yue was angry with loads of people dont understand why she always need to shout in to the mike lorh...sian.then ICT lessons i must admit i dont do anything at all yuzhen keep saying bei jing kao ya...then they keep laughing me and joline listen to music then chinese mdm tan forgot that she have lessons with us then bryan go call go mdm tan then we do worksheet then go change go for wushu test so lan lorh me i so called fail but in the end pass leh!then go bishan with amanda and yuzhen talked about FBI loads of things too then soon aisya came along.we go with aisya to buy her present for her friend then took photos then me and yuzhen go beatty amanda go back and aisya go KFC then in beatty saw band !<3ahhahah then rance was there wevery noisy the nhe say"shut up larh"then say yuzhen that he tolerated her for very long also dunno why!we keep laughing we took his stick the balloon de.then keep it after that return then went back walked with siew lian also then i go home lerh now over here haven bathe yet i so poor thing lorh can!plus the wushu test damn psps 1N2 over there siah then i do like damn siao char bo...believemeiloveyou
xoxo,
----eileen
mango
xiaotian
xiaomao<3 miacks
Labels: ilovexiaomaoloadsand1n1
Tuesday, April 7, 2009, 7:08 PM
photos
GRADUATION IMAGES!
THIS ARE THE PHOTOS THAT I PROMISED AND TOOK!SO PHOTOGRAPHIC RIGHT?!I KNOW!HAAHAHHA:)SOME IS MY GRADUATION PHOTOS!MIACKS!Vandalized at the playground FRUIT GANS!when in the movie watching"race to the witch moutain "with yuzhen!in the cinema!:)
our neoprints took with joline siew lian !we wanted to write this word near to yes sir then i thought yes sir then i wrote that then also the actions damn nice!!:)i love it!see i so clever thought of this word and action!!muahahaha
this is when we in bugis then walked to sim lim square to find joline's mum for $$ so funny!In the MRT on a long ride then half way took it very nice!:)
lets talk about today!ahahah the post is long cos of picts cos very long nvr upload marhs!:)today reach school a bit late cos i lazy wake up keep slacking at home then gang gang hao de bus come!muahahahah!then buy some things then walk to school lerh then unfold skirt push up tie went down .today mrs tanny koh check again she keep shouting and blah blah larh her we all so guai nvr fold skirt!heck care her then went back class i whole day nvr fold back skirt!proud!:)then it was mathematics today wasn't that bad just that mdm lim scolded people include me that i nvr stay back for the maths and also walking up slowly....science after that mr ganesh nvr come got relief teacher then didn't do the work but played chat until recess!recess ate potato chips but linford got chocolates then snatached from sitaa they all managed to get one box but very fast finishh lerh!...then the stupid poh jiew phui come disturb me....i tolerate liao horh if not i give him one tight slap in his face think i care?!NO WAY!bleah!:Pthen mrs koh came in for english did the quiz reading the newspaper....then art lesson quite fun today painting paint on my hand wanted to scare william and spray water at him but in the end spray until alvin!hhaahahh psps!:Pthen history i never once listened but i so called listen today !keep ignoring yuzhen!:Pthen live lesson very boring....talked about temper and talked about the cclass things then say what drink sweet drinks pay $1 and dunno $2 for what shit larh MONEY FACE!then yuzhen gotta pay $5 feel so sad for her pity you yuzehn!then chinese class write on amanda AB book then did the chinese chao xie thats all!went to bishan with xin wen yuzhen and angie took photos some is up thr some only some i lazy upload psps!=Pnow chatting with yuzhen played with neighbour just now felt quite bored now tlaking to yuzhen she is missing someone~YAY!TMR GOT BAND SERHS!BUT SHITTY SHIT GOT WUSHU THINGY HOPE I PASS BUT GURANTEE LAN DE I AM SURE YUZHEN WILL LAUGH DURING THE TEST TMR!YES YUZHEN???TAGG ME HORH PEOPLE THANKS!=Pmiacks!
tryingmybestnottohateyou
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
xiaomao<3 miacks!
Labels: justwhoyouare;justwannabewithyou
Saturday, April 4, 2009, 4:28 PM
JUSTBEYOURSELF
today so sian can woke up at 8 plus and rare to see the air con still on so continuing sleeping then sleep until 9 plus woke up bathe do daily routine then eat a bi then change pack bag then go take bus while waiting for bus ate the sour sweet damn nice then 155 come then reach interchange go popular watch "free movie" the"mummy of the tomb"if is not wrong is this then waited for siew lian then siew lian come from kuo chuan then go makan then go buy things shop around then joline come i bought chocolate eclair'e eat liaos go library play around then bought 2 care bears!!!:}so sian lehhs...talking to yuzhen now.ps:JUN, becos of 3 people you transfer not worth it then waht about the others friends???if you transfer here ,i dont mind it will be good also.maybe same class.hang out.eat together.but think about your friends kayys.even if you dont transfer you will be my girlfriend always and hang out sometimes together.
Friday, April 3, 2009, 6:36 PM
tired
band is fun band is pure friendship and bond!but friends in class is great but the friendship is messy ...through all this challenges we have to face make our bond stronger make us closer...but in band friendship is pure white is easy to get through and understand it better..but friends friendship is not that pure but messy it is harder to get through all this because we have to face each other...while band we have stronger bond as for friends is greater!speng times together..understand each other!feeling tired in band is care free!let all my feelings out and do my best but friends is as good cos all of them are my precious.... 5:38 PM
damnit
today first lesson is stupidly english.............................we wanted to dee siao yu xiu aka tissue paper ,by when he say a few parts then clap make it to a end but still end up to prasanth start first then he say the story very funny siah!:) then got one time is suppose to be sitaa say the story then we say "why are we waiting ?why are we waiting?"then he dont want to go up so sian de lorh him!then maths class is so boring then i yawned then mdm lim say i very insulting yawn at the starting of the class today mdm lim's mood very good gave us free stickers then during the class i turn back see until chia yu so surprise to see him then said harllow end of them class chiong down for recess put books liao then go down buy wan ton noodles to eat then buy green tea then when eating calvin was behind me cos jie yi.............then yu zhen angie and amanda shout zhu wei to chun wei he pek cek walk away went back to class for geography..mrs koh was angry with us half way now understand better for geography liaos paying much attention to class!:}}then home econs do theory again next week also needa theory siah....then mdm huzaifa say that we hand up so late and she say that she told khadijah last week on monday to pass up but she never tell us must pass up and she on wednesday ask we to pass up is like on that day you expect us to pass up on that day then we so called scolded us then had the test so difficult very hard to find the answers in the book leh...................then mrs peter's class dman noisy at the other lab..george slept during the test..after that went back to class then pack up then go back home lerh then wanted to go bishan but amanda dont want she want go braddel mac so suan lerh i go wiht joline and siew lian go 7-eleven then after that jiu walk back o school slack there...the siew lian got NPCC while me and joline just like slack at a corner see until band people chat with them a while stalked them run around the schoolbryan and gavin damn........Zzzz..they hide me and joline's bag when we went to toilet then found them all thanks to sulastri telling us then we go to find them caught them then took bryan's bag then we pull here pull there accidently tear a bit then we all run down me and jol hide from them lorh go find band they all then went to playground slack then go back home lerh and plus tmr going out AGAIN lerh!xiao mao!joline !siew lian!me!
youaredirty..disgusted....
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
xiaomao<3 muacks
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Thursday, April 2, 2009, 9:55 PM
9:49 PM
regards
BAND!:)SENIORS!HOPE THAT SYF BEATTY COULD WIN A SILVER!WORK HARD FOR IT!WE THE JUNIOR BAND WILL SUPPORT YOU ALL SENIORS!HOPE YOU ALL DO WELL IN SYF !!!:)))IF YOU ALL DIDN'T GET THE SILVER IS OKAY AS LONG AS YOU ALL DID YOUR BEST AND HAD FUN AND IF YOU ALL WIN OR LOSE IT DOESN'T MATTER IS THE PROCESS THAT COUNTS AND IF YOU ALL WIN IS THE HARD WORK THAT COUNTS AND THE HONOR!ALL THE BEST SENIORS!!!!REGARDS,
JUNIOR BAND!:)
Labels: HOPEYOUALLDOWELL
4:47 PM
cheerful forever
today went to school on the way saw baljina so walk with her and chat about things then saw joline and siew lian then go class lerh.was like damn bored in class lent yu zhen my book then she copy then gave bubble gum!finally remember to bring lerh!then went down for assembly then go for english lessons again is the spin a yard thingy people take turns to say story then went yu xiu aka tissue paper say the story first part we like thinking so long lorh then asked him to stop he insist saying then chun wei say clap hands the nwe all clap he no choice then go back alvin come say he psps so shy say alr go back then mrs koh said alot of things then it was emaths....guess how boring was it ....before that mrs tanny koh come check 1n2 then need change class for maths marh then those that went to 1n2 for maths suay siah they at the door unfold skirt then button up so funny lorh we see until faster chiong inside unfold skirt button up!then yuzhen pin up hair then when lining up mdm lim started to walk but mrs tanny koh come stop and spot check then yuzhen the skirt got caught then she say"is this allowed?IS THIS ALLOWED?!"so scary leh!then she check my skirt i very proper but she scold me say what i never tell my friend not to fold skirt dunno whatever shit larh!went up to class khadijah and yuzhen got caught eating chewing gum mdm lim angry scolded us lorh.....then this jiew phui come disturb me.....say waht ******like me before is it ?then i never answer dont bother to answer AT ALL!he lent from me pencil then after class recess lerh marh then i chiong to class take money to buy shirt .then i ask them wait marh then joline say that suay ren over there i was like no larh dont anyhow say then i take money alr turn to the side see until him at george there...............sian he looked at me i look at him i was like scare me siah!then walked to change clothes into PE then go back class with yuzhen i take her yellow strap she chase me lorh hide from her!hehes
then PE lerh mrs tanny koh AGAIN.......but we in PE nothing to hide she go around catching people's attire....nothing to do arh her!then walked to music room do the wu shu thingy damn fun today got 3 seniors going for competition for wu shu today we perform for them they perform for us yu zhen say one shuai i agree too!then go change lerh we go 2nd floor washing....go 3rd floor alot people then go 4th floor change lorh then yuzhen no place waited outside we change liao waited for yuzhen then together go down for science lesson!so sian lost my coke so thirsty i tolerate!then chinese class have some classes and watched movie the thing is this mr ganesh so long nvr give us the test paper lerh the others class alr have lerh....sian lorh him!then watched the movie about this girl "hati "was very sick she is blind deaf and mute but she throws tantrum always must only give her sweet then she will cool down.but they invited a teacher to teach her but the parents very protective of her!she is damn spoiled now the girl learn better alr!
after school me yuzhen and amanda wanted to go bishan but yuzhen teh phone got confisticated so must go beg mdm tan to give back but also mdm lim ask us do maths she tought that i nvr do but explained to her she say that do here first so okay lorh yuzhen and khadijah also needa stay back to do the maths i faster finished waited for yuzhen then stupidly walked to bishan regretted siah is so tiring but funny all the way laugh this yuzhen keep talking about cock and all those then reached bishan go mac then keep laughing also damn siah suay amanda friend came also then the friend damn funny say about amanda bad habits damn funny after that me and yuzhen left took 8888888 to TPY centre then bought frog bang milk then go take bus go back alr!now chatting with alot of people!
hopethingsgorightand hopeshegivemethphone!
STAYAWAYFROMMEYOUTHISDIRTYFELLOW!
xoxo,
----eileen
mango
xiaotian
xiaomao<3muacks
Labels: decidedtobesingletillireallylovethatperson..youaresounreliable
Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 7:21 PM
yippe!
today English gotta say the spin a yard story telling damn pai sei you know!yu zhen cant find her book as fast as she could end up i do it so Zzz.my story so lan also can say okay...maths i never do siah then i see until mdm lim zao but i told her this morning is that she keep blah blah to the class de lorh...nvm.then science this stupid tommy keep dee siao-ing me lorh....so stress can...then feel damn sian at the end of the class but mrs koh outside siah i dunno!luckily she never spot my attire but i doing my work!hahahah!then recess eat a burger tahts all and green tea almost finished by li jing ...then music lesson was quite fun kept laughing all the way then talked about audition and sulastri got irritated by that...then we didn't do anything much actually ..snatched place to wear shoes then ran into the hall to go out from there then today ms yue didn't come everybody damn happy chatted and do work larh!then in the circle there is amanda angie and yuzhen damn funny we talked about camo amanda brother's name and loads more!hahha we went to the toilet then played in the toilet i saw this card then i was like whose card is this ?yuzhen go check say this cher must be retarded dont have name de.then the gurl looked at her cos the card was her's then yuzhen was like sorry sorry!we ran out then only me and amanda passed by 3n1 yuzhen dont dare siah damn siah suay i kapt laughing people thought we siao zhar bo!we say that amanda brother chinese name is :chee wai then we were like chee bye..i kept laughing about that then passed by 1n2 they thought we siao de kept laughing went back we told that melvin looked retarded and also he primary school said that he was rosemary...then did the cross word puzzle the literature one then ICT lerh so not fun can okay larh today....did for the button thing i ran all over helping people i didn't really do the things then yuzhen kept saying******* 冲凉怡宁吃蟑螂 i was like what the hell then she accidently say that *******eat cockroach then very funny larh then she say hani out of stock peach not ripe then the peacock headed cher call her up to do the work then chun wei sabo her then she clicked wrongly then in ICT class alot people bully akshay so poor thing can!then chinese lesson talked about loads of things !then went to change into PE for band then straight away go band room lerh inside got loads of seniors then so called chat with them waited for the rest then go toilet with sharon found a badge then we were like tmr gurantee announce your name de!went back do our exercise then go set up instrument lerh then do breathing exercise blowed quite well today i damn good okay no larh joking only actually cna bring home but cant next week then can mr lim promised us!yay!then pack up saw chia yu they all damn psps then do the so called dismiss drills then go back lerh stand there damn long say got parade on 18 april ........argggg!:(then went back home lerh now chatting with xiao maodunnowhethertobelieveyoucosoftherumoursiheard
xoxo,
---eileen
mango
xiaotian
xiaomao<3
Labels: tryingtomakethingsright
Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 6:57 PM
YOOHOO
harllows !happy:)today all started with maths lesson...i kept yawning but in mrs samsol class i dont like mdm lim better!muahahaha!:]]i nearly sat with razin or with jiew phui i dunno damn weird siah!then i very guai like that didn't talk in maths class after that talked to yu zhen saw her XC and loads more saw alot of seniors too!said harllow!then science class jeremy keep asking me for pen and wanted sweet but too bad i didn't buy and i have been very guai alr lorh!then i keep talking this jeremy talk nonsense then mr ganesh was talking about it!lawls!then recess time lerh didn't eat wanted to buy drinks but in the end never buy i damn hungry siah....suan lerh suan lerh!then english class wrote the stories needa say it out and act out tmr leh....................sian.......hate it larh!nvm..then art lesson we were damn disobedient lorh let ms jiang angry painted with pei qin then washed and got "toh hua shui" !then history lesson i wasn't listening neither yuzhen was too!i say mr gan de talking damn boring then he say listen then wont boring!talking about camp and funny things i am damn conscious about my hair i kept re tying then yuzhen played with my care bear and looking at 3n1 then this chun wei say we looking at guys we saw this johnathan carrying the fire extinguisher running with it hahaha is like damn funny me and yuzhen was over there laughing i suay suay keep seeing until sha gua........then live lesson and it is kimberly b'day wanted to sing b'day song but nvm we gave her the presents and wished her happy birthday next time then sing jerome scolded me at teh end of the lesson....sorry arh if i really made you angry jerome then chinese class choing do homework akshay and khadijah nearly fight !i was in the middle i got hurt...........sian...my ankle pain siah akshay push me....nvm forget it..then after that went bishan with siew lian and joline ate until very full!then i went home got approach by a woman then ask me buy things i pai seh not enuff money....then went home very tired siah...then straight away sleep until now then talk to yuzhen !NEHZUY lets talk about cam and loads of things later and tmr and everyday!muacks love you xiao mao!shouldigiveyouanotherchancesomethingisstoppingme...
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
xiaomao!
Labels: troublingaboutyou
Saturday, March 28, 2009, 6:31 PM
moodswings
today got damn bad mood swings dont ask me why....nvm ..this morning message people sort things out not clear with the answer barh....then siew lian and joline came my house after that then we went down to play ground to do homework i know we very good girls cos we are guai marh!done our chinese and science then played munched alot of things and drank we vandalized then messaged _ _ _ _ _ _....then return back to our playing we stayed there like damn long then chat with rebecca senior told each other opinions and things i want to get band seniors MSN!!!and other people too!hyper siah me!then when nearly going back to my house i a bit emo-ish but i promised someone to only emo yesterday so try not to...we sang the song "when you are gone "by avril lavgine damn nice lorh...!that time we went to her concert is like so nice~cos this song really express how me joline and siew lian felt....."when you are gone"
[Verse 1]
I always needed time on my own,
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone,
And the bed where you lied,
Is made up on your side.
[Refrain]
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
[Chorus]
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.
[Verse 2]
I've never felt this way before,
Everything that I do,
Reminds me of you.
And the clothes you left,
They lie on the floor,
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do!
[Refrain]
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
[Chorus]
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
And when you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.
[Middle-eight]
We were made for each other,
Out here forever,
I know we were,
Yeah Yeah!
All I ever wanted was for you to know,
Everything I do I give my heart and soul,
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me...
Yeah!
[Chorus]
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you!
"complicated"
Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is
Chill out, whatcha yellin' for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talking to me one on one
What you've become
Somebody else, round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way, you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honesty and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're somethin' else
Where you are and where it's all you see
You're making me
Laugh out when you strike your pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know you're not fooling anyone
When you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into Honesty
And promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no (no no no)
Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into Honesty
And Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no
Why you have to go and make things so complicated? (yeah yeah)
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no
believingyouistired
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
xiaomao
Labels: iamnotsureificouldletyougoandforgetaboutyou
Friday, March 27, 2009, 6:56 PM
notinthemood you justsaidsomethingiamconfidentoftoloveyoumorebutwhatyousay later..?but what i got in return
today went to school quite late..bought drinks and so for yuzhen and myself.then went for assembly..read the chicken soup book after that went back to class for leadership programme very fun leh!we played mega monopoly and human tic tac to /the placing of mat game / skipping rope game the building of cards game.we lose to the other teams but is okay..at least the coordination in our group is the best!i didn't eat during recess took photos and played games eat candy help the yuzhen shave hair then i wrote things on the straw and sorry for not pei-ing pei win go bugis horh!i so not in the mood of blogging now but for the sake to post everyday post my feelings i will blog...haiz..after that me , siew lian , joline , shifaa , bryan go SPCA the dog side damn smelly go take photos lorh then we walked damn long to SPCA sorry guys then we go back to my house but shifaa / joline and bryan dont want go lerh but siew lian say also dont want go but in the end she came i walked uo the stairs damn tiring lorh then go cut straws for the class deco then went down to eat dinner and siew lian played audi messaged _ _ _ _ _ _complained to him and what i feel..then siew lian went back lerh my phone dunno why cant message leh....then i went to bathe and yuzhen say that that ahems dont like me any more i was like so ??joline also tell me.then the only thing i felt after this was betray and disappointment ,why should i shed tears for you that was the first time i shed tears for someone and i am tired of it i believed you once and again and you hurt me once and again..why should i keep a happy front for euu..just seconds ago i thought you said something that i am confident of loving you and believeing euu but soon after you said something that make me disappointed..sometimes things are unpredictable you won't know when you will die..maybe tmr next week?or even now...see the consequences and now you dont deserve anything from me...i love band and band seniors and everyone i love!
i will forget you ..letting you go and be myself again.is worthless to tear for you
xoxo,
---eileen
xiaotian
mango
xiao mao
Labels: ishould'ntshedtearsforyou..iamtiredofit
6:46 PM
whatyoudidlookbehind
see you are a fikle minded personwho hurt me once and again
just look behind and see what you did
see how many times you did wrong
see how fikle minded are you
wanted to accept you because i love euu
but now ...............you hurt me again
you change very fast...........
i was really blind to love you
i want to really make sure you are the one
you cant even wait for 1 month or so
that what it takes if i accept you
will the relationship last?
just a few days before i really loved you
and also you didn't change your mind
you are really fikle minded
we are not spare tyres that you could change it anytime you want
you hurt everyone especially me
what do you think
that you deserve anyone to love you?
or even me to love you.........
if this is the choice you really made up this time
i understand i give up i let go..............
xoxo,
---eileen
xiaotian
mango
before did you even really liked me?have you appreciate everything i did behind for you?i am curious....
Labels: crying
Thursday, March 26, 2009, 8:28 PM
questions
1)beside your lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?cheeks?
2)how do you feel when you woke up this morning?
feel like singing!
3)who was the last person/people you took photo with?
yu zhen
4)will you consider yourself spoiled?
sort of?
5)will you ever donate blood?
depends
6)have you ever have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes but is as for guys
7)do you want somebody to be dead?
NO..even if i hate the person i am not that evil!
8)what does the last text message in your inbox says?
"really tmr can send me"
9)what are you thinking of now?
what should i do
10)do you want someone to be with you now?
yes
11)what was the time you went off to bed last night?
12pm
12)where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
factory outlet in malaysia
13)is someone in your mind right now?
yes
14)who was the last person who text you?
joseph
ten lucky person to do this quiz
-YUZHEN
-PEIQIN
-XINWEN
-JIAJUN
-DELYS
-RACHEL
-WAIWEN
-SIYUAN
-QIYAN
-KAREN
15)who is number having a relationship with?
no one she single and unavailable anybody that likes her can confess to her!
16)is number 3 a male or female?
she is 100% a female
17)if number 7 and 1 get together will it be a good thing?
OH GOD NOPE!cos she doesn't like someone that is related to her so.......shesh
18)whats is number 1 studying about?
X.C
19)whats was the last time that you chatted with them?
some is always some is last time
20)is number 4 single?
yeap!unavailable!she is chio de!:)
21)say something about number 2?
she is cheerful ,happy going!
22)what do you think about number 3 and 6 together?
dunno?they dont know each other
23)describe number 9?
she gives a attitude but still she is my friend other then that .she is happy go lucky she is chio caring.
24)whats will you do if number 6 and 7 fight?
OHH i dont know?maybe settle it by making their comments into peace?
25)do you like number 8?
sort of?
7:54 PM
i miss the days that i miss youbut you dont appreciate indirectly
i miss the days that i love you
but i cant stand to wait for you
i hate the days that i cant see you
but not anymore because of you
i hate the days that i am not with you
but not anymore who are you?
i love the days i see you
but not now because you are not my everything
i love days that i see you happy
but i am not happy
copyrighted
xoxo,
---eileen
xiaotian
mango
xiaomao
4:38 PM
damn unlucky day but a fun day too!
feeling damn sickly now this few days i not feeling well and 1 thing i realized after that during january i got a bad fever after that onwards i not feeling well always....very tired after this i will rest most probably..today got the leadership training was quite fun overall !:)we got into groups then i with joline , siew lian , xiao shi , jannah , leonard , bryan , adam , kai jie.then yuzhen they all got into their own groups..we felt quite left out but more than enuff people so we thought forget it...then we played games at first we won the teh white team win but slowly we won!the first one was the black and white thingy then throwing and catching 10 times of the teddy bear small one larh!then we try a lot of times end up we did it and won the other group then is the 5 hands 2 legs that thing then xiao shi piggy back me damn scary lorh her i know i am heavy !32kg waht do you think!then is the beans to outline the pict i think ours was nice but never mind the other group won then is boggles we win we wrote alot of words!then recess time i didn't eat want to cut down weight but also never bring money along marh!then help to pack up played around saw chia yu and his friend then went back to class then got slides to listen then nvr listen keep playing teh teacher got angry scolded us abit then back to normal .yuzhen came to sit on jannah seat chatted then help her shave hand hair fake one larh!use straw.played with straw wanted to go bugis with pei qin but dont want go plus lazy so didn't go..SORRY ARH!then watched movie short one larh!then was quite boring went to the hall damn FUN!is that we stretch our legs out then the people run in th holes in between nobody fal down larh ! the nahve to paly with 1N2 WTH i dont want play with the guys lorh can!especially him and his friends..so what lorh keep dee siao ing me and scarly they make me fall and damn psps to play with the other class..hope tmr no such thing....then went back class go back lerh and sorry again pei qin nvr follow you go...i try to go tmr with you!but i no money so not buying!i need cash again!then after that i went to TPY with siew lian ate at mac..i ate the big mac meal is like god damn full luckily i nvr eat during recess!if not surely die!WHY MUST I THINK ABOUT HIM AS IN LIKE SPARE A THOUGHT FOR HIM!....then went to popular bought things met xin wen and yu zhen then went home lerh!:]]i needa bathe and i am tired..so try not msg me i will not reply mostly see first..
spareathoughtforyoudidyoucareaboutme?
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaotian
mango
xiao mao
BFFs
Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 7:34 PM
我真的很狠你你是谁
为什么你要进入我的生命中
让我对你侧低失望
你真的是我以前认识的人吗？
你不要靠近我
我不相信你
如果你是真心的话再说吧
7:21 PM
sian
the blog links got problems again cant open the seniors the last 3 links.....my hair dropped a lot recently dunno how to cure it?!today siew lian came to my house after that then joline come along after that ..when siew lian came we do our elearning first then we use computer but she wanted to talk to joseph so let her talk then talk until very far he mistaken alot of things!yuzhen say he is despo and pestering i quite agree too..then me and siew lian go down buy things for class decoration we bought damn alot of things spend until 40 plus lorh but class fund i damn regretful cos i did something...we bought drinks , candy , chips then we come up and use computer draw for class deco waited for joline to come we felt damn bored played audi.did my blog go msn thats all then no more my post very short today so bye!xoxo,
---eileen
xiaotian
mango
6:57 PM
sian again
dunno why my msn the links cant open some..why got problems again!!!today siew lian and joline came but siew lian come first then we do the elearinnTuesday, March 24, 2009, 9:35 PM
我对你很失望你以为你是谁
你对我很过分
你是一个骗子
你以为感情是什么
不是一个玩儿
是真正的感情
欺骗我欺骗别人
我不想再相信你了
我很痛苦
我放弃了
一句话
“再见了”
9:16 PM
what i felt
at first i believed youbut you lied to me
then you said it again
i didn't believe you
i don't dare to
who are you..
because of you
i forgotten the person
that i was before..
you said a lot of things
behind my back
i tried to believe you again
and again but you made me
give up on you
i am confused...
what will be the consequences
what will be the happenings after this
if this is the choice you made i respect it
but is this is the back up choice and treat
people like spare tires i tell you
you don't deserve love
if you think going back to the person
and she will accept you
you are wrong you hurt the person
you have no rights to hurt the person
you are just a loner...
this is the chance god gave me
but the chance is made by god
not the fate within us
but i learn something
through the pain you gave me
i learnt to be stronger to be
more outgoing in life
everything in life can't be tied
tightly in your hands
sometimes we need to let go some
and let new things come in
to have a happy ending..
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7:50 PM
iseriouslylovemyseniors!
i love my seniors!!all of them!!!they so good can!dunno why today i love my seniors especially band seniors!hehe:)mayve ask them for thier msn and number!today went to school help the alvin do the story then someone called me it was joseph ask me to lend him story book lend then lend lorh then go to hall pass him the book then sat infront spot check scary siah mrs ho suddenly come but i am in proper attire !nothing to scared of but i seriously need to alter my skirt is like so hard for me to walk!then got maths failed the test....nvm try harder next time lorh.then science i seriously hate jeremy lorh he keep disturbing me!-_-| then recess smuggled drink then yuzhen piggy back me!so pain lorh can we both in pain!:(then english did on the comments of confidence then art class keep drawing boxes then history ....so boring i tot but this time not as boring that i thought!is was quite fun watch a video!then live lesson played blow wind blow throw the ball thing then wrote down things thats all then .chinese relief teacher come in she no feelings de lorh !then suppose go do the maths thing online in library but begged mrs smasol the nshe let us off!haha!that will be for now i needa go bathe like NOW!if not my mom kill me!xoxo,
---eileen
xiaotian
mango
Monday, March 23, 2009, 9:23 PM
reopen of school!
today god - damn unlucky!tell you more about it later.today woke up damn early to go to school we choing road with the others then wanted to go meet yuzhen at bus stop then the uncle ask me come in then say that cannot run across the road then i walk away lorh then i go back to class saw siew lian in the moving monday then saw bryan and aisya nvr do finish homework so choing do then suay suay see until ahems i nvr turn back obviously!then keep seeing until him today lorh then normally had lessons our books all in diff places all ocs of NCC boys the seniors larh!stupid right then got spot check today ms mala say my hair messy actually i dont need pin up cos my fringe one side short damn it larh!then so the short story for english!then chinese i did dome of the work almost all but behind some only hope mdm tan would not scold me!:Pthen science i damn guai nvr talk but this stupid jeremy keep ahems me!i hate jeremy sim!should not hao xin lend him pen!then after school went mac to eat then alot people there this gavin thought that joline likes him is like eyrer!!!!lloyd also!i dunno how to spell his name larh then this bryan not my brother lorh come say ahems name!then went back school go back class see until ahems again faster choing out go toilet then make fringe then this joline and siew lian keep kicking the sweet around until the toilet then got teacher siah luckily she kind siah let us off cos we in toilet marh then see until ms mala then rush back in this mrs ho came in say our skirt say joline fringe and skirt and my tie and collar button also she scold us lorh went back class being pissed off but forget it the art and music thing damn funny siah george the rap damn nice george good at this serhs!then our pipe not very nice at least we tried our best right pei qin!hahah the nwent to see siew lian NPCC and band!so nice siha band jian ying see until me say hellp obviously me being so friendly sayback hello lorh then go play playground then go back home lerh now talk to senior and have to help the ALVIN do story!stupid larh alvin!happyilywithfriends!
xoxo,
---eileen
xiaomao+xiaotian
=BFFs
9:20 PM
reopen of school
Sunday, March 22, 2009, 5:21 PM
went out with xiao mao
today went out with xiao mao!so fun and funny can!first i went to TPY then go popular wait for yu zhen then bought the chicken soup for love and friendship the book cover damn nice siah love chicken soup for soul series of books!:]]then while waiting watch free show in popular then went down to meet yu zhen then took 88 to bishan xiao mao was abit sott in the bus cos is 88888888888!then we nearly miss the stop cos we talking photos and talking marh crossed the over head bridge then went to buy the chicken it is the first stop!then bought ice cream as usual bought cinema tickets for "race to the witch mountain"!damn nice at first regretted getting the tickets but while eatching thought that is worth it is nice!worth watching rated !5** so nice can exciting!smiles*:)then after the show went to the toilet helped this little girl to watch her hand i needa carry her up cos she not tall enuff and the shorter sinks also dunno why cant use then go mini toons help this yu zhen buy the handphone strap for her she bought the monkey one!sian i got so many photos nvr upload siah!lazy lehs!i also got buy the poker dots one damn nice but i alr have one!that is the black strap one.i realised i got habit buying things hahah!try to be thrifty but better than last time lerh and reminds me of my mini toons card......damn it larh is like be black card spent $50 dollars on it can!xin tong=heart pain....!nvm !suan lerh suan lerh=forget it forget it!then went to the lib to "study" yuzhen didn't even study cos she nvr bring her things..everyday thinking about xiao cong......shit larh haven really do my holiday homework needa rush through liaos....sian don't really feel like doing but forget it try my best lorh haiz!i now LOVE MYH HAIR !so consious about it becoming more and more zi lian!:P X3!hahaa!then went to buy the chicken and ice cream again paid for yu zhen the chicken then on the bus xiao mao wanted to bet on the guy is timothy leong then i say okay lorh gurantee is not timothy leong de!then we sya gurantee is de!then we bet at first i say that if i guess correctly she had to pay me back the money then if she wrong she don't need to.then she say no!if i guess correctly she have to call xiao cong and talk to him and if i guess wrongly i have to call joseph and talk to him is like FINE!WHATS THE BIG DEAL!the prob is xiao mao don't dare talk to him in the phone i talk to this joseph before right?!then half way she cancel bet!cos she thinks is not liaos (i think she scared to call xiao cong!)ahahha rights xiao mao!then went to TPY i thought i saw jonasai end up is not buy yuzhen damn sensitive siah!:)spent quite a lot today trying to save up!!!then took bus back home liaos!tmr going to start school liaos die!!!:(my hair how?!!!and got spot check somemore gonna be guai lil kid!unfold skirt pin up hair button up collar button and pull up tie!!:)then at the end back to my old self hahha!xiao mao say tmr gonna change mathematics class again!woohoo!:)happy *hope to be in mdm lim class her class better can learn more mrs samsol cant learn anything abit only if not mrs ang lorh!very stressful in mrs samsol class!hope friends in the class i am !!:)bye for now try to upload the picts!whoareyoutome?
stopgivingmeorders !
ihadenuffofit!
iwanttostopthinkingaboutyou
andconcentrateinstudiesthatwillbebetter!
givemeachancetorepent.
xoxo,
----eileen
xiaomao+xiaotian
=BFFs!
4:10 PM
questions by jiajun
ARE YOU1)are you single?=yeah
2)are you happy?=sort of
3)are you bored?=quite
4)are you fair?=as in what kind of fair?
5)are you italian?=sort of
6)are you intelligent?=NO!but i am clever
7)are you honest?=maybe?
8)are you nice?=sort of?
9)are you irish?=NOPE!
10)are you asian?=obviously i am!
FACTS
1)full name-Eileen Tay Xiu Ling(but this is not my name since when i am 2 years old changed alr)
2)nick-MANGO/xiao tian /nings
3)birth place-Singapore ;SGH
4)hair colour-black
5)eye colour-blackish brown
6)birthday-20 oct 1996
7)mood-i got moodswings see first
8)favourite colour-black / white / yellow / purple / green / brown
9)natural hair style-all straight
10)one place you will like to visit-every corner on earth
things about my love life
1)have you been in love?--yeah
2)do you believe in love at first sight?--maybe?things are not predicted
3)do you currently have a crush?--not really
4)have you been hurt emotionally?--sort of
5)have you broke someone's heart?--maybe?
6)have you ever been heart broken?--maybe?
7)have you liked someone but never tell them?--always?!why would people tell it clear to everyone?!
8)are you afraid of commitment?--yeah.
9)who was the last person you hugged?--nobody
10)who was the last person you said i love you to?--no one
this or that
1)love or lust:love
2)hard liquor or beer:hard liquor
3)cats or dogs:dogs
4)a few best friends or a few regular friends:both because i treasure both!
5)creamy or crunchy:creamy
6)pencil or pen:pen
7)wild night or romantic night:wild night
8)money or happiness:happiness
9)day or night:night
10)IM or phone:phone!
have you ever
1)have you ever got caught sneaking out?-NO!i will like to try!:P
2)seen a polar bear?-yeah!
3)done something you regret?-sort of?
4)bungee jumped?-NO WAY QUESTION !because i am scared of THAT!
5)eaten food that dropped on the ground?-NO!eyer is like i am a cleanliness freak!
6)finished the entire jaw breaker?-NO!
7)been caught naked?-NO!pervert siah
8)wanted a ex gf/bf back?-no..i won't want a relationship that both of us given up back no use..
9)cried because you lose a pet?-nope because i nvr really had one
10)wanted to disappear?-yes when i am depressed.
Preference in partner
1)smile or eyes:smile
2)light hair or dark hair:both?anything
3)hugs or kisses:hugs
4)shorter or taller:taller
5)intelligent or attrations:maybe both?
6)topman or zara:zara
7)funny or serious:funny!but when is time to be serious then serious
8)older or younger:older?
9)outgoing or quiet:outgoing!think widely too!
10)sweet or bad:sweet!
Have you
1)ever performed infront of a large crowd?--yeah!
2)ever talked on the phone for more than a hour?--yeah!
3)ever walked on hands?--NO!no strength and i will never try!
4)been to a rock concert?--YEAH! Avril Lavgine
5)ever been in a cheer leading team?--NO!
6)ever been in a dancing team?--yeah
7)ever been in a drama play/production?--yeah
8)Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently?--NO!i will like to have one but no license!:P
9)Ever been on a sports team?--NO! i hate to be in the sun unless no choice!
10)ever been in a rap video?--NO!siao!
Last
1)last phone call you made to?=YU ZHEN=xiao mao
2)last person you hugged?=nobody.
3)last person you hung out with?= YU ZHEN=xiao mao
4)last time you worked?=never work before too young if can that will be good!
5)last person you talked to?= family
6)last person you messaged to?=siew lian
7)last person you met?=YU ZHEN=xiao mao
8)last person you watched movie with?=YU ZHEN=xiao mao
9)last person/things you missed?=CEDAR 6-3'08/the precious moments with them
10)last website you visited?=my blog:http://th-bloodyvalentine.blogspot.com
10 people to do this:
1)Yu zhen
2)Wai Wen
3)Xin Wen
4)Kimberly
5)Fiona
6)Pei Qin
7)Audeline
8)Rachel
9)Joline
10)Alexandria
xoxo,
---eileen
xiao tian&xiao mao!
Saturday, March 21, 2009, 9:54 PM
questions by jiajunn
ARE's1)are you single?==yes
2)are you happy?==sort of
3)are you bored?==sort of
4)are you fair?==as in what kind of fair
5)are you italian?==dunno?cos got alot of blood mixed in me
6)are you intelligent?==no!i am stupid but smart
7)are you honest?==maybe?
8)are you nice?==maybe?
9)are you irish?==no!
10)are you asian?==obviously i am!
FACTS
1)full name:Eileen Tay Xiu Ling(but change when i am 2 years old)
2)nick name:mango/ning
3)birth place:singapore
4)hair colour:black
5)natural hair style:all straight
6)eye colour:blackish brown
7)birthday:20 oct 1996
8)mood:feeling dumb
9)favourite colour:black/purple/brown/white
10)one place that you will like to visit:everywhere if i could on earth
things about my love life
1)love or lust-love
2)hard liquor or beer-hard liquor
3)cat or dog-dog
4)a few best friends or some regular friends-both cos i treasure both
5)creamy or crunch-creamy
6)pencil or pen -pen
7)wild night or romatic night -wild night
8)money or happiness -happiness
9)night or day -night
10)IM or phone -phone
have you ever's
1)have you ever been caught sneaking out?--NO !but i will like to try!
2)seen a polar bear?--yes!
3)done something you regret?--yes
4)bungee jumped?--NO!i dont dare to!
5)eaten food that fell on the floor?--NO is like eyerrrr
6)finish entire jaw breaker?--NO!
7)been caught naked?--NO obviously pevert arh
8)wanted a ex gf/bf?--NO won't want a relationship that given up want back
9)cried because you lost a pet?--no cos i nvr really had one
10)wanted to disappear?--yes when i am lost..
preference in partner
1)smile or eyes:smile
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)
10)
2:58 PM
missingfriends
today wanted to go band but not feeling well so didn't go for band then simply woke up at 6.30 and went to see doctor all myself cos feel okay got alot of medicine is like i don't like tablets cos i cant swallow th doctor just gvae me tablets and just 1 bottle of cough mixture haiz forced myself to swallow the tablet but can't so crushed it and swallowed taste bitter and digusting..hate it to be sick i cough until very bad but now feeling better ....slept till 9 plus then watch television use computer then go buy food for grandparents.i dont even know how many times i went down today can!then came up ate a bit of nasi lemak but no appetite so didn't eat much ....then went down again to cut hair also brought grandpa along...i watched perfect cut II yesterday quite touching i cried.......so damn nice. this season damn short.i want to buy more chicken soup for soul books!nvm saving up for ipod hate that person who stole it!:(first was grandpa cut hair saw madhava he kept msg-ing me and even call me hate him larh so disgusted he shaved his hair botak!;) then my turn to cut hair don't really like larh cos the short part for my fringe is like damn short siah so decided to leave it long then cut if not don't cut at all still miss my long fringe thin my hair too quite nice im starting to me inl love with my hair becoming very zi lian these days.took photo of myself today .!caht with yuzhen wants to go out tmr!iwant go out i will be dying if i don't go out i don't want to be cooping myself at home!if tmr go out i want to..--do homework with yuzhen in library/use computer to search for things/prepare for th story
-eat chicken/ice cream
-draw on lib floor
-take loads of photos
-take neoprint
-buy hair thingy
-buy story books
-go popular
-slack/hang around
-go mini toons
-buy the pencil case in popular tht jol have
-buy things with girlfriend-yuzhen!!
-buy things that i like
that should be all!
hope tmr will be fun serhs!!nvr go out with girlfriend this holiday so tmr must go out!:]]haiz is like so boring now!hope tmr faster come siah so can don't coop in the house alr hope yuzhen tmr can go out siah..if not so boring without her!:)tmr must do everything i want if not most of it!!i get things with yuzhen !!!!!
waitingforthetimetopass
xoxo,
---eileen
---xiao tian+xiao mao=eileen and yuzhen
=loved by me
Labels: hopetohavefriendswithmealways
Thursday, March 19, 2009, 10:41 AM
changesmadetoourlife
LEXUS's b'day coming soon lerh so happy because jun they all also going then can meet them talk about loads of things!not sure if wen if coming hope she and jun can patch back!i miss 6-3'o8 they are the class that i will always love although i also love 1n1'09 but they are equally important to me!hope we can have a meet up again!anyway i took alot of photos with girlfriends and when alex b;day come i also gonna take photo!ALSO DUNNO WHAT LEXUS WANT FOR B'DAY PRESENT?!naruto?!i dont thinki should give her something special!i damn lazy to upload wait till 1 day free then i upload!so sian lorh everyday ,is a torture to me!i want school at least can have fun there i miss xiao mao they all..they are my beloved especially xiao mao ,joline & siew lian.!today joline and siew lian came to myh house to bad xiaomao nvr come damn fun can at first i called them then saw them downstairs directed them so funny can then cmae up watched television then do homework went down buy things hang out at playground then went up again do homework again then finish almost all of it play with water then watch television again then went down play in playground then sent them back.so bored !dunno whether i should cut myh hair...my fringe or whatever because i want new hair style because i think my fringe too long will curl and i also want rebond but is expensive and will spoil hair because of chemical..dunno larh so confused haiz.....i think i will jsut cut my fringe then deal with it later buy the temporarily rebond thing then rebond barh thats better okay deal liaos now behind i think i just thin it thats all but i keep dropping hair these days lorh..so sad must bao yang liaos now talking to xiao mao and jun cant wait to see jun they all again because i love them to much and jun and wanxia will always be loved by me!!!Labels: imissyouall
Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 4:40 PM
motivation
don't know why these few days got motivivation to study !but when i study i will sleep try not to larh!bought assessment books :history / geography / chinese /mathematics and science .the thing is the chinese i accidentally go buy higher chinese!waste of money siah~never mind gonna ask mother to buy a new one for me!then now start to want to buy a lot of things quite addicted to chicken soup for soul serhs.but reading is a good thing.muahahahah:)feel like doing homework but is with siew lian haiz i want study!nice handwritting as i always compliment myself now i am getting more ans more zi lian liaos all because of siew lian lijing and yu zhen got influence by them..dunno why this few days want to study and do work siah i got damn bad moodswings now.....damn in a low spirit damn it!aiya i always thinking about alot of things like : how to finish doing the assessment book....can i do finish?....what can i do with it when i can do? i a bit weird de larh feeling so confused about all this now want to study hard and study well!:]]try my best to do it larh obviously.!my chinese stupid me buy higher chinese de luckily i found out if not i write my name now can still give other people lorh..I WANT STUDY I WANT MY HOMEWORK AND DO ASSESSMENT BOOKS but no mood to do lehs....so sian can thinking about alot of things lately siah...feel like listening to class in school finish homework given by teachers get good results don't let mum worry but she nag at me always making me feeling damn in a mood swing term..haiz....but now buy new assessment books when is already 3 months after school started liao think too late liao but sis said that better late then never i think because of my term 1 result then i become like this de lorh want to study better and also i want to have better handwritting in work !!!:]]the only thing i want to do and think about now is study and cut short my computer time and my bill to save money and study make my mom proud!so bye for now the thing is i no mood...:((iwanttoworkhardtowardsthegoalisetformyselfandfulfillthewishialwayswanted
xoxo,
----eileen
Labels: study is the first piority for now or even always
Monday, March 16, 2009, 9:23 PM
damnit
harllow lets talk about friday first anyway got our tern result on that day plus quite sastified quite only larh!:(got geography for first period bought a piece of big cloth i dunno also skip skip.my result is english language:73 =A2chinese (NA):71=A2(not sastified i can do better)
mathematics:54=C5(not really happy about it)
science:57=C5(not happy about it also)
geography:60=C4
history:73=A2
literature:80=A1
art:65=B3
home economics:70=A2
athough all passed decided to study harder liaos cut down my computer time and study hard !:)
now for saturday: in the morning woke up damn early and also thought that need go school end up need go malaysia too addicted to school liaos then prepared myself then took a cab to outram mrt station took a coach to singapore causeway check passport then go malaysia one then on the way to malacca lerh is like dman boring i slept in the bus then the air-con damnshuang wanted to msg but no connection also haiz sian ate chicken rice for breakfast bought chewing gum and drinks then continue journey then stopped for toilet break saw a van selling things i was like smiles* bought pineapple then they added asam in it nice kayys!bought potato chips i ate alot there nvr full one me then reached malacca go shopping centre bought 2 t-shirts from FOS-factory outlet store and 1 shorts from padini is like damn expensive my mother was like complaining about it!sorry larh but i want then go to the market place so called pasalmalam dman irritated with my mother dont let me buy things so i ignored her then ate at nyoyna suan the food is damn nice try it next time people then visit the little nyoyna acted house is damn nice kayys so creative i really like it then wanted to buy seashell is real one my mother also dont let me buy suan lerh suan lerh but went to eat chicken rice for dinner again is like damn sian can later hypertension serhs then went to hotel bathed watched abit television too tired fall asleep then next morning i auto wake up on television got nice korean show i was like i want watch since got time realise we were actually late then forget to tell you the hotel sucks the mirror like ghost mirror plus i sleeping beside it the lamp spoil one phone also spoil one my pillow got stain the cuboard cant open one then the tv sot one is like haunted house but i dont care but the worse is th floor got red stained like blood then my mom say pray then before go in we knocked the door say we say for 1 night god bless us.like that actually a bit scared larh but next morning felt nothing when i only in the room so i guess god blessed us!then went down to eat didn't eat much the food not nice went up continue see show watch japanese show also slacked for very long cos 9 plus set off then 7 plus now only then ate tibits i guess i will be fat this time eat so much then i got fever felt like vomitting but rest in the bus the fever go down then got headache but was okay went to markota shopping centre my mother larh got lost dunno where the bus parked then i clever know where to go my mom always blame everything on me when things go wrong thats what i really hate about her!nvm then sleep again until the restaurant ate there got wedding going on eat liao faster zao then on the way back liao smuggled bubble gum also go YOYO shop got offer the things damn nice and horh we tried every food but buy only 2 things then go back to singapore liao miss singapore siah
monday:woke up daily routine changed went out with joline and siew lian .went to TPY hub meet then went to bugis but we got abit lost larh but took a lot of photos and neoprint i so photo graphic can!so proud bought pen love my handwritting realise when i wrote about love and life things in primary 5 then alot people started doing this now they also but never mind!:)wanted to watch movie but decide not to played in arcade dancing gamne drum game then went to sim lim square to look for joline mother for money then the god mother thought i joline shouted at us then see aye not joline sorry end up joline in the shop then jol sponsor us things and money then siew lian singing when we pass by the cd shop so funny siah!then went to AMK hub took neo print also then the arcade drum very diff the last stage i lost to joline and siew lian in the last stage casuing me to lose then went to buy the sausage prata damn nice then i went back siew lian say i forget take my bag then i remember !i love 1 of the neoprint done my me :YES SIR! upload photos next time bye!muaks
givingupontheattitudeyougiveme
xoxo,
----eileen
Labels: whoareyoutotakemeforgranted
Thursday, March 12, 2009, 5:23 PM
whatswithmetoday
feel damn pissed off with some person stop giving me your god-damn attitude who you think you are why should i tolerate your attitude even if i have attitude problem i also dont show it and vent it on others.if you are reading this please feel ashame mrs chan already say that behave yourself and you are giving troubles to others around you YEW QI YAN although i dont hate you i am just pissed off and this is a notify if you keep dragging your attitude i tell you people will start to get away from you dumb!whatever talk about this person can vomit blood!so lets talk about yesterday and today!wednesday :was not really hyper in school today.i never do my english journal haiz...anyway i look forward to march holidays it will be real damn fun!THEN science wth larh so boring can sta in class do work anyway damn proud with my handwriiting kayys!so nice mushshsh i know i too proud liao still ?!nvm then recess nothing to do but ate lemon chicken rice and this god-damit CALVIN LOH QING LI.stop making my hair!whatever larh you i am not your girlfriend for your info and tell your friends stop calling me that i am your girlfriend kayys?!then music guesswhat we needa stand outside class for 5 mins?then go music room stand about 30 plus mins then go inside the music room never on air con stand 5 mins listening to ms caneda scolding us say we noisy i agree larh haiz so long can my leg pain lerh then ms caneda a while later gain back to normal i was the leader to help the group use materials to make the song but i dunno yet and got alot of holiday homework i love it!:]then literature ttoday ms yue abit sot sot lerh she scolded brian ong that he slept in class serve him right sobotage us everytime sabo oyu back lorh think i care?!then got literature test my handwritting very nice again write small and neat show you next time larh!i am to proud i know!then ICT i hate it but this week things went better then i thought i forget bring my thumbdrive haix nvm...........then chinese got spelling i fail it by 1 mark can decided not to fail chinese ever again learnt my mistake and retake at least better then after that change into PE prepare for band but see the class still got people went in saw mdm tan she giwing time to the boys to learn spelling so i went in help mdm tan ask me and joline help to give i gave them and help them joline also got 1 person esmonde his spelling is cannot make it de lorh suan lerh suan lerh!then mdm tan gave me lollipop and joline too then went down see until lijing and yuzhen then yuzhen say weicong inside then she gone crazy she keep telling the band seniors that she want go detention then i was like telling her now you outside nvr let weicong see you you so not shy and very big guts but when you go in you will damn shy and hide from him does it make a diff when you go in?! she was like yar larh.........then went for band quite fun today know how to blow liao at least better laio then i take yuzhen instrument mr lim see until he straight see say down 20!then we okay larh then do the time this yuzhen say 20 sir suppose to be 12 sir what the hell larh she but anyway sorry serhs girlfriend!then try to blow a piece of song then yuzhen go ask the 2 girls whether they know wei cong then they were like you like him ahr she said a NO!hahhaha the nme lijing and joline go tpy hub 6 plus liao bought mac then went home with lijing chatting on the bus about her boyfriends .then went to buy food for my grandma waited damn long....now the next post!
thursday: cant believe that this siew lian bought the phone i wanted but nvm gonna buy it sonn muhahahah i damn jealous can then at first is i wanted to buy then siew lian phone spoil then she buy i can understand then angie want to buy i was like okay lorh since her phone spoil then xinwen want the nyuzhen saw then she say she wanted this phone lawls i know this phone like last year my sis tell me de so nice gonna get it soon!yay!:}muaks!then first lesson was english rushed through my eng work can!anyhow write de larh then copied some thing idioms then reader test i passed 19/30 is damn lan can! it sucks!gonna try better next time gonna study harder!then emaths damn boring cansaw this short poem :"letting go the past is because to welcome a new start a new relationship or even a new life...."is damn true felt so down after this wonder is that oerson really true...?thenkhadijah say that she know about ahems the i was like so?then she keep dee siao ing me then that time george angry marh then ahems have to stand up then he pass me msg then this khadijah looked at him then looked at me say he llook at then i was like damn irritated by her!khadijah i gonna take revenge gonna tell fish about you you better watch out kayys!muahahahah then recess didn't eat while this siew lian keep talking about andy..!hahah you arh...then PE liao wushu lesson damn fun today serhs!mr lee also join in!then lower science liao so boring didn't do my work then jeremy sit infront of me he needa pay 50 cents to get a sweet from lijing. lijing earn money siah!lawlsthen chinese love it today do the compo wrote okay larh then assembly so funny played with siew lian alot of hand games the nthe 5n1 people looked at us talked to us saw the phone paper say the pink one nice.ahah so fun with them just cannot forget that this george bag so heavy helped him carry siah! then went to TPY with siew lian ate our noodles chatted then ahems called lorh then say he can come if he can look for us but in the end we leaving liao ask him not to come then went to check out fones then deposit a amount for the fone liao!so happy!end the day here!buh bye and puh please YEW QI YAN your attitude arh!byeS!!
okayshowmeyouaretrue
xoxo
---eileen
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 7:55 PM
whatswithmetoday
damn boring siah today this morning i ate curry puff in the morning and angie ate abit of it me ,siew lian and joline went to 2n2 to see siew lian's_______then she buying my phone i wanted !i so damn jealous can!sops* i want new phone larh.now troubling about other things lorh about a question won't want to know one larh you all.then went for the god damn assembly then mrs tanny ho walked pass me then she looked at my attire luckily can!muahaha!then it was english after that then this mrs koh damn funny de.Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 5:25 PM
adaythatisveryboring
all this photos were taken during the art&music lessons.
this wooden box is aisya and sue's one
blur pictures supposed to aim at the boys what too bad is blur
look at yuzhen.so hyper on camera!:0
look from far is the xiao mao=yuzhen ttwisting haiz..
jannah and khadijah dunno where shifaa went too
aisya & me i look damn freaking weird!
this is the instructor that helped us!
this is my instrument is dunno called what pipe or anything like shit like that and peiqin used it to hit my butt!i used it like a gun.muahaha we need use the sandpaperto scrup and make smoothso now lets start my story for monday and tuesday!
on monday :just need to reach school at 8.30 we are hip hip hooray!then it was maths lesson so boring can.need to do dunno what work forget do lorh then the freaking things don't talk about it then realise that ahems cut his hair then in assembly this MRS TANNY HO come catch people liao but i too guai liao nvr get caught too bad lorh still after that did what i usually do!you know i know~then recess did not eat all siew lain and joline fault i so hungry can.nvm then it was english it was an yay!i got 29/30 for comprehension good right highest in class so happy serhs.still so pai sei cna this kai jie or who ask who got the highest marks then mrs koh say 29 i think then she say who got 29 please stand up then aisya / xiao shi /lijing /angie and peiqin i think looked at me i was staring in space then they call my name i was like bu yuan yi stand up lorhs....then it was chinese got out so called estimated results got A2 not really sastified with it lorh try harder!!then sciencewhat the hell larh this mr ganesh talk and talk and talk ....nvm and let us late go out lorh ...then after that went to mac with : peiqin / yuzhen / amanda / joline / siew lian /xinwen & angie the nwe eat until so full and raining luckily i got bring umbrella shared with angie.then during in mac got this 3 students sec 4 or 5 i dunno kept talking about us then called us bitcches..so think i care so ill-mannered!then went back to beatty went for at&music programme quite fun larh me and pei qin group then i treat the pipe as gun then she go use it hit my butt pain can!:(i gonna take revenge!skip and skip next day.
on tuesday: went to school early in the morning because of class decoration then i did 3 things the big board that write our PSLs/ teachers /members of our class /and angels! then the purple colour big coloured paper is writting our b'days & the green paper write our cheer and outside the small paper also out cheer haiz and the things damn heavy can!i tell you i can die kayys?!i won't die that easily larh!then assembly as out routine unfold skirt pull up tie thats all read newspaper but today time passed quickly then it is mathematics liao......skip & skip.then science i tell you i can kill prasanth he made me fall down can?!until very bad lorh i ran to get markers because i forget write mr ganesh name then he put his leg out then i fell over i got injury very bad can then my both knee cap of broken skin then found out got 1 BIG blue-black and my hand got red patches and scatches!i wanna kill him liao he bribed me with gummies i accepted it but still irritated then science damn boring can i amd lijing over there talking about the parents and problems then recess ate food!obviously if not food then waht rite?!then got english but got health check up then girls needa wear PE and take out shoes and socks and went in to check uo the nurse say eye sight okay then this yuzhen keep laughing lorh influence me can!then go into this "secret room" just needa take off shirt check back bone like pri 6..george dirty minded then before that yuzhen see my book she was laughing some people know .....you know i know~ then went for art me and angie go change then late for art lesson but nvm still lesson time so short then it is history found out got 11/15 quite good larh!then nvr listen playing wrote things on out hands!fruit gans !then live lesson went to art room then i say to the PSL that we everytime come here and almost see the damn disgusting photo for everyday lorh khadijah love it serhs!she make up in class the nms mala come catch mine skirt then chinese lesson mdm tan got angry with us then got spelling today i think will be worse decided to learn it i nvr learn one leh....after that went to TPY with friends but went to 7-eleven to eat then ate for very long then go TPY bought present fo jonasai MR BEAN monkey face then see phones decided on phones that i will choose!bye for now chatting!
ibelieveeuu
xoxo,
---eileen
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Sunday, March 8, 2009, 9:30 AM
boredom
harllows!this will be a short post.because nothing really happened but yesterday i read ______ post i think she is talking about me ,i asked her she say is not me but i am sure the yellow sentences are about me anyway ______if you are reading this i want to let you know i am sorry for everything hope you forgive me...so sorry kayys!!:(even if you are unhappy with me hope you remember you are still me best friend i won't leave you alone alr okay?you must tell me what you want if you want me stay with you tell me i will if i can if i cannot i will explain.i will keep saying i am soory hope you will forgive me until your mind really forgive me lerh.now i got 3 main things to trouble about BILLS FRIENDSHIP AND ................so as for bill i can show my mother as for friendship is the one i am troubled about just __________hope you forgive me !xoxo,
---eileen
Saturday, March 7, 2009, 7:36 PM
fated with friends
found all this floor pictures in the library
from jiajun i am very sure
jiajun naughty arh you
write couples name and i am not with brandon
haiz....
yuzhen dont angry arh sorry for everything no matter what you are still my best friend
the times with you were the best!
siew lai ndont be worried about W's thing now is A's thing believe yourselfmust be commited to harwood and baby face!:)
and sorry for everything even if you say that you are not angry with me i still can feel that you angry with me just to let you know i am REALLY SORRY!
sport day event was fun with friends especially you yuzhen dont forget my girlfriend
run harwood run we support you!:]]
aiyoyoyo gila number 2
harwood people as usual rocks!
from left yuzhen sulastri weili baljina siti junita(if i am not wrong)(dunno the baljina spell correct anot)
leaders trying to get us on track for cheer
flaggies
illeagal gathering no larh!
harwood shirt
chatting among themselves
woooo harwood again
what is the leader doing?!
sorry yuzhen for everything;forgive me in........
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6:48 PM
photos on sports day
this are photos during the sports day ! 5:43 PM
first outing with friends
yeppies!!the noisy can at 6.30 in the morning my grandmother sad for my cousin that she didn't score well to get into the university.....she bias lorh when i PSLE i didn't score well but get into secondary school then my mother say is different but is the same logic right!whatever larh.then she keep saying in morning then gumpy say get out larh then go back to sleep again sleep til 9.00 forced to get up when 10.00 then suppose to get up sian.....then still lazy go back to sleep till 9.30 actually never wake up de is the message from joe woke me up haiz.....then wake up lorh cant sleep liao so eat breakfast watched doremon then changed went to "school" actually today no band de but i sya got band inorder to go out and still yays!!march holidays coming can openly go out lerh~muahahahah .then took a bus to TPY interchange to meet yuzhen / joline / siew lian then saw care bears me and yuzhen were playing in the kiddy palace so funny keep laughing!!:) accidently kicked yuzhen...sorry horh girlfriend!then saw joline i bought the carebear that can hang onto the bag i fall in love with it lorh actually bag very empty de but became so heavy lorh..then yuzhen say she want go home then go meet angie still she never come irritated....then i bought :chicken soup for teenage(yuzhen will be jealous)/3 note books and kawaii~/b'day card for jonasai/care bear/sweet/A box for neoprint. then took neo print ,played in arcade eat spend alot of money can but gonna save the rest!!we took mrt to AMK at first then decided to eat lunch first ate fish soup noodles damn nice can joline ate the noodles but never eat the fish wasteful lorh..but siew lian helped to clear the food for her then when drinking the drinks we found out a scientific way to drnik the drinks not gonna tell you almost all the things i pay for them !who ask them my friends then in arcade took neo prints so nice i love it!!then joe called me when designing the neo prints but no time to pick up when pick him he put down stupid rite.then played the hitting game dancing game my card no money when i top up..........sian waste never exchange for sweets then we took another neo print for the last time and girlfriends tell you what march go bugis the neoprint choices more and got big single one too next time kayys!!then when taking the neoprint 2 irritating boiis come i walk out see them is like no moral manners eff them so no respect i much older than them can the primary 3 or 4 only let them go if not i go find them liao lorh eff them!then joe called again.......he asked where i am and who with me then we thought that he coming told william about it he wanted to come but we say we going bishan liao he went to bishan but before that we planned to go TPY cos got popular for me to buy my book he was like so sian when he came to the libray to look for us.....sorry horh.we let down our hair like ghost like that after that me and joline went home planned to go play in the basa malam de but raining when we walked to interchange william behind tot siew lian with us wanted to buy the water bottle but very expensive so didn't plan to buy it during march holidays!then we went seperate ways bought my milk tea then on the bus i read the story book so nice i cant stop reading when i get home my mother say that got $2 in my pocket i was like OMG never tell me i feel so poor in school $2 meant alot to me so gonna save it up!!muahahha..post tmr byebye!:]]gotinspirationfromabook;tryingtousetheinspirationoneuu
xoxo,
---eileen
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Friday, March 6, 2009, 4:52 PM
sports day or cheering day
harllows people!:]] today was sports day i wake up at 5.15 actually but i think too early so went back to sleep till 5.30 but woke up a bit earlier larh but early in the morning till i reach TPY i got cramp siah.......then took bus to centre go meet joline and siew lian then went to eat mac with them siew lian treat us i change in HARWOOD!!it rocks kayys!!i will be committed to harwood and supportive of it!!:)then go into classes we nearly late siah when we step in talked to chen lao shi the mr singh blow the whistle lucky serhs izzad say one.!then suay suay i turn back see until ahems but before that saw tommy they all?!i dont care then sang the national anthem then got into houses just realise that harwood is the smallest house but our cheer quite loud alot of seniors i know in harwood siah eg: monica /kimberly /poom(i dunno how to spell his name sorry if i spell wrong) / johnathan lau / johnathan yong /wei cong(so called i know him) should be all i get to know seniors too!muahahaha then cheered at first wasn't that cooperative but as time got by it became better care to listen one of the cheer?!even if you dont want you all gotta hear it still i love this cheer!!BEATTY harwood rocks!! the cheer goes like this : H A R W O O D , harwood harwood let's go!!!!!!nice rite mostly the winners or whatever is almost all by us!but there is one thing got 1 girl anyhow find competitors to run lorh then they just run and get medals so unfair rite!i heck care.then cheered for everyone took photos my fan no batt then use the camera batt siao larh very strong lorh then we ate maggi noodles so nice...yum yum so much food too this yuzhen and siew lian arh keep eating my food poor me.....nvm then harwood wasn't the champion for this year but never there will always be next time we either got 2nd place or 3th place..but still happy for harwood!after everything ended heard that kw and jer fight dunno for waht then this stupid george i gonna make him botak on mon he go make my hair with the electronic fan then got stuck then very hard then manage to make it put ms mala helped larh kill him!!!then went to bishan with yuzhen actually we went there the purpose is to buy for johnathan yong b'day present but we finish all our money if not wring i bought and ate :XXL chicken , ice cream , bought bible cos mine is dunno where lerh ,markers borrowed a book called gossip girl thats all then met siew lian on the way then went to library then got fate saw my friend wrote there say couples larh and 6-3'08 anad the friends forever thingy then this friend of mine wrote me and blah blah and others too gonna kill her man i DONT LIKE him and he is from 6-3'08 he so fat serhs...and the thing is i met him yesterday on the bus then we met george and joseph but he disappeared so we wanted to go to TPY again but we lose our way go till Thomson my friend house there aye if i never see we dunno go where lerh lorh then wanted to take taxi but we saw this bus then siew lian suddenly say can take to bishan then we ran like siao can!!!reached bishan took a MRT to TPY then went back liao lorh.i will not forget this day of my life when this is the second time i got lost larh but this time is with friends today so happy!!shit larh tmr still got band siah but on the way back saw wei cong / johnathan yong / melvin then others dunno de name but reach home so sian want sleep liao byes!!:]] post tmr muaks:)ifthisstartedwithmeandeuuenditwithinustoo
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Thursday, March 5, 2009, 7:12 PM
arg arg
haiz today my mom was back to normal but is my bill now but nvm decided to face the reality...bought tthings for pei qin then walked to school then went downstairs with siew lian to wait for linford to get key but waited for so long linford came but yuzhen got the key liaos.......then went back class my bag was inside dunnno who put for me one but anyway the one that helped me thanks!:)then it was english lesson got a small test think i will do well!!smiles*then it was maths it was terrible serhs......got heart attack by someone and it happens everyday.....still keep doing the word search.then recess ate lijing laksa so nice but still hungry smuggled green to class then had wushu lesson was very fun but very psps when my row first to perform....so fun love pe!!:]]happy*then science lesson so bored....then it was chinese 1 hour of chinese just realise recently i very guai during lessons.!thats a good sign except for the doing of word cross!!chinese i got to get money from the girls for the de feng is a composition i like the compositions!!so interesting siah!then assembly band performed i am so proud of band!love band forever!then CO perfrom wasn't that nice then mr chan talk for so long i keep yawning cna cos is like so boring then mrs tanny ho come spot check liao i act guai liaos..then go home liao but went to tpy with siew lain and joline then before that me and joline heard a rumor outside school damn dramatic can is cos of 1 girl and 1 boy say cos the girl dont accpt him he will die for her to see then i tink is the girl uncle or something gto police car then see until him suspicious then ms fauziah go explain is not him then blah blah then after they all gone see until that boy he so emo after that was calvin loh class and his friends lorh so after that went to toy so sastified can we all so poor then we ate maggie mee then share a big gulp then went to "rocket launcher" so fun then treat it as our house !so fun cant wait for tmr the sports day planning to buy a harwood pe shirt!bye for now!:]]whateveryoudidaffectedme;iknowyoudiditforattention;ilikeyourhonest;justletmemakeadecision
xoxo,
----eileen
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009, 6:46 PM
damn tired
today started with a bight morning.lawls obviously...:)in the morning my mom nag at me AGAIN say waht i drink the ice lemon tea forget throw away larh blah blah whatever larh!then went to school must walk very far distance everyday..so tiring can then reached school, siew lian show me this letter (she write one that was what her someone tell her but she wrote down)damn what larh him so dramatic and romantic*.....?!then i accidently say p______ then she was like going to kill me like that lorh i wanted to run but i as like i was raped or something joking oonly then she tickle me*so poor me.....i shouted very loud!then i go call _______brother-in-law he was like "huh?" lawls then i tell him waht the meaning he so shocked till he run but at the end he admitted..muahahhahaa then when i call ________that this siew lian wanna kill me and joline so we run nvm then suay suay angie like bu shuang with me rite then she go tell siew lian to tell ahems about whatever then i glaring at her larh then when i open the back door wanted to run out suay suay saw ahems outside our class back door there then angie went to look for ahems but he was not there then suddenly see until him he walk away larh...duh~then before that i got heart atteck de lorh cos of something sheshhh then went for assembly then i told them to button up their collar button and pull up their tie unfold the skirt cos i predict that the so called DM(mrs tanny ho)will come spot check then suay bei wo shuo shong she was checking on the sec 1s..my mouth can predict de lorh..muahahahha the nshe come check we so perfect then infront of melvin 1n2 see until ahems then walk infront to go back class he see until me i guess??then faster walk infront then fold skirt back again.!go back class ms mala talk and talk again then english lesson as usual then science god-damn it so boring faster finish up the damn worksheet then do word search the whole period when the others playing hang man with relieve cher i and lijing were there either reading or so word search guai kids rite?!:]]then go recess still doing the word search then go back class the amanda go scold me say my drinks i was like FINE throw lorh was quite irritated larh but still dont blame her cos that ms mala say cannot then music ms caneda is so kawaii~ today was in groups to do the music thingy this alvin and francis totally dont cooperate with us but we were in a mess still not yet preform gurantee lan de then george group the music damn nice siah!!:)after that was literature so boring doing word search AGAIN.then talked to khadijah got to stand up....then ICT i hate ICT can....was so emo till chinese lesson over lorh then have to check bag cos khadijah wallet and handphone missing the is like maybe she ie de lorh....i dont even see it cos normally she will take out marh.went to bradell mac with bryan ,joline ,myself,george ,shifaa,lijing.love to hang out with friends can bring me laughter george siad this joke bout mrs koh it is when he asked mrs koh what to do for the newspaper comment thingy she said:"comment arh....comment larh...comment lorh.."is like who also know that must do comment we were laughing so humourous can!!!:))then we played with teh green tea the uncle keep looking faster zao...then said a lot of things about people dee siaoing sort off!then went to kheng cheng then cannot go in so wanted to go beatty de but played in the playground so childish can..played in alot of playgrounds then went to beatty but saw band people me and joline zao liao go 7-eleven buy drinks walk bacl to void deck saw 1n2 people stayed there then went home liaos so bored now adays but my bill...nvm bye for now!:]]but we sang a b'day song for xinwen after recess!again lets say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINWEN!!:]]hhope the best for you every year!!wishthatitwasyou
xoxo,
----eileen
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 5:06 PM
doyouknowhowifeel
how do i describe today?feeling fed-up?feeling tired?damn it larh for the past few days got scolded by mom i also dont want her get angry rite the thing is she keep making things difficult for me to accept .....keep threatening me with things....cant let me use computer and whatever.today first lesson was maths george keep making me today the only thing i did was slap* him muah hahhahaah then feeling so poor these days serhs.nvm trying to save up dunno how to deal with the bill scared later mom scold nvm try to pay my own lorh.then science dunno what to say about it mix class liao still mr ganesh my cher...then recess ate wanton mee first time ate so full:)then english mrs koh came in and show us trying her hair AGAIN.then art lesson guess what boring*then history doing crosswords wasn't listening then LIVE LESSON it was quite boring for the first part things got better at the end playedblow wind blow from even girls then spread to even boys then spread to odd girls then odd boys the WHOLE CLASS played plus some psl very fun larh ms mala was happy lawls.then chinese being very quiet today hardworking very guai like that then went to tpy with friends joline and lijing go buy books me and siew lian go eat mac....i am so damn poor larh.now worrying bout my stupid bill scared later my mom volcano erupt plus now saving every cent liaos because my damn mother can anytime erupt one lorh so must prepare...muahhhahaha:] today went back home got scolded by aunt saying that i put my ice lemon tea within my bags there and say she want let my mom see gurantee you.my mom will come and scold me whatever..i will be living in hell for this week or even more then that tmr got band again!!smiles*the main thing is about............i shld just remain how i am now.....bye for noweverythingyoudidwasaffectingme
xoxo,
----eileen
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Monday, March 2, 2009, 6:34 PM
anth sort of a sucky day
good that today can go school late the expected of me is waking up early being so tired this days....it was maths again......bought alot of things for friends so damn heavy can...nvm what to do~then during maths was boring returned the maths paper sort of test i got 7 marks?!before that i told siew lian that she will get 5 marks and me also then the so called curse happened on her she really got 5 marks while i got 7 marks whats the use ?!still fail?but the other skill check i got 11/15 i love that skill check so easy.then recess as usual nobody talks to saren because he is being a loner without linford.then english after that go through the god-damn comprehension.....so boring can i and aisya was like over there talking bout blahs blahs..?then chinese listened for lessons so funny the person who sang the poem..!!then science for heaven sake larh i wasn't even listening to it typical me in science in pri i too guai liao listen to lessons everytime accept for chinese in pri school but still got good results cher punished us everytime and it is typical "cedar'o8 6-3 clique".nvm then when in science lab i dunno why when mr ganesh say that he must tape yuzhen mouth with musking tape i laugh till siao kayys mr ganesh looked at me as i was mad like that.so funny lurhs.then went back to class for prosceution.waited for ms mala then started the whole thing first we complained about that god-damn deputy monitor saren then we keep saying lorh then he complained that we ran in the class then i was like "you eat in class we also eat in class and u also somemore ask me for sweets then u ran in class we also run in class rite thats being fair but when u complaine thats not being fair to us he keep using his post to threaten us he us not fit to be a deput monitor who he thinks he are we are also aprt of this class we have the full rights to say and do things okay we know we did this is wrong but we did not say that you also did that and that is bein very good to you liao somemore ms mala give you chance if you take it fro granted dont blame us for going on as a class we are being united anlike you using your post we can go on as a class to protest u dum!trying to tolerate him.byefor now as all i care bout him !everypromiseyouamdetomeisaimpactinmylife
xoxo,
----eileen
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Sunday, March 1, 2009, 1:12 PM
youarealier
feeling damn irritated now, my mom got angry that i buy present for friend is like no need get so work up meh friend also buy present for me meh she confisicate all my things and cut my allowance so damn WTF.WTH damn it now dunno how to show my mom the bil ....and the most thing that i bu shuang bout it is that my aunt broke her promise that she will buy for me the phone who she tink she is always break the promise she made she made me so happy that she buying for me feeling so emo-ish now i need batteries to for my camera anyone kind enuff to get for me AA batteries?!nvm haiz i want learn jap and i want money i dunno if i like ahems ahems anot but sort of got feeling?!haiz being so guai yesterday doing band hwk finished liao today damn i am treating my family coldly tink i care if you tink i do you are totally wrong..miss my primary school friends now...bye for nowpost for later
whoyouthinkyouare
xoxo,
----eileen
Labels: amireadyforyou
1:09 PM
youarealier
feeling damn what now, yesterday my mom got angry that i buy present for friend then she cut my allowance confisicate all my things and now i dont dare show her the bill serhs....but is like buy present for friend only must get so work up meh friends also buy for me things what...Saturday, February 28, 2009, 4:30 PM
yay yay
gonna get new handphone tmr then can take photo to update !!yay!!so happy!post bout the handphone tmr!!ahahaha:]]things are getting better this days but troubles are as much also...nvm should be able to settle it soon enuff!:))cant wait for tmr!!this is a short post forget to add in the lastest post aanyway i need cash urgently should be selling things.. 4:19 PM
band band
harllows baxk!!:]]today woke up at 8.00 damn early rite i knw it is then the first message i saw was ahems message asking me whether got band anot then chat lorh then as usual ate breakfast then changed in uniform then went down wanted to take bus but lazy to walk so took taxi i did not really knw the way but the uncle knws!the uncle very good charge me damn cheap is 3 plus only!!actually is 7 plus then this joline so early reach saw her when i came out of the taxi reacher school about 9.40am so early like main band like that then we went 7-eleven to get drinks then walk back to school saw yuzhen together went in so super damn early larh is 9.55?!suppose to start at 10.30 still got people late lijing was one of them.....do the marching and drills then so tired haiz then go for theory lessons quite okay today saw videos of evelyn dunno what very insteresting!!:]]then went to tpy after that then bought drinks went to popular to get story books got my popular card then went back with lijing now so boring shall end the day here!!:)byeareyiuthereiamcurious
xoxo,
----eileen
Labels: isthatwhatyoureallywanted
Friday, February 27, 2009, 3:56 PM
true or dare
today was a short day till 12.30 only!!the first period was english was quite boring we do drawing for the comprehension seriously think that mrs koh dont knw how to teach so far i think what she teaching is not learning lorh hAIZ never mind.then when talking to aisya mr cheng outside scare me shit larh my bag full of ink patches irritated the bag is still new gotta get a new one liao maybe in march holidays with friends get lots of things barh!!can't wait for march holidays!!:]]then ridhwan finally talked to me.i scared he angry serhs!!:((my friend...!!then emaths went to 1n2 sighs so bored in the class scary you knw suddenly this old uncle come in and ask who is 1n2 cos the door spoil marh scold until like blah blah like the whole class fault like that!SO UNRESONABLE HATE THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE THEY KNW WHO DID IT BUT DUNNO WHY THEY DONT WANT TELL COS SCARED **** **** REVENGE ?!most probably it is that trouble maker!!then it was recess so not fun ms fauziah keep coming in lorh then geography liao cher today got angry till the limit never seen her so angry before lorh cos of the class being noisy realise she can change her sttitude very fast de lorh mrs koh!then today morning got 2 times heart attack cos of ahems ahems i giving aisya sweet that time then ahems ahems suddenly come out from the window talk to izzad shocked me then i face aisya athen he walked from behind then i turned saw him.....then home econs again mdm muzaifa didn't come everytime de lorh then finish the worksheet given then played hang man and play true or dare heart attack also saying bout true or dare,everytime truth the time xin wen will keep asking bout ahems ahems ok some answers not sure dont bother to ask cos only i knw and the rule is if lie will not have boyfriend till sec 5.then waited for ms mala she took damn long to come the some poeple leave liao then she was like......then when going back fredrick tell me that saren write that me and esmonde or esmondee i dunno damn irritated with him go settle with him nearly got angry till cry you knw he totally suck so ungrateful then he go tell ms mala that lijing use handphone in class ms mala blow up her top lijing nearly cried realise that this class got another sabo kia.....actually want to get along with the class one the one and only one i dont like is two sabo kia one is saren one is still ok with that person.nvm then went to tpy with yuzhen, joline ,siew lian plus me on the way we keep saying bout saren saw a message by ahems ahems lorh then saw a lot of carebears plush toys!!so kawaii!ne!!then talked about the index number buing for me all 20 care bears if i am not wrong!then went back lerh!!:]]ok bout today.post tmr or mon see firstibelieveyoubutletmetrustyouaswell™
xoxo,
----eileen
Labels: inlovewithyou;amiwithyou
Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 8:18 PM
everything also $$!!!!!!troubling about it not cos i no have just need to pay alot thats the thing!!
what the hell larh everything also need $$ got my bill today and totally surprised that my bill totally burst until that i thought that before my bill will be like 37 or what but it is 41 last time it was only 34 because this month i messaged alot!!:(is really alot scared my mom scold leh scold nvm is nag.....her naggies suckd okay and i want new phone !!!i just want a phone that i like i dont care i need to return friends $$ and need to pay phone bill myself if my mom wants me to do so!!!cant wait for march to go out with friends too!!:]]most worrying is my phone bill then if not use my aunt phone message lorh her's is top up hack care her dont think she will allow now i call very little message damn alot..not talking bout that tmr got maths test OMG never prepare later then study barh but feeling damn stress bout fone bill and sleepy serhs but i love school dont really love home but stsill is my family no choice....talking bout today it was english and typical CHONG YUZHEN changed her place sitting behind me talking lorh...then science.science sucks okay i wasn't even listening lorh .puh-please larh!:]]tahts the typical me in class but sometimes will listen larh.lawls then recess as per normal but stupid yuzhen sit on me sit on me never mind my hand nearly sprained by her lorh!!:(( she god-damn heavy you try letting her sit on you.you will die de lorh!you and her _ _ _ _ _ _ _lorh!!you all gurantee know is who one de she so everyday say bout him then it was music..wasn't that fun walked to music room on the way the tommy called my name lazy to reply to him knew he will dee siao hack care,think i care?!if you think i will care bout you you are totally wrong!never mind walked to band room learn bout instrument got scoldings walked back to class yuzhen shaked her butt?!!like what was she doing??!then was literature was not that boring today ms yue talked better today sulastri got the highest marks in literature she exel in eveything lorh!congrats anyway!then ICT as usual did not really listen to what to do do a bit only then listen to piano songs then watch videos and eat sweet!hope no cher reading if any cher reading sorry kayys..!!chinese after that a shuai cher come in he doesn't really knw how to speak chinese only talk english...then yuzhen was like bu shuang with.....you knw.dont blame anyone and no comments!then ms mala came in for more than 10 mins to talk to us so boring then yuzhen got scolded and khadijah also lorh...then went to canteen changed into PE again HARWOOD!!love it !:]]then in canteen nvr eat dont feel like it after band was like damn ahungary anyway during recess a boii called me say"ah girl here also got one blackie" cos we were talking bout bangala realised was saren we were like laughingthen lijing ,me,yuzhen and joline played the hitting hand thing if lose then hit wah!!!tolerate this yuzhen hitting then revenged but xin wen hit violence serhs then opposite saw joseph and goerge yuzhen say george called her fat asked her wahts her what guessed what heavy man no eonder feeling like dying when she sit on me lorh!!never mind then seniors asked us to go band room then we go lorh yuzhen fall in love with my specs keep wearing it never mind then we ran the whole scoold exercise lorh then wasn't that bad stamina in primary school come back liao!!:]]but my phone bill..:((then praticed clarinet wasn't that bad too mr lim was surprised why i was struggling but when i nvr se him i can play is all his fault!!:]]joking only then end of band was damn hungry ate maggie mee spend lots of money regreted lorh nvm at least full marh then me and lijing saw a rainbow so nice took a photo next time show you all....for now bye!!:]]rainbow is hope ,is a future brought to us ;a stairway to heaven...™
xoxo.
-----eileen
Labels: rainbow is hope...
Monday, February 23, 2009, 9:23 PM
blah blah
i tink i am going to study hard barh..dunno why did not feel a sastifaction in the chinese thats the hint and inspiration i got from the test paper although my mom said it was good i thought that i did not work hard!:(trying to study now..my sister keep asking me to get into express stream i also want but my friends are here unless the cher' say that whole class go to express then we together work hard larh!but not thinking so far..for now i think i should exel good results in all the subjects lorh although people you see me online i may not reply cos maybe studying or is not me.so going to start really pay attention and listen to classes from now onwards lerhs!!hope i can concentrate!:]]so sian although got money larh but still need to spend it in alot of places but thats wisely okayy!!get ti!!:]]just hope that aunt will help me change phone i dont think she will change the one for me i think samsung anyway i dont mind got 3G and camera got 2gb memory stick too so guess it will be good?!but may if my results good my sis may be buying the phone i want i tink i would want the G705 lorh....wish me good luck in tmr de history test!!:]]xoxo.
-----eileen
Labels: inspiration
7:43 PM
wonderful day
today first lesson was emaths guess what it was damn boring go lab to do go online the computer thingy for maths hack care then it was recess as usual go with joline then there was one thing i will forgive CHONG YUZHEN i stood down at a corner to not to be seen then she came saw me so called****me.WTH larh yuzhen your weicong will be jealous after seeing this serhs then it was english yuzhen and i was like over there dee-siaoing khadijah she is so damn funny can.then sad larh prasanth never come then it was chinese and chen lao shi got angry becos again of us or most probably me and yuzhen then got our chinese test papers totally unhappy with my results i could have score better lorh....never mind then science another teacher came in i guess mr ganesh did not come she was damn freaking strict then must do alot of work so called managed to finish it lorh..AMAZING!:]]then after school open sweet all been snatched away too bad ahems ahems did not manage to get one when he asked for one sorry larh..give yoou next time then went to mac with izzad ,akshaaf,joseph,joline,yuzhen damn funny can..totally cant stand the akshaaf keep saying that ahems ahems wants my *****then went to toilet then i snatched the toilet first yuzhen gone mad can then she jump just nice i open the door then she in the toilet say her butt cold then we ran out laughing until like siao then went to tpy forget t say saw siew lian willaim sue!!then in he bus alot of seniors :peeranut,kimberly,monica and some others lorh then ran to gallery when joseph they all alighted at one bus stop earlier then waited at the stair case for them lor so long so went in slept on a sofa waited for them then walk out aisya told me something joline go back i and yuzhen zao to more than words then bought care bears SUNSHINE CARE BEAR AND BEDTIME CAREBEAR is so damn kawaii~can...!!then zao to beatty cos avoiding someone then chat in beatty saw band seniors ran off with a bear thats that gay pencil case his nail cutter is so damn big can dunno cut one what lorh then went back played at the playground end up seeing the 2 gays again then we went back lerh the messaged alot of people !:]]thats for nowxoxo,
eileen
Labels: forever and now
Monday, February 16, 2009, 6:45 PM
a fun day with friends!!
today damn funny lar!!:]]first period was emaths..haiz as usual a boring lesson..i want mdm lim serhs!!!:((but still must study rite!!then it was recess went to borrow books with joline and siew lian ...then borrowed a singapore ghost story and another book call at a glance.suay suay see until calvin loh friend..everytime see me always say i am calvin girlfriend...FYI:if that person is reading this..i tell you:I AM NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND!!i got taste de okay...sian lar hack care!!:]]then went back to class then slack around.after it was english if i am not wrong !very funny lor mrs koh .she read the passage until i want to sleep alr.then start to **** myself but no *****.dont care .dont tink i gonna **** anymore i shall not abuse my **** unless i really stress or depress lar..then chinese after that and mdm tan gave wrong test paper lawls...and i was wondering why so difficult guess what it was sec 3 paper nearly fainted siah...then gave the correct one i got full marks!!:]] it was easy though and then spelling i tink i will get full marks barh.not sure!but not fair is some people use textbook and then get full marks de lorh!!:((hope i get full marks!then it was science damn wht lor the science paper so difficult and it was 50 mins want me die arh..then ate sweets and yuzhen kept getting scolded by talking lawls!then go TPY after that i was laughing all the way..hahah.then we were talking bout joseph (forget what lerh) then suay suay devil say come lerh with izzad and akshaf .then took 231 to TPY so funny when got into the bus i was looking at the lady sitting right infront and saw her make up..her make up is professional until cant be more pro lerh lor then wanted to tell izzad this but he dont understand never mind then joseph suddenly say prositute then we were all there laughing then we were talking malay today hahah.then yuzhen puposely ran to infront of her to see her so funny crazy then went with her buy file then went KFC to eat then see until izzad they all again when they left he messaged me whether want to play catching then they were like how old are they still want play catching..lawls then went to gallery to "see" history my foot arh go there see things we were playing lor first we took the"rocket launcher" lawls lar..then we ran out without aisya because she does not want to come in so we left to the HDB hub there wait for her she went up finally with the boys lawls..then we went home after that..so the girls plan to come out every monday to go TPY to hang out!!yay!:]]xoxo
-----eileen
Labels: cheerful
Friday, February 13, 2009, 5:30 PM
freaking people
for this past few days,didn't bother to post cos lazy to and cant too.so spooky this few days and anyways i more better now not thinking much things now.but still so stress and depress lorh!!nvm dont care..PE was a sucky lesson on Thursday.almost everyday must do the push up lor!!total torture!!child abuse!!and that day some more is rainy day the grass quite wet and muddy lehs....but the band pratuce was fun lar!!got into clarinet!!*happy*..so lonely this few days at home larh!!do assessment...hwk....tuition......piano pratice(no more lerh).....so sad rite.my mom everyday also ask me do work want me go express..whats wrong with NA does'nt mean we are stupid rite just that we learn slower only...dont freaking bother about her!:#then it was today larh...took a bus boredom's come to school..listening to music everyday coming to school...then reach school went in then went for assembly...hhhhahah!so proud of band:]]it played for national anthem today!!i love it!!:]]..then first lesson was english lesson then found out that my geograhy books were missing ..stupid rite.then during geo lesson just wanted to slightly cut with the damn thick and big penknife then but until got blood lerh lor...not really deep but a bit pain only larh..then continue cutting during home econs the cher never come mah so stay in class ..sleep,slit myself,read,hear ghost stories and play hang man..about the ghost stories..damn funny larh i kept laughing when i say it cos george keep making me laugh then he say like that not funny lerh.when i stop laughing they laugh..hiaz..sigh..lawls then george say ghost story damn scary de lor i shiver when he say about the girl hair then suddenly got one low voicefrom behind tell me something scare me you know i shout and up was william lawls rite then play hang man damn fun then the funniest is that when aisya turn to write about a theme of place when she never even write finish the lines for the words i guess the place is plaza singapura then it was correct then she was like sisnal ar..izzad there say pai sei...then didn't go mac with xin wen they all cos mom dont let me go always want her way one lorh stupid mother....then i guai guai go back then talking about it HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!Labels: love you all valentines day:]]
Sunday, February 8, 2009, 7:52 PM
troubled.fumbled
whatever....so sian again.was totally troubled about my bag lor but now okay lerh lar.want to post new photos in my next post maybe larh if i can get the battery lorh.cant believe that ****** got a new bf lerh but anyways good luck in the relationship horhs!love school days larh but still no school on sat and sunday hate it!!!i suddenly have a urge to eat ice-cream but no more lerh all finished by me!!:)today whole nvr use computer until at night serhs...bored larh...:]]sighs....yay!tmr got school lerh!but maths class...sops:(never mind i dont bother.i want more freedom lehs(actually i got alot lerh lar).hope can go out lehs i want band!!protest!!hahahh.lawls.bought band things lerh got alot of new things that day and ate pizza yesterday with sis and her boyfriend.the pizza almost all eaten by jie lorh..we did not get to eat more than 2 pieces for me and 3 pieces for meng kor.never mind no wonder she will get fatter and fatter each day jie..(no offence).but she is still my good sis.she help me buy alot tings everytime!!*happy*wish me the best for tmr school!!!byebye dear peoplexoxo-
EILEEN
count down 6 days before valentine day
arrive.
Labels: want to be as cheerful as ever-----EILEEN
Saturday, February 7, 2009, 5:28 PM
so sian lor now only weekend can use comp
sian!!school days then cant use computer.so many days never update blog lerh lor..on friday,english was boring lorh.maths was fun!!!i got 12 marks for maths at least pass what!!then mdm lim told us what class we going,i going to mrs samsol class.....i don want leh.that class so bored if want go 1N1 or remain in mdm lim class.then it was recess,me and joline wanted to go pay fine when i saw ahems then walk the other side lorh,chatting bout boring things hahah lawls then went to pay fine forget that i never bring cash.shit lar.then walk down on the way saw siew lianand xiao shi then walk together back to class and dee siao kai jie..then geography even more boring was sleeping though then cher was like please dont lie on the table...whatever...then home econs i love it!!but the thing is my partner cant do anything in fact is dunno how to,i did the ham thing i did the bread thing i did the mixing i did the washing i did the throwing i did the cleaning i did the washiing of the sink..dont care but i love the bread lor so nice serh..then went back home,sis brought me out at 4 plus to get the things i want,bought a zinc bag(quite nice i like) but there's other bags i wanted but still never mind,also bought 2 files,1 assessment book,stationary,story book alot of things feel so sastified going out with sis not like my mother...then saturday woke up with sastifaction ahhaha.lawls..packing the things i bought yesterday got the membership card for zinc put new books in the bag (start to love the bag) in love haahhaha.but i scared will get dirty but made up my thinking ,decided to buy a new bag next year!!!haahhaha then again my blog was saved by yuzhen.Monday, February 2, 2009, 6:14 PM
blah blah
whatever!~kumar is so kawaii~hhahaha.lawls was dee-siao-ing yesterday..dont care lerh hahah!today i went out of house especially early reached the school bus-stop at 7.40 plus then waited for li jing until 8.07 so late rite!!nvm then was listening to mathematics lesson so attentively de lor!!see!i so guai...lawls then recess guess what an stupid thing happened during that short period..li jing took my specs away then i reached the canteen with jolline and was looking for siew lian then i told joline siew lian gurantee is at the burger shop then we wanted to walk there then i saw li jing i immediately ran to her and hit her back she say very pain hhaha sorry lar!:)then angie came from behind and tickle me i screamed as if i was raped ahahah joking nia lar..then i turn behind walking backwards abit only then this angie and xin wen together pushed me to ahems ahems then i did not know then fall onto him then he was like surprised ???then xinwen hold me back so pai sei lor then was like damn it lar?!i totally was unaware that he was there then ran to joline they all then assembly joline keep talking bout "him" asking who is he lawls??then english lesson it totally sucks there's never ever one time lessons with mrs koh were interesting.....then chinese lesson lerh lor then need to write letter writting lazy to write but is whatever to our exams something like that then science i wasn't really listening to it then until last part i really listen to the lesson.hahahas.lawls:)then after school planned to go macdonalds but canceled because want to go home like a guai kid study!!!i really studied kayys?!then went home with li jing in the bus we were talking like so loud cos we had out ear piece on our ear hahahs.before that went to pour rubbish then ahems ahems was outside??then we had problems emptying the dustbin we scared out hands dirty and anyway there's someone around me have a smelly foot just realised when li jing told me and it is really very smelly it smells!!byebye for now!!goodluck to me for tomorrow's mathematics test!i want get good results but dont want go 1N2 class if want stay in 1N1 or same class as now!!byebye love you people(dont mistaken horhs)muaksxoxo,sign off
eileen
Labels: embarassed
Sunday, February 1, 2009, 4:35 PM
harllow people sorry arh yesterday no mood to blog lehs so decided to blog todayLabels: my choice;determined
Saturday, January 31, 2009, 9:02 PM
boring..
very sian leh today..........in the morning not allowed to use computer but i used handphone...hahha..lawls ubt i scared my handphone bill burst off!!then keep doing homework and sms-ed with ahems ahems and yuzhen...then watch television too then until about 3 pluss mother came back thhen ate lunch with her then went down to buy dinner then i roller bladed!!lawls so long since i last bladed!!i did not fall lar but was quite fun!short post for todayLabels: sian
Friday, January 30, 2009, 4:56 PM
today was a bit sian larh.....same thing,did my daily routine took a bus reached bus-stop at 6.50 waited for li jing till 7.05 then walked to school slowly talking about stuffs...was very tired this morning lor....then when reach class need to go down for assembly lerh everytime like this one lorh...then walked with joline,siew lian,li jing and xiao shi down t o assembly then AGAIN li jing looked out for peeranut(nut nut) cant believe it!!!then moved all the way to the front anyway lets talk bout yesterday first,the detention was totally horrible learnt my lesson..ding my mahs cant believe how i tolerated the 2 hours siah then during the 2 hours dunno what happened saw calvin's friend then i wasn't sure until he say:"aiyo,i feel so sad for calvin's ex-girlfriend."then i was like CALVIN LOH QING LI when the hell i even became your girlfriend you this bangala(racist) then dont bother went to meet yu zhen and aisya then bought drinks then when aisya went back yuzhen and me became stalkers folloed a group of guys then yuzhen keep saying that the guy very cute(dont be mistaken is kawaii~).then took bus back when in the bus felt like sleeping when nearly doze off reaching home lerh sian lar but still to my addiction still use computer despite of tired!!!then alot of things happened during that time yuzhen knew that dont need ask her she has alr spread to the girls...haizz ...nvr mind was so proud of my geography poem but i destroy it i spent like 1hr30mis doing it i stupidly unknowingly knew a stupid ugly flower there!!!sigh.....then lets talk about today doing exactly the same thing stated here in this post,was avoiding somebody,dont wish to meet or talk to the person.then during class was boring~then the guy behind me was like siao siao keep making me laugh but my compo did not write till 250 siah....sad:( then went for maths dunno why i AKU CINTA MATHS!!then went for recess saw ahem ahem then avoided sucessful wanted to find mr blah blah but he a bit deaf cant here shout until so loud lehs!!nvr mind then went up smuggled a green tea drank in class geo was boring~ nearly slept but i will never sleep in class only if i really cant take it then was home econs...guess what my partner is as blur as a sotong...but also cant blame him rite then it was a disaster for my partner(esmonde) to make the bread one side torn into pieces..sogh..but nvr mind did not eat it(threw it away) end up esmonde did not really do anything he cleaned the table and clean the untensils dry after i clean them once then i washed eveything,throw the rubbish ,clean the table again,wash the cloths ,wash the sink ,clean the floor..infact I DID EVERYTHING!!!then after school lerh dunno whether to go detention cos my mom said dont you go!!!OMG i really did not go wanted to stay back with sue they all but cos of ahem ahems did not stay back cos at first i avoided him again then sat on the bench with aisya they all waiting for yuzhen the jerome came to look for yuzhen to ask bout lijing(you know~) then when yuzhen came down guess what it was ahem ahem and his friend,wanted to avoid but no choice..HATE YOU AMANDA!!then sat opposite dont want to see him then he sat there....yuzhen talked to jerome when this amanda,sue and aisya keep saying ahem ahems likes me ( I HATE YOU ALL TOO)then this YUZHEN say to ahems ahem"you want ask her for stead lar!"then i was damn irrtated!i dont like him!!!sian lar!!then i ran away to aisya then i merely look at him lawls~then went to toilet wanted to go back with my bag then a message came in saying"ahems ahems wants to see you"then i ran away straight away lor then went back wanted to go by back door but it WAS CLOSED!!gan gan hao 1.30 close sian then walk to the main door then i siamhere siam there saw amanda looking for me(should be)so faster siam to the main door ran out.suay suay i tink i saw ahems ahems walking around out side (i tink it was ahem)then ran to dunno where just some where then saw a cab straight away flag for it went in then i was saved!!then went back ate lunxh the thing i am worried is the detention i tink no need lerh then a message came in from ahem ahem the he asked you know...the i re......you know... then at last i at least felt i abit better not deceiving myself not thinking about things at night then i was abit emo last night then today hahha it was me again!!so tonight then continue.....Labels: home econs cant believe it
Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 7:48 PM
first day at school after CNY
FREAK!!!today was late for school!woke up at 7.00 thinking that today was monday and need to reach school at 8.30 sian lar !!took at taxi to school at reached about 7.35??then walked to write my name after that went to the detention room and stayed there for 1 hour!CANNOT BELIEVE HOW I STAYED THERE FOR 1 HOUR!!that 1 hour was totally terrible ,read the chinese book and read until can memorised liao lor!!!then had to serve detention today from 2-4pm but i did not attend because got band then is like i just late for 5 mins lar!!dont care lerh!!then went back to class mr karnish there talk talk then go to biology lab to have science we wasn't listening at all lors we were like very noisy then we tried the bunsen burner scary siah !!the flame very big lorhsthen we also ran around disturbing alvin kept saying "alvin & the chipmunks" and he was quite irritated~then it was recess today went recess with li jing,siew lian,joline we siao siao one just realised once joline went up she will never come down then it was music lesson!! MS CANEDA IS SO CUTE!!kawaii~cant wait till band to see her hahha!!then it was literature....hate my eng,literature,geograhy and the history cher is just not happy with him!!!they teach horh i gurantee you i fail one lor!!suan le lor i will try to work hard at home lors yi bian study yi bian use computer hahas still addicted!!after that was ICT it wasn't that bad but i went bonkers running around the whole lab to ask for help and also with yuzhen to dee siao alvin!! actually we abit bad larh friends friends marh!!then it was chinese it was quite fun got lolli!!chupa chups!!today i bit ignored peiqin ,sorry horh!!but was a little annoyed with her bout some other things.then it was afternoon break waited for band to start then wanted to go mac but no time then keep see-ing and passing by the detention room..scared siah!!then ms mala come i ran away!!lawls!then yuzhen finally got peeranut's number for li jing!!LI JING GOODLUCK!!then band was very fun hahahs!!i passed ll three instrument:) happy siah so proud of myself lawls!!jkjk larh..i want flute and clarinet but horh same family so cant so choosed clarinet and trumpet!1i met trumpet AGAIN they say i blow the three instrument quite good lawls!!then the instructor was like "i think you need a smaller size of clarinet if you are clarinet" i damn sian larh!!then the senior was like "dont get the wrong idea,there's 1 senior also as short as you"i was like whatever....but so far so good!!got to know alot of seniors EASILY!saw monica's sis dunno whats her name but they call her "AJ" so call her AJ lorhs but she ver y firece leh cant believe is monica's sis,(no offence AJ)monica so kindhearted siah but never mind none of my business as time goes by we will get closer then know each other better!!hahahs hope tmr horh the mr blah blah will not come find me do detention see my mood tmr if i dont feel like going then i dont wish to go none of my business so if my mom tell the mr blah blah off and he say okay i will be carefree !!no need do detention and not scared of him anynore but still sian tmr have to see ms mala the mr blah blah called my house gurantee you the ms malla will nag again lors!!dunno bother i dont care!!today yuzhen go draw in jeremy's hand hhaha!!then saw joseph damn disgusting yucks!!ewwww....he cut himself until quite deep and got alot of scars!!thinking about it makes my hair stands man....very pain..i cut myself also not so deep i tink angie abit like joseph cut until so....yucks!!today never bring my camera to take photo sian also no battery,never mind buy batt another day!!see you all on next post this post is really long read slowly!!!signing off ,
eileen
Labels: today sucks
Monday, January 26, 2009, 6:21 PM
relationship
something bothering me.but i decided not to like or even love someone for now maybe sec 2 or sec3 then start a relationship but that depends if any guy catches my eye that make me feel i like him or even love him??see first barh!for now is just to concentrate on studies and try to get promoted to express!now damn bored.chatting with joseph.lawls.sian lar my siscome back lerh no freedom liaos but still none of my freaking business!!hope that yuzhen can come online and chat with me so i can tell her about my thoughts so uncomfortable without yuzhen coming online cos i everyday online chat with her about lots of things so today she not online..sighs